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Its Me Kunals Heart - With my Pain!!!

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Posted: 11 November 2012 at 12:07pm | IP Logged
 
Friends, I wanted to come up with this topic as we all love sinal and cant see Kunal in Pain...
 
BUt here is what his heart says about his 9 years of sepertion from SIddhi
 
 
Dear friends its me Your Kunals heart ...I wanted to share my pain with you all today...
 
 
 
 
 
Did I get too boring for ya?
Did I say something mean?
Something that I should not have said
Something that I should not have done
Is loving with my soul is my mistake,
that made you go poof!
Disappear?
 
Or is that you thinking
I aint good enough for ya life time
I aint strong enough to protect ya life time
I aint capable enough to give luxury ya life time
I aint considerable to be trust for ya life time
 
 
Why did you leave me Siddhi
Why why why Siddhi
you left me for money
you said ya hate me
you pushed me ine dark forest
where only one can enter
And i entered with you in heart
wandering wandering wandering
YOu called me a murderer?
You called me an incapable husband?
YOu decided to part your ways?
Signed on the papers?
If you had to leave me
why did you care for me?
Whe did you show the light of life ?
Why did you catch my hand when I am lost?
Why did you shower love on me when I lost respect on it?
You taught me to live and you yourself killed me?
You gave me the bliss of union and you parted from me?
You gave the thrill of becoming a father and you never wanted to be a caring mother?
 
 
I wandered wandered wandered
in every wind I feel you
in every drop of rain I feel you
Every wehre I see you
In my heart I have you
But you never had even thought
That You will still be in my heart
And I never Had even thought
That I will not be in your heart
 
 
9 years I wandered I cried
I sentenced my self and claimed that I am dead
3285 days I saw sun rise and Sun set
with all hopes set
that you will return one day
standing at the door steps
calling my name Kunal KUnal
asking for our child Anand Anand
But its 78840 hours back you left me
and since 4730400 minutes I am waiting with all my hopes set
But you never came
My eyes still looking for you 
But you never came
 
 
 
One day suddenly my eyes caught the glimpse of you
With a rich man still never trusted that reality
 
 
World says you his mistress
I cant tell you about my distress
I saw you and met
You never broke your silence
You moved with him
I saw that
You laught with Him
I beared it
You danced with him
I resisted it
 
 
Still holding the breath I cared  for you
whenever you were about to fal
I came close to you to protect you
You still never broke the silence
I waited waited waited
One fine day you came to me
When I Lost in my distress
I am completely drunk
YOu said you love me
YOu want me
 
 
I was made to believe you want to snatch the reason of my life
I got shattered and scared
I lied you that I Moved on
I knew it axed you and teared you into peices
but this is what you made me today
I lied and lied
and tried to stay away
But failed all time
Came close to you
GOt intimate with you
Searching the truth in your wide innocent eyes
Your eyes said something and reality says something
My mind went for toss
I decided to leave
 
But desitny has its plan in store
Made us go together
TIme played its old game
Bought our feelings out
You poured your heart out
I got to hear what I wanted to
But you wanted to know
What You are to me
Time turned bitter
I couldnt confess
The day i wished to confess
 
 
Destiny again played a lousy game
SHowed our master proposing you
Still I couldnt believe
For my fate Master declared of tieing nupital knots with you
I shattered, Trembled and brok into million peices
decided to leace you once for all
Started for a joureny
 
 
Again time came inbetween
You came searching
Still Still still my heart beat raised
looking at you I came out
YOU jumped in
Broke the silence and theres the truth
 
 
9 years of sacrifice
seperation just for my fault of loving an insane
Before loving you
My past played a nasty role
IT took you away from m e
It made me hate you
It made you isolated from me
it snatched you from our child
 
 
For the sacrifice you did
I cant look at you with guilt in my eyes
I never turned back
I never came to you
I never asked you
How are you?
Never saw the truth
Never saw your love
Never understood you
Never consoled you
ALl this for one demon in me
and Its my ego
You called me a murderer
That day I  m not
but today I am
I killed your heart
I broke you into peices
 
 
I doubted you
I pretended to hate you
stood helplessly today infront of you
and here I confess my darling
that
I LOVE YOU
 
 
I am at your feet
You are in my heart
Punish me for my past
and accept me for the present and future
I promise you
I am yours only yours
NEver dreamt of any thing else
other than you
Trust me will protect you
WIll bring the world to your feet
but my dear love stay with me forever
 
 
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Edited by Sreearabhi - 11 November 2012 at 1:40pm

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Posted: 11 November 2012 at 12:26pm | IP Logged
Sree y everyone..r trying to make us cry Cry
Can't take it...kunal n Siddhi s pain is too much to watch...
Now even more pissed off on cvs...
Waiting to see some positive twist this deewali on show... N kunals diary entry...on reunion with siddhi Embarrassed

Edited by eshi.nl - 11 November 2012 at 12:32pm

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Posted: 11 November 2012 at 1:09pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by eshi.nl

Sree y everyone..r trying to make us cry Cry
Can't take it...kunal n Siddhi s pain is too much to watch...
Now even more pissed off on cvs...
Waiting to see some positive twist this deewali on show... N kunals diary entry...on reunion with siddhi Embarrassed
 
 
 
Thanks eshi
 
I konw its tough to see them cryng or in pain
 
but stil felt like sharing this ...

