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Posted: 09 August 2012 at 12:26am | IP Logged
Originally posted by indi52

rebecca. one of my mother's favourite books. faded, cracked cover in pale green with a woman against a warm background, a house burning down. memories. smokes and scars.

waiting to read.

just read your reply. my mother would often speak of it. and i did read it once many years ago.


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to borrow from the first line of rebecca.

last night i dreamt i went to sheeshmahal again.

last night i saw two things. one was just a moment and that moment held me still and blown all at once. the other was the story, the love and hate story, the episode.

i would like to talk about that moment today. and priya, thanks for the quote that spells out a crucial part of it.

"The worst part of holding the memories is not the pain.
It's the loneliness of it. Memories need to be shared."

                                       Lois Lowry, The Giver

chauda saal ka tha mein jab meri maa ne suicide kiya. my mother committed suicide.

how many times since the age of fourteen has he heard those words inside his head? how many times he has woken up to them first thing in the morning, words that put a bullet in your brain every time. you feel it in your head, in your heart, your skin, your gut. it stampedes behind your eyes, it lacerates your mouth, it clogs up your ears and your nose. yet the words never go away. sometimes you have felt so much you can't feel any more. they just become words that you throw around within you thinking you can escape them, thinking you can go past them, thinking you have managed to internalise them and make peace with it. but you know that's not true. you are scarred everywhere. you just hurt. time diesn't really heal.

somewhere along the way, you begin to feel the need to share this unbearable pain with someone. not that they will make it go away, because no one really can. but because you don't want to be alone in there with your unforgiving pain. what you'd held so close as yours and yours alone wants you to open a door. let somone in.

but who will this somone be?

someone you love? of course, but even more important. non negotiable. someone you trust.

the threshold she crossed today was that of trust. the other crucial piece of that moment. you want to share but only with someone you can trust.

as she rushed in after him, spilling out her heart in those five odd sentences: i didn't mean to hurt you, i just wanted to make you feel better and i don't know what's bothering you, it's fine you never told me, i don't want to change you, if you don't want to tell me it's...

his mind released, his heart said, it's safe, she won't harm you, his soul said, at last. he turned and let the words out. he has been waiting to say it as his mind says it to him for so long. i could hear the years in that instant.

she heard him, through all her unpreparedness, her lack of any experience in dealing with such things, and in the midst of her own confusion, she heard him clearly and she knew what to do.

her arms went around him in an instictive rushed hug, like first aid, like e.r.; then as she herself calmed she put her arms around him again, this time gathering him into her, reminded me of the time he held her on the cliff bringing her back to life. she brought him back from that edge of darkness and death this time, he cried. his tears again said, i trust you.

what do you do when your father betrays your trust, completely shaking up your sense of trust itself? and your mother is gone suddenly, in a gunshot, in a moment, along with her goes love?

he stayed a prisoner of that moment, trust and love forever an issue. as he said that day of his parents' barsi, no one understands, they only think they do.

today somebody did understand, and he took his first step toward freedom with those words.

the writing, the very thinking, the direction, the execution, every bit of this scene including the lead up and the morning after were inspired, outstanding. khushi deciding a song along with cute loving would make him feel better was a masterstroke. pure khushi, had she broken into serious talk he may never been able to tear down that heavy iron door suffocating within it his scream.

what stays with me, and may stay perhaps forever:
arnav singh raizada whirling around and two sentences quickly uttered, in a rush before that heavy iron door containing his scream slams shut once more. then a still, blown away moment.

i have been part of a such a moment in someone's life once. maybe because this person also blurted it out just the way arnav did before something could come and stop him like always, that i felt everything rang true. we are in the hands of fine story tellers indeed.

arnav has crossed the first threshold, may he pass easy through all those waiting as the smoke seeps out, as the gate opens, the conch shell blows and the battle begins, and he dreams of sheshmahal again and again, but now with khushi, not alone. till one day there is no more again for that dream.

Di Brilliant Post.Clap the red highlighted parts Thumbs Up Di your post are always lyrical lekhin aaj post bahuth emotional tha to tally drained ( in a good way) absorbing the emotions displayed in your writing.

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Posted: 09 August 2012 at 12:28am | IP Logged
Originally posted by srirao

Hi,,,Beena,,,Hug,,,khushi's mom & Arnav's dad,,,eekkk,,no,,not that i hope,,,,,maybe Khushi's mom has also been wronged by the Malliks,,??mera bheje fry ho raha hai,,,!!

Sri nothing of that sort baba, tu bhi na forum ki bakwas padti ho. I think Arnav alsohas misunderstood his father. 

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Posted: 09 August 2012 at 12:31am | IP Logged
Lovely quotes, wonderful use of pics and a briliiant post Priya!! Clap
I couldn't agree with you more! I don't think I have anything else to add and yeah, I'm not too good with words also... LOL
 
To all the other crooners- Beautifully written!
Parsha- I especially love that hindi line of yours about haqq and adhikar.. Clap
 
I actually made a fun post...do check it out..here's the link: http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3138140 
 
Fantastic crooner!! Smile
 
-Swati


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Posted: 09 August 2012 at 12:31am | IP Logged
Originally posted by srirao

Divs,,,whats the telugu replacement for Chotey in the telugu dubbing of IPK..??any idea,,,

I'm watching it every alternate day!!LOL its chinna for chotey in teluguLOL aaj shaayad we'l know what will be what theLOL

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Posted: 09 August 2012 at 12:32am | IP Logged
Originally posted by shybabe

Fantastic Title PriyaEmbarrassed 
Congrats to Parsha and GandhariParty

The eloquence in your crooner is awe  strickening today Priya..Bravo!!!!

