i knw its nt dat awesum as u guyz are used to reading.. but i do need sum honest comments and critics.. to decide whether i shud continue or not..
plz help me.. :)
i hope its not dat bad..😳...
so here it goes..
Prologue
after the new entry of dadi who addresses khushi as "ghar ke naukar".. khushi
feels dejected.. but the way arnav turns up to b on her side does not goes
unnoticed and unfelt by her.. she cannot stop thinking the way arnav pays no
heed to wat his dadi says nd moves to the door stands by her and says.. haa
dadi boliye..!!
One Shot..
"Khushi's
Confession.."
It was almost dusk by now.. wen khushi was standing in her room near the pool
side watching the water and her reflection..brooding over ds sudden new trouble
or surprise..(She herself didn't knw how to take it as) in her lyf "dadi" she had nevr heard of any
such persn in RM since the tym she'd known d RMians.. no mentioning of her had
evr been dere..!!
In d morning sumhow she'd managed to escape Arnav.. his questions.. his
support.. his sympathy..his apology for d way his dadi had acted and all dat
stuff.. but how on the earth ws she supposed to act and react and run away from
all of it now..!! she juzz wanted to run away bcoz she didn't know wat to do.. Yes
she was feeling bad and disappointed at dadi ji's reactn.. but moreover she was
worried for d replies to the question regarding dat villain dat filthy cheap
man "SHYAAM" who had ruined the lives of almost every dat persn whom khushi
luved and adored.. but still ws a gud persn for dadi ji.. evry one near her
sufferd bcoz of dat single man.. her babuji..her whole family had been facing humiliation over
dere only bcoz of dat man. Here nani ji..mami ji..evry one was so
heart-broken.. Anjalee ji who was no less dan her jiji for her..had got the
shock of her life.. she was still suffering a lot.. d man almost destructed nd
played havoc wd every ones life ..
d way anjalee ji and arnav ji stay now is so different.. the bond between them
was weakening..
Arnav ji..arnn'av ji.. her thoughts stammered..
And the flash back started.. d way Arnav said "mujhe Khushi per
pura bharosa h" slapped and had thrown him out of the RM..the way.. the way he
held her and made her sleep later on d very same day evn though he himself was
much disturbed..
d next day wen he said "oh.. to khushi kumari gupta ko sharmana bhi aata h.." the
way he had followed her to laxminagar on her bday..the way he said tum wapas to
aaogi na..!! the way he was trying and finding out sum ways thru which he wud
make her take him as her husband..!! d way he had decorated whole house for
her..the way she ran into him..in his arms dat day..d way he had tried paying d
house rent for buaji..d way he repeatedly addressed him as "his wife".. d way
he made her wrap all the gifts.. n later surprised her by gifting it to her.
Espcialy d pearl necklace..sure it was not juzz love dat dey shared.. it was
sumthing beyond dat.. much and much beyond dat..he was still in the kurta
payjama juzz for her.. was ds d same ASR she had met almost an year ago'!!!
she was lost deep in her thoughts.. wen a sudden cool breeze made her realize d
present and her reverie broke.. she den got to know she had been weeping all
the way long..!! and wd dat she got to knw arnav was back home..!!
She swiftly made her way out of her room..before arnav cud c her in dat
situation..
Here arnav had tried to see khushi since mrng but he was unable.. he tried
calling her almost each tym he got free..but khushi wont receive the call..he
ws sure khushi was disappointed..nd had no idea wat he wud do or say to soothe
her pain.. to sweep away all the burdens lying dere in her heart.. but anyhow
he wanted to talk to her.. he decided the ryt tym wud b only after every one
has had taken the dinner.. and the tym they wud b in dere room alone..!!
He entered his room loosening his tie.. nd his heart ached at
not finding khushi in dere.. but he was firm.. he changed nd moved down.. to
join every one at the dinner table.. finally dere he saw khushi.. his khushi..
who wud never leave her charming smile..watever may cum..dat face was always
lit wd a smile..
a smile whch was instant pick me up..
a smile which was contagious..
a smile which made his dreams cum tru..
a smile so hypnotic dat it wud make otheres believe..
a smile which made his eyes sparkle..
nd den he sighed wd relief.. wen she
looked upto him..and their eyes met.. though her smile still persisted there..
suddenly the feeling of relief vanished.. he cud tell she had cried.. she had
wept..!!
wat the..!!!
