Joined: 27 January 2013
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Ishq se tabiyat ne zeest ka maza paya, Dard ki dawa paayi, Dard be dawa paya…
From love the self learned the pleasures of life, the cure of pain & a pain incurable…
He knew Love wasn't for him for he had died many a times at the hands of his loved ones, his life was just a shell, for he had suffered excruciating pains from a broken heart. Ironically, those who had promised to protect him and love him were the ones inflicting the brutal and deep lacerations. Somehow the cuts had healed but had left scars, scars that run so deep; they had almost damaged him for he had lost the essence of his life. He had lost his 'faith'.
Asad believed he was trapped between two curses: how he lived in his darkness that had enveloped his heart and how he imagined the light to be, that glimmered whenever ammi n Najma smiled.. But then came Zoya and with her she brought rays of the sun which had turned its face from Asad.. She was the source of this light which just reached out and had dared to touch him. For such a long time Asad had feared that love wasn't for him that it had become his belief. He had believed that the brutality of his own loved ones had torn the flower in his heart. The flower which once had smiled, had consumed him and everyone around him with the fragrance of love. But then Zoya came and somehow she brought life back to that scarred and torn flower. And that's what Asad feared the most. For with life followed its bitter truths.
How could he honor his feelings for Zoya when his heart was gripped by the fear of separation? He was going through the toughest turmoil of his life, where the only face whose eyes could read deep into his soul were the ones scorching and melting the wall he had built to protect himself.. He feared knowing that the same person, who brought such pleasures to his life, came with the promises to cure his pain also had the power to cause him an incurable pain. May be she was his hell and heaven both.
He now had lost count of dates for all days passed by in this anguish. But that evening he realized the enormity of his feelings, for when the breeze blew he thought of her.
mera tha nigahen us ki
khamushi main bhi wo baten us ki
mere chehre pe gazal likhti gain
sher kahti hui ankhen us ki
shokh lamhon ka pata dene lagin
tez hoti hui sansen us ki
aise mausam bhi guzare ham ne
subhen jab apni thin shamain us ki
dhyan main us k ye alam tha kabhi
ankh mahtab ki yaden us ki
faisala mauj-e-hawa ne likkha
andhiyan meri baharen us ki
nind is soch se tuti aksar
kis tarah katati hain raten us ki
dur rah kar bhi sada rahti hai
mujh ko thame hue bahen us ki"
Zoya's first breath when she came back to him at that grave site was what had him break that wall he had built around his heart, but it had been so long, the drought had seeped in and now he feared that the flood of his love may drown him and Zoya.
How nave was he who didn't understand that he was running from his destiny from his real freedom, for Zoya was his key to happiness.
And Zoya knew this, her Asad like his name was a true lion, a king who wouldn't give up to his weakness, she just didn't want his love in pity she wanted him to realize that she would be his strength. It had taken nature's cruel push to make him realize her true worth in his life but she wasn't sitting around and let nature play cupid in this misfortune way. Since her return she had become sure of her true purpose in life. She could see Asad's inner turmoil when he looked at her; he looked like a little lost baby who was trying hard to hold onto his brave faade so much that it made him utterly fragile. She knew she had to lighten up his soul for he was lost in his own darkness. She had to bridge this gap between them and tread on this journey by his side for Asad being himself, he wouldn't agree to her aid. But there was hope for her, hope for them, for when she looked in those eyes, she could see the oceans of love. She also saw his fear lurking there but how could she make him understand their destiny was to be together and she couldn't dream it any other way.
teri khushbu ka pata karti hai
mujh pe ehsan hawa karti hai
shab ki tanhai main ab to aksar
guftagu tujh se raha karti hai
dil ko us rah pe chalna hi nahin
jo mujhe tujh se juda karti hai
zindagi meri thi lekin ab to
tere kahne main raha karti hai
us ne dekha hi nahin warna ye ankh
dil ka ehwal kaha karti hai
ret par nam likha karti hai
sham parte hi kisi shakhs ki yad
kucha-e-jan main sada karti hai
mujh se bhi us ka hai waisa hi suluk
hal jo tera ana, karti hai
dukh hua karta hai kuch aur bayan
bat kuch aur hua karti hai
abr barse to inayat us ki
shakh to sirf dua karti hai
masla jab bhi utha chiragon ka
faisala sirf hawa karti hai
When the air blows, it not just destroys, it sometimes brings together, which is supposed to be. The wind is soaring and now emotions have been ruffled between Zoya and Asad. I wish Khuda ki niyamat ho aur unke karam se ye ek doosre tak pohanch paayein.
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