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Posted: 11 November 2012 at 1:20pm | IP Logged
Very goood sree..
Nicely written... Clap


I still search for your loving & caring tone, to hear... you love me
I still search for the beautiful eyes, to see... your crave for my attention
I still search for your soothing smile... to feel proud... you are mine..

Awkward rituals of marriage breaking my heart...
how can i make a change... which can stop your marraige
how can i give a positive feeling ... which stops you from another sacrifice

Can i ask for forgiveness or let you keep going on with your decisions..
But,
I want to stand strongly ... again i need you beside me
I want to smell victory ... again with your support

Silently gazing out my window, Gazing in the distance
"Siddhi, Please dont go from my life", I uttered in silence..




Edited by Gayathri_MSK - 11 November 2012 at 1:20pm

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Posted: 11 November 2012 at 1:23pm | IP Logged
wow sree yet another masterpiece from ur side dear...ClapClap
n very glad to receive it  ...
very beautifully written...n so poetic as well...just brilliant..
Hope Sinal Suffering ends soon n we get to see happy family back again..very soon..

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Posted: 11 November 2012 at 1:23pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by Gayathri_MSK

Very goood sree..
Nicely written... Clap


I still search for your loving & caring tone, to hear... you love me
I still search for the beautiful eyes, to see... your crave for my attention
I still search for your soothing smile... to feel proud... you are mine..

Awkward rituals of marriage breaking my heart...
how can i make a change... which can stop your marraige
how can i give a positive feeling ... which stops you from another sacrifice

Can i ask for forgiveness or let you keep going on with your decisions..
But,
I want to stand strongly ... again i need you beside me
I want to smell victory ... again with your support

Silently gazing out my window, Gazing in the distance
"Siddhi, Please dont go from my life", I uttered in silence..


 
Gayatri bravo darling,
 
Made me cry ...every line is so touching buddy...

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Posted: 11 November 2012 at 1:25pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by Rajash

wow sree yet another masterpiece from ur side dear...ClapClap
n very glad to receive it  ...
very beautifully written...n so poetic as well...just brilliant..
Hope Sinal Suffering ends soon n we get to see happy family back again..very soon..
 
 
THanks darling ashu...
 
I m with full hopes that every thingwill turn postitive...
 

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Posted: 11 November 2012 at 1:28pm | IP Logged
Here is the second one
 
 
 
Why should I tell you that my heart still hurts,
You dont know how it feels
Why should I tell you that I am still yours,
When you never realised how it feels
 
Why should I still wait for you,
When you said I am done with you
Why my soul still gets glued to you
When you said I mean nothing to you,
Why should I tell you that we have a son
For you wanted to kill him once
How could you think to thrash him to death
When he never asked u to lull him once
After a decade you are back
With eyes filled with pain and love in heart
Why should I trust you and accept you
When you moved on with your worldly thought
Why should I tell you that my heart still hurts,
When I see you with him so close
You couldnt live with a heart that loved you
Will you do justice to a heart that uses you?
After a decade you opened up
Revealing your sacrifice to give me life
All these years I lived my death
Today you broke the silence of the life
After ages you came to me
Today you revealed that you are still mine
How should I feel when you isolated yourself for me
By revealing the truth about the younger one of mine
When I tell you that my heart still hurts,
You don't know what to say.
When I tell you that my eyes still cry,
You look the other way.


How could you know the pain I have,
And the sorrow that I feel?
For you haven't lost a precious child,
So for you, this isn't real.


I can't really say that I blame you,
For I am ever in love you.
I would turn my head and walk away,
Not knowing what to do.


But now I know, oh, how I know
What it means to live without you
For only when you have lost your love,
Do you know this pain so real.

This painful seperation that bereaved our souls share
Brings us closer in our hearts.
Now when we meet and share our love,
We are one again right from the start.
The day we reunite will end the pain
Brings in a Sun shine to our life
You me and our kids forget the pain
As you my darling wife makes my life


Edited by Sreearabhi - 11 November 2012 at 1:29pm

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