Originally posted by reshmiroy2012
Juhi, that is a way to keep you happy. But when ever i see An and Sh now, i feel she is pretending to be happy and that makes me sad. like 'tum itna kuin muska rahi ho keya gum hein jisko chupa rahi ho'. Cannot they make an end like smita in arth.
You mean Shabana in Arth, right? As far as I remeber she ended up single, raising the maid's daughter. Beautiful song and you used it so aptly! You could be right, but I really hope not.
I also used to be mad with Anandi's sulky and indifferent attitude towards Shiv in the beginning. But you know what, I don't feel Anandi is pretending anymore; she really enjoys being with Shiv because Shiv gives her space to be herself; when she is with him she can forget the past and smile freely; she cherishes Shiv's gifts, remember how she was sitting on the bed and shaking her ankles to hear the payals?
But the picture changes entirely when she is with the Singhs. She knows they are unhappy deep inside however happy they are trying to portray themselves. Those sighs, those tears hiding behind their smiles, bring in gloom and guilt feelings for her. She gets reminded of her ties, her relationships with the Singhs and then she becomes a confused individual, torn between right and wrong.
Right now, more than pretending, I think she is trying to believe that she is happy. But real happiness and realization of true depth of Shiv's love will only come when she leaves the Singhs. It is very important that she leaves the Singh household, and be away in a different atmosphere. Shiv's family is modern and educated and have good values. I am sure she will fall in love and be very happy. Oh, I don't want her to end up like Shabana.