My hearts bleeding .. - Page 4

Originally posted by: * Unnati *

SP is aware of this..but I just hope they don't blacklist BS like aashti had said in her post. Whatever , whoever we're fighting against ( be it the PH or SP ) , we just need for them to be openminded enough to bring BS back , after a few months if they can.

Originally posted by: Tulips123

again if he ditches that what will u do...so better not get attached to any show

Same state as u :(((( i knw dar we shouldnt be very emotionally attach to any show and i was never attached to any show or any actor.. Par yay ipk aur sarun ne kya kar diya.. Kya se kya bana diya muje :(((((((

I know what you mean .. I cany believe myself right now.

Evn I cried ystrday. I am extremely disturbed. Extremely. 

Dont worry, everything would be okay

Trust me Sweety, been there done that way past that now. I am telling you it will pass. just forget everything .don't browse .go out do something which you wanted to do for long. There used to be this show KAYAMATH.you can't believe how addicted we are then.seriously it will pass.you won't even think about this after a week or so..see we can't blame anyone here. money talks.everyone will have their own agenda.and when it's not our hands why bother,you can't stop anyone .be it Barun or PH OR SP.Hang in there ,it will pass.

emotional post. Thodi din me sabkuch teek hojayega

If some one reads this post, they will prolly think, "why are fans reacting so dramatic? " but when I read this I couldn't have agreed more! I am going thru the exact thing! I sometimes break down among my family but when they actually notice I change into something depressing; movie or a song cuz I can say I am crying for that. But nobody would know the exact reason! Even the thought of BS leaving still chokes me. My mom was telling, "he doesn't even know you and idk what's wrong with you! It's pathetic how you are crying for a show!" That's when I began hiding my tears and blamed it on other stuff! It's embarrassing cuz they don't understand because for then it's 'just a damn show'

I am trying to put myself in the "I don't care mode" because this is really taking the toll on me. My time spending in the forum has significantly reduced. Past few days I have tried not to crave for 8:00 pm IPKKND or even watching it online! Idk I am trying to distance myself from this whole Barun-SP-Gul fiasco cuz I feel like its not gonna be worth it! Idk I have been very depressed past few days! Idk whom to believe and whom not to! I still can't believe I got so much attached to a show and BS; who honestly have no idea I exist!!

Same here...broke down in the bathroom...since heard this news am in state of dilemma...friends r asking me y am like this...not calling to home...just sitting thinking... my heart has not left hope...it is waiting for a miracle...kya ar diya IPKKND ne mere life ke saath??? aakhir IPKKND tho hi meri life hain...