Posted: 18 November 2012 at 7:13am | IP Logged
Ohh! my first mehendi after my char phere wala shadi .
For that person whom once i said ,'i vl always hate u'!!
Things have changed a lot , i should have hated him for ruining my life, no no wait a minute, ruined??
Had i ever thought that i would start caring for this person,his well being and his life, if i had never know the 12 year old rishu !!
I never supported the wrong in my life, my father 'no' my MAALLIK has thought me to follow my heart .
Yes i was heart broken when i came to know that my maallik is the one who tried to kill my husband! wait, when did RK become my husband?? the day when i was hit upon by threat of losing him forever , yes that shivered me. I did not want to lose him, i even gave my blood to save the very person who gave a damn about me,walked bare foot to the temple for his life. Did i realize all this at that time ?? NO ,i dint!!.. then what made me realize these feelings for him??
I even told my father that i cannot forgive him as RK's wife ?? DId i realize then ?? NO,i dint !!.
Maa dint believe me, she said that i broke her trust, did i ? NO,i didn't!! How could have i doubted my maallik b4 e1 knowing the truth ? ? I wanted to know what was the real story behind .I went out in middle of the night ,YES i was shocked when i knew the truth! YES even MAA was shocked to believe it was my father behind it!!.Had i given a chance to explain ?? NO,i was not ... Ppl say when u trust some1 u give them a chance to speak, but i was not given.
RK came, consoled me, trusted me when i was broken !! But here also i was not given a chance to explain, but he already knew me, should i say... more than myself ?? YES, i hugged him , i wanted to be cocooned in his warmth. He comforted me . I still have Questions, but i know, i will get all my answers .
I sat on the couch rewinding my memories with RK , that is when i realized that RK has become my HUSBAND from a JANWAR whom i had ones called !!
Yes this is my first mehendi for karwachouth, let people say that this wedding is not complete.
But for me ,RISHAB is my husband , he has fulfilled the importance of 4pheres in my life.
Edited by shrubv - 19 November 2012 at 6:45am