here is another version or should say part of my old Avita OS
from a different point of view..
hope you will like it
Simply a Crush...
After the classes its time now to rush'for the same place where I used to be on time always'only difference is 'that time I knew that He would be there to support me with a cute smile and allow me to step in and take my seat'that was first row just in front of him, where he used to look straight when he need to explain any thing for others,
Well its raining today'and I have to make fast if I don't want to get some rebuke from our manager, thought she is always kind and helpful to me but there is a limit of taking advantage of some one's kindheartedness and favor'and to be used to of it. I bid bye to my friends and rushed for a taxi'sometimes it's really hard to get a Auto or taxi by noon, and my professor'always takes some extra minutes to finish her lecture.
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Ah'finally got it'though its packed but have to manage if I want to be on time'God'got window seat'I like to feel rain drops on face but not now I don't want to be wet while teaching my students'
Students...hehehe no'am not teacher'am their Trainer'as He said once when another trainer said '"Avdhesh Sir'please help you student'after all you are her first teacher at institute."
Wooo the way he turned back and said-"Am not teacher'am trainer" still can't find what was that'why was that as he mentioned later with a smile "am teacher term is quite sophisticated for the person like me .,. Look from which angel I look sophisticated" while raising his shirt's collar and we all smiled at them. So clever he was'and yaa so protective too'.
"hey Arpita'.so good to see you after so long yaar'"
"Ruby'Oh God can't believe 'how are you dear'wait wait'should I call you Ruby or Doctor Ruby?" (it was Ruby my old friend from same institute)
"Annn yaa you can say so as am practicing now'so how about you? Where are you going? Such a long time naa'.have you seen Avdhesh Sir? How is he? "
"No dear'its really long time now I don't have any idea about him, actually just after you I too left going there'and if am not wrong he too isn't its part anymore now."
"Ah'its my stop now'have to go'lets meet sometime, am in town for a week, you have my number naa'give me a ring, actually I lost yours the same day I asked for it, don't know how but that page was torn when I checked at home."
"Yaa I will'byee'will call you by eve hun."
So that was the mystery'that's the way my number went into some else hand'certainly unwanted person he was'but now when I think about that incident, all it reminds me is his reaction over it, when I told him almost crying that some idiot called me at my mom's number'he started frisking rooms as trying to find someone, his reaction compelled me to hide that the caller confessed that he likes me. I just told him that the caller used institute's name when my mom picked the call and I was unable to say anything else further'such a meek gal I was.
He asked me about many guys'but I didn't know any of them'as for me he was the only guy with whom I need to talk specially after that day when during a discussion few guys tried to over power me by their double meaning sentences'the way he interfered in the matter'he was standing next to me when I was replying them well'all sudden one of them instead of replying my point raised question on me'by saying "so ma'am what is your personal thoughts would you like to follow some one or '"
I was just listening to him to complete when Avdhesh ji rest his right hand on the back of my chair and left on the arm of it leaned toward me and said firmly looking straight into his eyes' "No'she don't need it, she has her own strong personality."
They were like'hahaha well he supported me so well in that unknown call case by taking me to manager and supporting too in front of her'
I was trying to forget him'and almost succeeded in it but today when Ruby asked about him '.everything get refreshed in me'these rain drops are more pleasant now'wow my sleeves are wet by now haha'it reminded me of that day'when I reached institute trying to escape rain hehe how foolish I was'and when I entered class I was bit early so he was just sitting there only one or two people were there'and when he saw me almost quenched with my umbrella his comment' "Aree'what happened to you.., take seat.." someone informed him that weather is no so good out side and his reply was..
"Is it? But I thought Mausam is Awesome out there' "
Hahaha'everything was going well'I was enjoying learning with him'everyday he gave me some thing new ... sometimes knowledge and sometimes confidence'
Ah'm loving this weather 'though its traffic now because of water logging'.but
Now m not worried'will listen some words from her...am sure she will not be too harsh with her new presentation trainer'wow'am loving this song too'now feels like am living the past same song, same me, same weather, same institute'but no'nothing is same any more'he is not there'I was not there for a long time'don't know why but his behavior got changed all sudden '
it was also a fine weather day when I rejoined classes after my semester exams'I was sitting in other room as he was taking fresher's class and I was a re-joiner' he was taking class in the room just opposite to mine'my room was already open and when someone opened that rooms door I saw him'for a second he looked at me'then don't know why he asked another guy of his class to shut the door. I can't find till now'why? But I was hurt'he didn't took our class'I felt as he was avoiding me'but why'why was he'or I should say'was he?
A new teacher was appointed for our class from the very day when I re-joined'may be it was mere co-incident'but what was that which happened that day'our trainer was absent that day so he had to take our class'there were hardly 10 people in class including me'he gave us topic for presentation'everyone was jotting down their points'while I was just lost in thinking'so lost that I didn't realized who was sitting next to me'I felt as someone was looking at me'instead of looking up I choose to check by side eyes when I checked'.for my surprise I find him next to me, sitting and gazing at me continuously while another guy was giving his presentation'at the same time his presentation was over and I clapped for him as I didn't noticed him at all'don't know why but I think as he tried to cover up'He said
"Observe people more then you speak'.I use to observe most of the time '"
Was he really just observing?
What ever'the fact is he is not here anymore'he is gone'and the most hurting thing was I attended the class on his last day but he didn't mentioned it to me or anyone'he just disappeared'when others asked about him to the manager she said he is transferred to another branch'.soon after him It was impossible for me to go that place when he is not there'the same rooms seems now haunting 'I left it..
My taxi ride is over now'I reached the same institute'Yes the same place where I met him'but this time am not student anymore'am a trainer here now'initially I use to search for his bike from a distance in a vain hope to find it at its place in stand but now I have accepted'so what if he is not here' I choose to stay with those sweet memories'still don't have any idea what was it'may be this is what people calls 'nothing'but Simply a Crush'"
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thanks for reading..😳 JO
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