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5/9 Dragon Club: Baazi Laga! (Page 46)

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Posted: 05 September 2012 at 6:48pm | IP Logged
I considered doing my analysis, but not up to it tonight, feeling lazy. So instead, I'm going to do something I don't usually do in IF.
Didn't come out the way I was expecting. Yikes!! I make Aarti sound so depressedConfusedCry
You left me there standing,
Ripped apart by your treachery and lies.
You showed me life,
Gave me hope,
Impregnated me with joy,
Then left,
Ripping a piece of my heart out with you.
I stood alone,
Son in womb,
Watching the sun leave my life.
My tears meant nothing to you.
My screams of agony,
Caressed deaf ears.
They became too loud even for me to stomach.
So I stood up.
I grew up.
I wiped my tears away,
Placed you in the back of my mind.
Yet, you I could not forget.
How could I?
Each time I looked at my son,
I saw him mourning your loss.
Every glance in the mirror,
Reminded me of you.
Your unwanted wife,
The waste of your life.
For isn't that what you saw me as?
The filth on your shoes,
To be cast off in disgust?
Yet, I ploughed on.
I lived for my son.
Not our son at all.
I lived with a fear though,
A blight of your doing;
For if you could not love me,
Then how could any other?
For if you desired me not,
Why would another?
You taught me a lesson,
I will never forget.
Your filth sullied the reflection,
I saw now in the glass;
But, I found another
One better than you.
A being of a different kind,
Who saw me as a mother.
At first he scared me,
I mistook him for you;
Another creep,
Wrapped up in the colours
Of manly lechery.
But he wasn't you.
He was him.
He was wholely and solely him.
Can you believe,
I almost lost him 'cause of you?
The funny thing is,
Once again I had fallen,
For a man enamoured with another,
Meri kismaat konnection,
Tied up with a ghost,
This undead beauty,
Who haunted our dreams.
Still though, I loved him,
Adored him,
Admired him through the haze,
His misery wrapped around him.
Do you know,
One word from him,
Wiped all your murk away?
One smile of his,
Brightens up my day?
He remained aloof,
My intangible god up in the sky.
He saw me from afar,
N'er deigning me a glance.
Why would he?
After all,
I remained as undesirable
As you said I was.
Strangely though,
The sun peaked into my little garden,
For this aloof god of mine,
Had deigned to smile at me!
Oh my God!
Thank you God!
He smiled at me!
This seems to good to last.
I was right.
Unforeseen shadows hid my sun,
My beloved god,
became angry at me.
He banished me.
Removed the brilliant sight of his smile,
From the vision of my eyes.
It was worse than losing you.
I never knew I could feel so much pain.
My heart,
Bursting with love,
Now lay battered in the rain.
Uss raat,
Murderer of my dreams;
Uss raat,
Making him scream at me;
Uss raat,
Bringing such agony to his visage;
Uss raat,
Colouring his eyes red;
Uss raat
Bringing "dhoka" to his lips;
Uss raat,
Clipping my poor wings;
Uss raat,
Laying me bare before mine enemy;
Uss raat,
Crumbling my new family;
Uss raat,
Commanding agnipariksha;
Uss raat,
Will it never end?
Kadeen Nichelle Oksana Waldron
September 5, 2012

Edited by Kittya_Cullen - 05 September 2012 at 9:07pm

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Posted: 05 September 2012 at 7:14pm | IP Logged
Bua is wasted staying at home. 

She should become a prosecution 

lawyer. The way she kept on 

acccusing Aarti. I thought aarti 

would just give up and say "Yes 

I Cheated. Take that BUA. I am 

leaving this court now. Bye."

My prediction yesterday that 

this is going down the RAMAYAN 

route proved to be 100% correct. 

Its like when in doubt do what 


We are still waiting for YASH 

POV.My bump on the head theory 

is yet to be disproved. Whatever 

happened to him after he left 

the room yesterday. Maybe yash 

and aman played hide and seek 

and aman gave up searching for 

yash and headed to where the 

ladies were having a 


Why couldnt aarti have just 

called yash if she had a car

break down. She could chat with

aman and he could come to give 

her a lift but not her hubby. 

Maybe she did not want to 

disturb the papa and children 

fun time. 

@Jyo: Loved your comparison . 

Yash's heart's faulty wiring and 

aarti carelessness a la geyser 

episode to what is happening 


Did not like the FB. I play 

better TT than that. Also when 

were the photos taken. I thought 

they will be playing lawn tennis 

as per the photos atleast.