Priya..please stand up and take a bow for this crooner. Clap

It matches his tears...and the pain shown in this episodeEmbarrassed

Coming to the episode...

Arnav's support for Khushi makes me proud that I am a fan of Arnav Singh Raizada! Always knew that he would be there for her..supporting her all the way.



Khushi pacifying Arnav...what a brilliantly done scene. It was cute, adorable, and intense. Finally, after 14 years...he unleashes his unhealing pain...



I personally loved the way, Khushi didn't say a word and just ran into his arms and hugged him...he needed that...someone to cry on...and Khushi will aways be there for her. That hug said it all..


"Everything will be alright my love,

Everything is going to be just fine

You will never be alone in this

I will be your guiding light

Because I love you with all my heart

You are my soulmate, and we will never part."


A little on the morning after..though few had some problems with their conversation not continuing ..I Loved the way Khushi gave him the space. She didn't bother him...she saw finally saw the pain in his heart last night...her laad governor..who was always angry at the world...she well knows now why? 

And Finally...coming back to Daadi and Arnav ' loggerheads..I love this duo...everytime she has somehting to say against Khushi he comes back..like her shield..

"Khushi meri patni hai and she can do whatever she wants"



Khushi is in turmoil..on one side..she has a husband who needs her...and on the other the head of a the family who despises her..Khushi's eyes full of pain and thoughts are running through her head. How will she balance both.

Overall, a fab episode..with lots of emotions and brilliant performances.ClapClap

My Flirty Babyyy Blueee is back!!!!!LOL







Shallu blue highlighted parts Thumbs Up  Blue is back I say bring on the white too

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Posted: 09 August 2012 at 12:35am | IP Logged
Originally posted by beena14

Originally posted by srirao

Hi,,,Beena,,,Hug,,,khushi's mom & Arnav's dad,,,eekkk,,no,,not that i hope,,,,,maybe Khushi's mom has also been wronged by the Malliks,,??mera bheje fry ho raha hai,,,!!

Sri nothing of that sort baba, tu bhi na forum ki bakwas padti ho. I think Arnav alsohas misunderstood his father. 

oh,,oh,,yeh baat hai,,! arey nahin ,,aaj kal crooner pe aane ka time nahin forum mein kya padoongi..!

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Posted: 09 August 2012 at 12:35am | IP Logged
Originally posted by Divya1503

Brilliant crooner Priya di!! Loved it!!!! Clap Clap Clap Clap

Beautiful episode indeed!!! His nightmares making a come back n finally he opens up!! I, as usual, cried with both of them once again! Loved the way they showed the sequence, I mean its so natural!! I do play songs from my phone, whenever someone around me is upset to cheer them up!Big smile

Aur phir subah hogayiLOL Loved the way Khushi was staring at him every other second !!!! In love with Khushi's haan thoLOL LOL LOL

Anjali asking Khushi to get the Shankh from the store room!! I dint know there was a store room too in the RM!!! May be the Room of Requirement hogi!!!Monkey Icons Jab zaroorat padhegi tab hi dikhegi!!LOL LOL

N ASR back in lemme finish wali shirt!!!!Party Party 
Dadi itna gussa sehat keliye acha nahi hai!!!!Monkey Icons Yoyo

N ASR's so what made my day!!Day Dreaming Day Dreaming Day Dreaming

Serious doubt: Stern Smile

 In the first episode, they showed Arnav n Anjali being thrown out of that sheesh mahal when Anjali was pretty young, n when their mom committed suicide, Anjali was getting married, so was it a child marriage n if not, then where were their parents when chachaji was asking them to leave the house??????Stern Smile Stern Smile 

-No once more ramanchi, not showing the precap!!Ouch iss ramanchion ko kya naam doon???Ouch

-N wat is that dress!!!!!Dead Dead Khushi doob gayi uss dress meinOuch

Aaj ke weird post keliye maafi chahthe haiLOL LOL 


My song for todaySmile

What a day today!!!!!! Party Party Party

A very Happy Birthday my hero Arnav Singh Raizada n my superstar Mahesh!!!!Party Party Party Party Party



Sweetie maafi kyu mang rahi hai jhakas post tere jaisa as always loved it . Divi your sense of humor is muahhh 

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Posted: 09 August 2012 at 12:36am | IP Logged
Originally posted by Divya1503

Originally posted by srirao

Divs,,,whats the telugu replacement for Chotey in the telugu dubbing of IPK..??any idea,,,

I'm watching it every alternate day!!LOL its chinna for chotey in teluguLOL aaj shaayad we'l know what will be what theLOL


What the will be what the...
If not I will go and kill the producersAngry

Ayyo ramachandraLOLWink

HAPPY JANMASHTAMI MY BUDDIESHug

Today is my son's B'day too as he was born on Janmashtami...and Divs I think today is Mahesh B'day rightEmbarrassed

And HAPPY B"day to ASR tooLOLWink


Arey aise kyun dekh rahe hain as per passport today is ur B'day take wishes ...since we follow dd/mm/yyy format in India



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