Originally posted by Shivandi
I watched it, and I was amazed at what I felt. Which was nothing - I felt nothing. BV always touched me somewhere, every episode, and today, I felt zilch. Nada. I was laughing at it, at the fact that this is the show that meant so much to me, meant all that anticipation every single day, and it has now become just a soulless puppet. I will have absolutely no trouble now. All the pain over Prats' leaving is gone, because part of the pain was that the show will go on without her, and Shiv will romance another woman. But the show is not going on without her and Shiv is not romancing anyone, because for me, this is a completely different show, and Sid - the same Sid who brought Shiv to life - is just Sid playing a role. There's no Shiv. So now I can easily go back and watch the old episodes with no pain, because I can just assume that the confession and the SR fantasies were real, and my beautiful AnSh is living happily ever after. That's all I needed. I don't even need to campaign to the CV's to return Prats now. Today was the last comment I left on that worthless website. I care zilch about this show. The acceptance stage of my grief came with today's episode, and I suppose I should thank the CV's for that. I was so scared of seeing Anandi in Toral, but I didn't. That is not Anandi. I was right. No one else can be Anandi but Prats. Prats was Anandi to me from her first episode. Toral isn't and never will be. Now I can go back to reliving my memories of AnSh in peace, and posting pictures and stuff until this thread closes or the forum banner changes to include Toral. Then I'm done. No more tears now.
My dear Pragya
You just say every word that I am feeling deep in my soul. All day today I was feeling so bad, really feel physical pain in my stomach thinking of today's epi, and how on earth I will survive it. I went with my daughter for some shopping, just to divert my mind.
Than I come to forum and my friends here told me you have to watch it, you will be OK. And so I watched and felt just as you describe. There were no emotions in dialogs, it was as if I landed in some other Serial and there are some characters there who just looks like from SF movie Body Snatchers, where aliens snatch the bodies of humans and live in them, but the face is expressionless, body is stiff, it just wasn't the person as it was before. So you are, as always, 100 percent right. It is not Anandi, everything is different, and today after so many days I could really
No offense to anybody.
I think I could watch it from now on as a comic show, really I am cured. I will watch old episodes, listen VMs, knowing that MY AnSh is one in a million and it will live in my heart, and whenever I want I will be able to watch without tears their happy moments and their emotions, their magic. I will also come here to post pictures, since they are unique andI love them and want to share them with all of you who feel the same.
Love you dear, for expressing so many time what I have in my heart.
My name is Branka and I am totally stubborn AnSh/SidYusha addict, and I am so proud of it. Hence...a picture from an angel, without her BV is just like desert without water, and very soon more and more people will realize that. Thank you Prats for bring so much emotions in every scene that you were shooting for BV.