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Manya tried to move her body ,she
felt herslf crushed under some heavy object .She opened her eyes to look ,trying
to recognize the things around. It was not her room for sure, she tried to recall
the last night events, she remembered of having a strange drink offered as new
year sip by the organizer, they were asked to have it in one go to welcome the
new year with renewed joy. She had been dizzy after that, she tried to tell
this to Aman and Anya who seemed to be
in same condition as hers.
'Where am I Manya?' thought looking around for clues, the room was not well lit the sun had just started to colour the sky which seemed like a canvas of a child's painting.
She tried to push the object, strangely she liked its feel! She searched for the switch of night lamp near by , switched it on and realized the shock of her life. She was laying under a man she had feared most to fall for in real . The man who made her weak at mind , the one who forced her to realize the emptiness she had felt thorough all these years since her accident. She never told her dadaji or Manav about this unknown loneliness she often felt .She was afraid to hurt them .She knew how much they tried to make her feel at home. Dadaji spent most of his saving in her medication which were an unending expenditure.
A sudden nuzzling at her breast brought Manya out of her deep trance she had fallen at the sight of the man who lay beside her . To her surprise she felt his hands curling round her waist and cuddling her bosom ,she jerked his hands and jumped out of bed. She felt she had nothing on her body and to add her embarrassment she found udayveer's eyes gauging her with a sensuous grin. She grabbed the bed sheet which was occupied leisurely by Udayveer. Manya was struck in awe as she glimpsed at him in the morning sunlight, he looked like some greek gods who lay huddled in white bed sheet his taught skin shining golden in the pale sunlight .
Yuvraaj Udayveeer seemed to be in playful mood .He could see the shock and surprise in his lady's eyes .Poor girl had least expected herself to wake up with the man she avoided like a sin. The day she touched him would turn her evil. Now what dear u just did not touch it u actually consummated it . Udayveer wrapped himself in his night gown and gestured Manya to have her own.
Manya swiftly wrapped herself in shapeless gawn her temper shooting high. Udayveer seemed so relaxed as though nothing happened while she felt herself robbed out of everything a woman has.
'What is this place ?',Manya asked trying to control herself .
'Well its my hotel room, girls like u often end up here', taunted Udayveer ignoring her anger.
Udayvver's reply shocked Manya what does this man think of himself?. Manya
did want to argue with Udayveer , she knew not how she reached here ,she knew
not what happened between them. But she did feel some blunder did happen. Her
body still ached due its after effects.
'I knew u r some kind of lust stricken species Yuvraaj Udayveer ,but never knew u are such a lecherous human who drugs women to have them in bed.'
Udayveer was not at all surprised at word spoken by Manya what more he could expect from his Amnesia stricken defiant wife who considered her husband nothing but a stranger .An adamant woman who dared not share her fears with the man so ready to help but whom she rejected on the grounds of rumors she believed to be truth. He did not care now what she felt for him or what she called him but one thing he did care ,was that he wanted her to realize the blunder she did .He did want her to realize how she had risked her own reputation and her so called dadaji's reputation on stake.
'Do U really think I need to drug women', sneered Udayveer grabbing Manaya .'Specially U my own wife!'
'I am not ur wife Yuvraaj
Udayveer' .Manya jerked Udayveers hands despitefully but inside she seemed to
doubt her own words, her own anger which she thought seemed baseless. Yuvraaj Udayveer
was not the type of man she called him to be .He was right he did not need to
drug her ,to be with her.
Whatever reasons she may give herself to be away from this man she knew she did had some connection with him .The connection she so forcefully denied but which did exist . But then it may be just one of the games her mind often played with her. Doctors had said many times our mind plays with us . Specially in the illness she had people tend to be schnezophrenic , a situation when we think ourselves something which we r not. May be her feelings towards Udayveer and Adya were the outcome of schenozophrenia!
'Then Who U r Manya?', Tell me who r u ? Are U worthy to be called Shastri , Manya Shastri, do u know the real worth of surname u are carrying with yourself Manya. Partying is not bad, but partying in the rave party ! What do u consider that .Good !' smacked Udayveer.
