Don't know what to say to it...it's just too well written not to make the one reading it feel weighted down by the sadness in it. And it's just painfully true...not much else can hurt you as much as feeling worthless and being made to realize that constantly by someone you seek approval from. You can never really forget the harsh words or get used to them, they just stay and gnaw at you...and you described that feeling as it would be lived.
The little support that she used to give even that was missing.
This little bit just stands out, for me it's the line which makes me saddest...as long as that one person is there for you, you can bear it all but when they themselves believe you are wrong, it's shattering..
You managed to move me beyond words with this one which is why you are brilliant and I hope you know this...unmatchable! :)))