For the future episodes what 

pareeksha are we talking 

All this is sooo SAAS-BAHU i 

expect better from PV team. Come 

on guys Aarya deserve better.

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Posted: 05 September 2012 at 7:25pm | IP Logged

Now we have whole picture of  of Uss Raat...

She came back late(very late) never once bothered to call himOuch, he was not at home, came late too again no communicationOuch. He was fine in morning, so no accident at B'day Party. Ansh fell and they took him to doctor, again all was fine between then till then...
He took the suit from Aman's driver and just thought worse himself. Actually it is quite reasonable, how else would any husband react? But why he burned Arpita's picture because he doesn;t love her anymore ... Ok we take thatConfused..
But what hadsa, he kept refering as he saw somethingOuch Ok now it make sense, why he was thinking of same image of Aarti having fun in rain. Thats what he kept thinking, she loves rain and it was raining. So he just imagined both two having fun in rain and is disgustedOuch...
And his keep repeating that he is worthless, is because he loves one who he think betrayed him but the one who he think really loved him, he destroyed herUnhappy His condistion is complicated but does make sense..
Ok, now I feel good.. It does make senseTongue

Edited by bbbccc - 05 September 2012 at 7:35pm

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Posted: 05 September 2012 at 7:27pm | IP Logged
Beautiful Morning/Afternoon to some and a great evening to other...Hope you have a good one! Smile...Up early it's after 3AM, enjoy a delish cup of java and getting my daily dose of reading on TongueEmbarrassed

@Jyo: Tell me about it, all this sulking isn't helping anyone...Yash not opening up about his feelings o confronting the problem head on is creating a lot of unnecessary drama...And once again Aarti is the one that's facing the firing squad while he cowards away in some corner of the house Ouch

LOL you're right boa being the one to question Aarti's character just proves that's not what's bothering Yash cause those two are never on the same page...she says apple & he says orange ROFL so whatever it is Yash isn't sharing it with anyone and until he doesthings ain't gonna get better.

@Raveena: (God i hope tha's your name Loveforlife)I'm was happy as well that Aarti didn't screamed nor cried while narrating the events Clap...LMAO at your idea for Aarti to set boa on fire LOLLOL

Boa has a dirty mind and she she thinks that everyone is like her Angry

@Binde: same here...I really hope that Aarti doesn't forgive him easily either but knowing our girl she'll melt faster than butter in a frying pan Big smile

@Veena: Ewww boa is just disgusting, the way she was taunting Aarti and when Aman came the comment she made about them was just despicable...I don't get how a woman can say such cheap things about another woman...She has no shame *SMH* 

@Nina: Great take ClapClap...liked Aman & Aarti's friendship...his plan was working cause Yash fell  for it...Hook, line and sinker LOL

OMG Kratika was phenomenal in those FB, i loved her facial expressions especially in the present when boa said what she did when Aman came into the room and joined them..Kratika just rocks

@USManenetian: That's a great thought Wink

@Kadeen: Like it Smile

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Posted: 05 September 2012 at 7:34pm | IP Logged
@Kittya_Cullen, AwesomeClap
You wrote the full journey of Aarti till that night so beautifully...
What's with you french grils, first Prasadini  and now you.. Do they teach poetry in school or something.Tongue 

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Posted: 05 September 2012 at 7:35pm | IP Logged
You are flawed; you are stuck in old patterns; you get carried away with yourself...Indeed you are quite impossible in many ways. And still you are beautiful beyond measure.

Yash is not doubting Aarti's character...period. The reason for his anger is simple yet complicated...complicated because he made it so, his insecurities made it so, his lack of inner confidence and self-acceptance made it so. This is a period of transition for Yash...and as such his self-worth is at it's lowest...He is relying too much on the sunlight to find its way in and light his inner core on its own...and this reliance is defeating him...making him create clouds between him and the Sunlight. These clouds...of his insecure persona of the moment along with all the defensive patterns: the fear, the distrust, the reactive prowess, the aggression, and the distorted perception...this partly cloudy sky is filtering his feelings for Aarti. Yash cannot let his love freely flow...because the wounds that he carries have not surfaced fully to be healed, and till they are healed he will continue to feel inadequate and not let the warmth seep through him...

