heartbroken kisha ss *PART 10 UPDATED*

Hey guys'..i am back with an Kisha SS'..

PART 1

KIYA POV:

what does that Idiot think of himself'.. I sooo hate him'. But why do I feel so much pain in me when he called me a girl with no heart'. Why did I not utter a word and just stood and watched KD say all those things to her'. Each word pierced my heart worse than a dagger. Why didn't I feel safe in RVs hugs the way I always felt in KDs arms? It felt so nice when we were buddies but it turns out he was fake.. he has no idea how much he hurt me that day when I found  out the truth. I thought u understood me KD' den why cant u see the pain I hide inside myself every time I behave rudely? Cant u see through my fake smile?

Today's kiss was just a mistake committed but I felt so guilty cause RV n i am just friends and nothing else. When u spoke about my relationship with RV I knew the reason u were hurting me I could feel it when u said each of the words how hurt u were.. but why cant I just hate you? I always find reasons with my brain to hate you but my heart always takes the opposite side. I dont know what I can do. You betrayed me in the worst way possible KD but I still love you'.i still love you so much that it hurts.

But that's it no more am I going to try to make you jealous no more am I going to say anything to you. I am so done with it is what I thought but my heart was sending such complex emotions and I knew deep down that I always will forgive  him and love him.

KD POV:

Why kiya why? Do you always bring out this possessive jerk in me? I don't know why do I feel so protective of you. I don't know why I always stalked you when clearly you don't want anything to do with me and that was why I decided to stay away but today I just lost it when I saw u n RV kiss' I know it was a mistake by the guilt portrayed in eyes.. yes kiya I can see through everything and you know why? Cause I love you more than anyone possibly can. I love you so much that how much ever I try to hide I cant do it.. I always feel jealous of all the guys you ever talk to cause I miss hanging out with you.. I miss you so much'it hurts when every i see you laughing or crying or playing or simply talking to anyone cause i so wish i was the one you were talking with, i was the one you hug when you cry...but i lost you the day i decided to take revenge... i should have listen to my heart cause it always told me you couldn't have hurt me...but all I ever do is hurt you.. never made you happy and I think I don't deserve a girl like you.. I cant believe I called you a heartless girl. I wish I could take  it all back.. I just wish I was given a chance to correct it all but I ended up hurting you even more than before. I guess I deserve to be alone forever! And that is it kiya I wont trouble you. You said you hated me? I guess I deserve it and my dad has sacrificed his house for my education in Royal.  I really wish this new year hadn't turned the way it. i wished i hadn't hurt you the way i did. but what can i do. when ever i see you i just cant think straight i always let the emotions control me. if this is what i do when i am i love...hurt you then i guess you deserve someone way better than.. someone who can give you all the happiness in life and i know i am not that person cause all i have ever done is hurt you Kiya. But I have made my choice and its clear to me now. I wont let my family suffer any more.

__________NEXT DAY______________

All the buddies have gathered in the usual canteen. Even Kiya is there but one person is missing. That's KD!

KIYA POV:

Where is that stoneface? I hope he is alright. Why am I thinking such ways? I should be happy that he isn't showing his face. But no I feel the opposite I feel restless to just see him one time.

(enders JJ)

JJ: hi buddies? What are you up to?

Piddhi: did you see KD bhai?

JJ: you guys don't know?

All buddies: know what?

JJ: KD has decided that its best if he leaves Royal as his father has put the house in stock so as to save his family. He came today early in the morning and recollected the fees and deposit and asked for his TC. But he asked me to give this envelope to each of you 7 buddies.

(JJ hands over the envelope to the Buddies and leaves feeling disappointed as Royal has lost a gem student and also he has lost one his  favorite  students)

NEXT PART:the letters written by KD to all his friends!

PART 2:

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3416165&TPN=2

PART 3:

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3416165&TPN=6

PART 4:

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3416165&TPN=9

NOTE:

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3416165&TPN=11&#75722934

PART 5:

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3416165&PID=75907392&#75907392

PART 6:

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3416165&TPN=18

PART 7:

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3416165&TPN=21&#76376894

PART 8:

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3416165&TPN=23&#76763062

PART 9:

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3416165&TPN=27&#77458035

PART 10:

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3416165&PID=79074511&#79074511

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i don't know what got me to write this...but i did... i know its not that great cause i seriously am bad at writing sentimental stuff... but do let me know.. what you think of it!