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where to start??
what to say??
will the words do justice and explain my feelings?
all these questions keeps buzzing in my mind whenever i try to explain my lagaav for you to anyone..
.
..
...i saw you first time ..
..honestly i was vaguely interested in the show at that time( i feel like 
upon myself..) .then cadet ali was introduced .
...i was about change channel
but was transfixed by the inane simplicity humble sweet innocent looking guy on my tv screen...
and the utter innocence
...phir kya tha
...my association with you started on a long journey
...which is still going on and will be till my last breath...*crosses my heart*
)or let me rephrase it MIRACLE only...
(how wrong i was
) and that too celeb one..so its pointless meaningless blah blah.
..(you know i never knew fangirling existed at that time
)...
..yeah..i came out the depression
...but still cadet ali lingered ijn my mind...as there was no internet connection at my home at that time
..i could not "dig" deeper about you on the net.
..so as there was nothing else i knew of you
...i pushed you to back of my head ..(not forgotten though!!
i can never
)
?
..(i suck big time remembering dates and such
...pardon me
..but love is true
) but i saw you in a bubbly avtar on Sony TV's ambar dhara during casual channel changing spree
...pehle tho i was shocked
....you know jaw-dropping-eyes-bulging-wala real shock...phir an audible loud gasp
...(everybody looked at me) then i was tearing up
(i know its insane
as i couldnt explain y tears welled up in my eyes to six pairs of eyes staring at me
)i kept on rubbing my eyes wishing hearts of hearts that it was not a dream
..but it wasn't and you were really playing akshat ...THAT day was a very memorable day cos my all too wise brain failed to talk me out that it was just a stupid crush...but i knew it was beyond crush love bf-gf couple wala love...but no words to give a name to it 
...that day was the last i saw you as akshat
...the next time i (with lot of trouble as i dint notice which prog you were on) caught your show..it was no longer YOUR show
...some one else was enacting that role
...
....its hard to explain what you undergo when you catch your most fav person to just vanish ...just like that...
...allthough i dint.
...
...that watch...that removing of...errr...your shirt.
...that flexing muscles
....it was like my dead heart was starting to beat agian
...i had heard that you are gonna be prem ...but i was afraid to believe it ( all thanks to my past experience)...now it was true...

...prem was a banda jo mere hissaab's se perfect tha...ek maapdand tha...for acting...(NOTICE i use past tense?? you will know y ...just read on).the way he was a son husband brother boss and human ...it was too good.
..i started seeing him everywhere
(i lost it lol
)...
..(which was weird as sometimes the whole house was shouting at him and i used to grind my teeth against my family supporting HC audibly
)
...so i gave importance to cleaning the house
...all the while wiping my eyes off tears.
...
) ... BUT STILL the same question was still lingering
...WHAT was that I FELT for you
i never knew i had to wait till 

...I WANTED TO BE LIKE TAANI WAS TO ONU..
...calm
and happy for the first time
...no bechaini at all
...
...and prem was idol type
...but i was proved wrong as i dint know you see what you had in store for us...
!!..i couldnt catch your "mohan" avatar on TV.
...but thanks to Vandy di here
...i could catch all of it on YT.
...i still remember how bleak the days were when i couldn't see you
..not even in youtube...
*)




)raghav is imperfect magar us kirdhaar ko badi khoobi se perfectly portray ki aapne
...nothing can do justice to applaud you correctly
!! sahi maaino mein tho aap hi star hein superstar hein mere liye...yeh OSCAR EMMY NATIONAL AWARD sab aaphi ko milni hey...to be frank...





jo aapko sahi aur galat mein se chunne mein help kartha hey
...sahi maaine mein friend jo hotha hey woh hoon mein.
..par mujhe patha hey ki aapko daantne ki naubat kabhi bhi nahi aayegi
...kyunki ki aap intelligent ho
...daant khaane waali kaam nahi karogi
lol]
jo mein bayaan nahi kar paa rahi teek se
...(all thanks to you sochne dhoge tab na
??...my mind turns blank everytime i even take your name inside my head
)
..kya karoon mein?
*scratches head*...shaayad hi koi category hogi jismein mein fit aasakhoon...lol...
na achi achi baatein dhang se likhna
(proof anyone? the present write-up
...its so messy,
,and haywire
)

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