when I open my eyes, every morning, and before doing any thing check my phone...to find any news about barun leaving and even I don't find any, still hoping...
when I refrech the Indian Forum page 10080773 times to see if there is someone posting anything new...
when I decide to end this drama, closing my laptop and then after 2 minutes, I'm connected to Indian Forum with my phone...π€’
when I start studying and finishing writing in the paper:
Barun and B B B B and then drawing β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ in my copybook ...and other foolish stuffs...π³
when I decide to read a book and then prefer rewatch some old arshi moment, smiling like an idiot...π₯±
when in my prayers, I ask for this :''God, Please, let Barun stay in IPKKND...just ...only for few more time'' π
when I decide to grow up and then decide to just forget and then I read in a topic:''Guys , don't give up, we are fighting, ...still there is hope'...call SP, don't stop showing your support and love fightiiing...
when I try concentrating in any work I'm doing, listening to music and then in my playlist, IPKKND title track come and sometimes, tu he bata mere maula π and then my little heart π
when I want to stop all this and I just can't
when I'm supposed to stop hoping and still hope
when I'm telling my self that I will watch Barun in other shows and that this is his choice and I should respect it if I'm a fun and then I just still dreaming that maybe there is a possibility to that he stay just a little more time, for us...
when I hate sometimes all this...I hate myself and then this is just a show, right?...so, I'm really sick, doing all this and then, I come here and find that many people are feeling just like me...thank youuu, I love you IPKKND's fans...you're all just adorable, even the ones who are advicing us to have a life π€...love you too because you're here and you're wasting your precious time...taking it from your exciting precious life...
all the people here...love youuu π€
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