My Best friend has always been there for me, she has always
accepted for who I am. Even when she had her first boyfriend she never stopped
talking to me until she got her second one. I have always envied her she is
beautiful long straight hair, slim, smart, confident see's the good in people.
She has a good family who love her and spoil her. And even her friends as well.
I never have, I am the completely opposite of her. I'm negative my family hates
each other I am in my room doing homework and they are always yelling at each
other.
My sister bullies me and used to hit me and always brought my self esteem down.
I got to the point where I would cut myself and cry almost every nigh. I would
try and talk to my mom but she never listens. I even told her I cut myself and
she ignored me. My dad is working and when he gets home he just watches T.V.
and ignores us or when I try talking to him he ends up yelling at me. To say
I'm always stuck in my room. But back to the subject when she began dating her
second boyfriend she started to change a lot. She used to be a bit tom boyish
but she was still pretty. But she became more girly. She started to think she
was all that and started to talk only about herself. Whenever I needed her she
was either busy or with her boyfriend. During the summer before senior year we
did not talk at all. I would invite her she would always say no or later, but
the later never happened. When it came time to take pictures for our orchestra
program I was being negative like always and she just went off on me it broke
my heart.
After that she started to ignore me I would be with them and they would not
talk to me. They only talked to me when they needed something and stupid me I
will always do it cause I can't say no. And ever since I feel even lonlier. I
feel like I'm suffocating with all this emotions that are bottling inside of
me. I have no one to talk to. I am more friends with people who don't go to my
school but we are not that close. Things with my family are getting worse. I
feel so abandoned all I want to do is run away and never come back. She is so
lucky she doesn't have to go through much, everyone likes her. She is so
perfect she has a car and everything nice clothes good grades spoiled. While I
have to walk and have the same clothes since freshmen year with a couple of
additions but not much. I am struggling for my grades. Lucky me right?
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