Yash continuously moves back and forth between clear skies and dark clouds...between clarity of his relationship with Aarti and his interpretation of her needs. Because he is so different from Aarti in  personality, he is overtly sensitive of his dark nature falling short of her sunny one...because he feels himself handicapped because of his obsessiveness for Arpita, he feels he has no right to hinder her happiness, which is why he so readily let go during the divorce fiasco. This is exactly what is happening now...he is letting go...and making a complete mess of it. Why? Because this time, his feelings have taken a turn. But why is Yash letting go? Why does he think that Aarti wants...rather needs...out? One word...Aman. Yash's insecurities came to the fore with the advent of this long, lost friend from her past...one who can make her laugh...one who seems so attuned to her. Unfortunately, this intrusion coincided with his letting go of Arpita. So, just when he was coming to terms with his past...he sees her past present itself. Look at the turn of events...

In Mumbai, Yash had started to feel the warmth of Aarti's closeness and bask in the glow she emanated...in the words of love she uttered in that unguarded moment...and had started on the path of self-acceptance, when the chain of events happened. Yash was fine with Aarti when the frame broke...because it was a genuine mistake and she was profusely apologetic...and he was more impatient with her carelessness that caused her to bleed while picking the glass pieces. Again, when the fire happened, he was fine with a much bigger loss than a broken frame...till she blurted out the truth. He got upset...yes...but he was fine because she was again apologetic and had accepted her mistake. Then, on the backdrop of all the easy camaraderie between his wife and her friend, the night in question happened...and this time Aarti neither let him in the matter nor did she admit to remembering it...and that was Aarti's biggest blunder.  What she didn't find important enough and let pass as the events of the morning took over, Yash found it gravely amiss that she should keep such a big matter to herself and not disclose it...that is why the distrust...As far as he is concerned, she had gone to the mandir on her own...and then he finds she was with Aman...and she didn't even bother to let him know later about what happened. Not only that...she just refused to remember what it was that could have made him angry. 

Yash was totally defeated here...and standing at cross-roads from where he himself had permanently barricaded Arpita on one hand, and on the other, the one toward whom his heart reciprocated didn't seem forthcoming. Arpita no more gave him peace...and one who would seemingly is happier with and seeks the company of another..."...and why won't she be? After all I told her I was not interested in a relationship!!!" Yet he expected her to come clear...his feelings for her now had started to make him expect from her. These conflicting, transitional feelings became difficult for Yash to deal with. ...Loneliness engulfed him once again. The claustrophobic feelings spiraled out of control and the anger burst out, and in anger-hazy logic he assumed Aarti is better of with someone like Aman...so he kept pushing her away...or kept running away from her. This is the reason he keeps saying that nobody can help him...and that he has to live with this hell. He himself blocked her approach to him, so he feels he has no right to stop her from doing anything...Yet the fact that she seemingly blocked him out hurt him so bad!!!

Aarti is definitely misconstruing the importance of the night's events. And she is doing nothing out of character...It was a night out spent mostly on the roads with just a small break in Aman's apartment, where she changed...and the importance of Ansh's injury took precedence over the night, so she passed it by. What she cannot fathom is that it is not the whole reason for Yash's disappointment. Well...she'll know soon enough. In the meantime she just gave enough fodder for bua to completely malign her character and for her to give in to another bout of histrionics...this time, Agni Pariksha!!! She still has the fire in her to stand up for herself...in whatever manner she can. That is so our Aarti...isn't she? The never-give-up fighter...!!!

That's it folks. I have rambled...and gone totally berserk with my thoughts today...my apologies!!!

Have a nice day.Smile

Edited by InduG64 - 05 September 2012 at 7:57pm

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Posted: 05 September 2012 at 7:36pm | IP Logged
@Veena: Great post Dear!...I believe he destroyed Arpita's pics cause he might be thinking to himself that he isn't worthy of her memories either ConfusedConfused

No seriously AarYa need to learn to communicate much better cause the lack of communication and understanding only create misunderstandings <_< 

Gotta go get ready for work...I really hope i can catch Indu & Red's takes before i leave...BBS!!!  

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Posted: 05 September 2012 at 7:38pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by Zetter


@Binde: same here...I really hope that Aarti doesn't forgive him easily either but knowing our girl she'll melt faster than butter in a frying pan Big smile

LOLLOLTrue True!!! I'm like that...its ok...when your in love nothing matters but him Day Dreaming
Especially when that HIM is our Yash Babu BlushingLOL

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