where the hell every one else was.. wen she cried.. why no one stopped her..his
jaws tighten..he was still luking her at her face wd each approaching step..
all he wanted to do was cup her face.. and let her out..
he wanted to tell her dat he was dere..!! he was dere for her..only for her..!!
but den suddenly his di's voice brought him back to his senses.. which was asking
him to sit and hav his dinner..and den he realized khushi was already luking
sum where else..her gaze had dropped long back.. she wud move in out of the
kitchen rapidly walk to and fro around the table avoiding his gaze.. she too
could read he was disturbed.. throughout dinner he spoke less dan required.. he
sat dere but was always preoccupied wd thoughts of khushi.. wat he wud tell
her.. how wud he xplain things to her.. wat if she ud not listen to him..
he got up eating half of wat he wud eat on a normal day.. and a range of
questions wer shot on him.. from every one sitting at the table.. he got up and
answered once and for all' "I already had..in the office meet" all the tym
luking at khushi.. on whose face was an xprressn of confusion , concern , and
amazement.. having said dat and staring at khushi for a few sec more.. he moved
away.. But it was not all he said.. his eyes told khushi secretly wat his heart
shouted.. "m waiting for u make it fast.."
He entered his room and sat on the recliner wd his laptop.. down
there khushi ate aftr every one was done wd their dinner.. and after a few
moments of chit chat.. she moved up to her room.. how badly she was praying dat
wen she enters she finds arnav asleep'!!
she was walking slowly.. and on her way Akash took over her'
there was a knock on the door.. and akash called bhai..!!
Arnav called him in.. akash said "bhai .. d presentation for the foreign dealer
was ready.. and as they lag behind by 6 hours in tym dan us.. its d ryt tym to
mail and hav a video conferencing wd dem.. the deal is of high significance to
us and hence I wanted you to cum and check out all the things for urself.."
There enterd khushi in her room.. arnav saw her.. and checked out for the tym it was 10:25 pm.. Akash was correct.. and he cud not deny dat the deal was important.. he was so confused.. he had never thought his vey own brother wud ever emanate as obstruction wen he so needed khushi.. and she needed him.. the expressn marx at his face said "dammnn the meeting and video conferencing..!!!"
I need my wife.. wd dat he looked at khushi..wen she blinked and
nodded in assurance.. whch conveyed her message to him which said "I'll
wait'!!"
he replied.."ok Akash.. wait for me in
the study.. nd take d laptop".. akash nodded and moved out.. khushi was still
at the door.. with akash turning to move out she moved in to give him space to
go..
akash and she exchanged smile wshing gud nite and all the best in return J.. hardly had akash moved out wen she felt
arnav close to her ryt at her back.. she deliberately stepped forward in d
direction of the door and hence a step away from him.. she closed the door..
she had no idea wat she had invited wd d last action of hers.. she turnd to
face him and was taken back at his proximity.. his face was juzz a few inches
away.. thank god it was not tilted.. else she herself wud hav given in.. he
raised his hand.. and tugged a lock of hair under her ear.. and den cupped her
face.. making her look at him.. all she wanted to do was hug him..hug him
tyt..!! but she controlled.. and he kissed her forehead..!! caressed her head..
and was moving out.. wen suddenly he stopped and turned..
Arnav: khushi wont u wsh me luck.. as u did to akash..!!
Khushi smiled and said..: all the best arnav ji.. devi maiya hai na..sab achcha
hi hoga..!!
they exchanged smiles and arnav left for study..!!
He was still oblivious of the fact that khushi had almost
decided on his side.. and was almost ready to b wd him as his wife wdout much
effort from his part before the 10 days wer over..
The conference started at 10:30 pm and here khushi arranged the bed..and was
thanking her devi maiiya for saving her and her arnav from getting embarrassed
before each other..!!
she laid on the bed and continued steering the train of thoughts where they had
paused previously ds evening.!!
she was still awake wen she heard footsteps at her door.. it was 11:45 by
now..she covered her face wd d quilt and feigned to b fast asleep wen arnav
enterd..she cud sense him gazing at her for a few seconds.. and den felt him
lying next to her on he bed..!!
She laid there juzz lyk dat..sleepless..restless..confused..at loss of answers
to the questions of her very own.. sensed arnav's breath to turn calm as in a
peaceful slumber..n their she laid turning left..ryt.. laying flat on her
back.. and wasn't able to sleep.. as though she was suffocated, she threw away
the quilt, nd moved to the pool side..in search of fresh air.. she closed her
eyes and inhaled..and stayed..instead of exhaling she gave it out crying.. tears
dangerously rolling down her cheeks.. her sobbs and convulsions increasing with
every passing moment..
Arnav was still not in so deep a
sleep..he suddenly got up and checked the other side of the bed for her..she
wasn't there..he cheked the tym it was 12:15 now..lying on the bed he turned to
see at the washroom door to find it unlocked and getting anxious for her.. he
sat up and switched on the lyt..to see her kneeling down at the poolside..the
scene he was witnessing caused a rush emotions in him..he felt his heart
beating violently..he frowned and called"khushi."in no tym he was on his
feet..moving towards her..
she heard him..and had barely managed to get up..wen she felt strong palms
holding her arms and turning her around..wdout wasting a single minute now she
hugged him..!! a tyt hug..whch in turn was requited by arnav in d same manner..
Kushi(still in his arms): aranav ji.. sobbs.. arna'. Huhhuhh arnavji..
Arnav tightend his grip on her crushing her all over him.. caressed her head,
her back,and said..
Arnav : shush..khushi..its ok I am
here.. its ok.. its alryt..!!
they stayed there for few mins. Khushi weepng.. and arnav consoling.. finally
wen khushi cud control herself.. she broke from the hug.. the hug was not
passionate it was imperious, so needed..
Arnav made her sit on the chair placed near.. and himself sat beside her.. she
again rested her face in his chest.. holding his back.. and he agin hugged
her.. not being aware of the places his hands reached.. all wat mattered was..
"she" .. "his khushi" was weeping.. and she needed support..
she closed her eyes feeling him so close.. and said..
Khushi: u knw aranv ji since past so many dayz almost a year now.. I always
carried along with me a very weird feeling.. "bahut ajeeb" .. har wo pal jab
aap humare paas nhi hote to hume aisa lgta k kuch jo bahut required h wo mere
paas nahi h..jaise mera rone ka man ho raha ho aur hum ro naa rahe ho..jaise
hum kch bhool rahe ho.. kuch jo bahut important h.. jisko bhoolna hum baad me
regret kre.. jaisa hum kahi kuch chod k aa gaye..aur aaj hume pta chala wo..
arnav ji aapne humse kaha but humne kabhi aapko nahi btaya.. ur presence makes me feel complete..hum aapke
bina adhoore h arnav ji.. hum aapse bahut pyaar krte h.. hum aapke bina nahi
reh skte.. plz
and she hugged him more tightly.. in response arnav said I love you too
khushi.. and made her look at him.. she opened her eyes.. and luked at him.. wd
all a puppy face.. he suddenly jerked a little and took her in his arms and she
held his t shrt for d support and was surprised wen she saw a smirk lyting his
face..
He said.
Arnav: So miss Khushi kumari gupta tumhe finally apne
shaitan me apna raajkumar dikh gaya..
tumhe apne laad gavarnar me
apne.. kya kehti thi tum.. umm umm haa sswwami..dikh gye ;)
khushi cud just smile in response..
"so tell miss khushi wen did u fall for me'?" by now he..
had brought her in the
washroom he made her stand in front of the mirror and opned the tap.. he was
standing behind her he moved his hands
in front and took all her flixes of hair in a hand lock and asked her to wash
off her face..!!
she did so nd said " umm' I guess the tym wen I was appointed back in ur house to teach lavanya
ji.."..
wd dat she had wahed her face..
he till now had been watching wd all his attention the water droplets dat
touched her face and had fallen on the neck.. and was still sweeping down near
the neck line of her kurta.. it was damnn seductive.. he had just moved away
wen khushi asked
Khushi : wen did d the gr8 ASR fall for
this middle class gold digger..?
by now he had handed her a towel .. nd asked her to wipe her face.. he waited
patiently for her to wipe off her face.. and wen she did dat his gaze again
fell at her neck to the 3 additional drops of water running down.. he stepped
towards her and said..
Arnav : "the frst tym u had fallen in my
arms in sheesh mahal.."
by now he was dangerously close.. he held her waist.. made her bent a liitle
and licked off the small droplets playing on her bare skin at her neckline..
she was so seduced.. her hands moved on their accord to his nape..
the towel was left on the floor.. and they moved to the bed succumbing to each
other desires'!!
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