'U did not even consider to tell me about it. And then u take drugs and faint in some strangers arms. What do u think such man would do darling ! .Take a drugged ,partially clothed girl home and introduce to his parents ! No, he won't dear, he would just use u as a prop or for one night stand ,which u so worth fully got from me, Yuvraaj Udayveer Singh ,the stranger in whose arms u fell that night.' Udayveer clenched his teeth and curled his hands into fist as he spoke his last sentence .He felt the raging anger inside. No it was not for Manya ,it was for his ownself. He had just demeaned his very own love !
Udayveers insulting words tore Mnaya apart .She never expected such filthy words from the man she thought a dignified one. She could not control her raging anger and ended up doing something she knew she would regret very soon.
Yuvraaj Udayveer was not ready to be slapped, he
expected more demeaning words but a handy action came as a surprise from the
girl whom he thought was incapable of such strong actions. His princess was a girl with
colourful words but this new version of
hers seemed far too stronger. But the slap did not hurt Udayveer instead he
liked her reaction ,at least it was better than fainting!
'So my lady still believes she has some self-respect left! ',mused Udayveer caressing his cheek.
Manya looked wide eyed at
Udayveer. She had expected some fierce action in return. But Udayveer seemed
amused. Strange! Is he surely a human
she thought. She felt his reaction disgusting .He seemed to mock at her, laugh
at her wretchedness. She felt used and then thrown like some tissue paper. She
felt her heart crumbling as she looked at the man who stood there proud,
composed and unregretful of his actions
while she stood in deep contrast, her spirits low, ashamed and regretful of the
night she spent sleeping with the man
who seemed to challenge her very own existence.
She was tired ,tired of fighting with herself and then with Udayveer. She was torn between her heart and mind. Heart which never got tired of loving Udayveer and mind which always questioned her loyalty and love to dadaji and Manav. She sobbed at her wretchedness .
Udayveer could feel her dejection
her loneliness but knew not what to do. Manya had created the wall around
herself. For her he was nothing but a mere stranger or a man who disharmonized her mental calm. He longed to be
her very own, to be the one with whom she could share all her fears all her
feelings, emotions and love.
But this time he was not lucky enough .What an irony he thought ,when she came
first in his life she called herself Moniya
then became his Manayata but during all this she always spoke her mind. That
was how his princess Manyata was. But now his princess seemed to be so far away
.He knew her every single heart beat but her mind was still a puzzle for him.
'Manya', he called his voice was soft .He gently came near her and touched her cheeks to wipe out her tears. But Manya flinched. She backed off and despitefully pushed away his hands.
'Dare not touch me Yuvraaj Udayveer. I am in my full senses now. Sane enough to save my self from a cold blooded rapist', bellowed Manaya her eyes full of hatred and despise.
The last words of Manya tinged Udayveer deep. 'Enogh ! ',he roared .No women had ever called him that whatsoever angry she may be. 'Do u really know what a rape means ?, 'Udayveer was out of rage Manya was now testing his patience, he had been bearing her allegations till now but her last one took his breath away. He was shocked. He walked to her angrily making Manya look around for safe place. She knew not what to do. She felt herself cornered and stumbled down the bed , the most unsafe place she thought. But then she did need to answer him, she was no less, she was not afraid.
'Ofcourse it the same thing u do to a girl who is drugged and has no knowledge of herself'.Manya tried to rise but felt she could not. She saw Udayveer hovering over her. He seemed in no mood of letting her go. He lowered himself and looked at her sharply. His eyes rested on her quivering lips and suddenly he felt his anger vanish. Her quivering lips often had strange effect on him. They were so irresistible! .
He forgot what she had said and what allegations she made on his character, what he actually remembered was that they both had enjoyed every bit of time spent together .He realized he did need to remind her the magic once again in her full senses. He pursed his finger on her quivering lips, they stopped with his sensation making him smile.
'U r wrong Manya' said Udayveer his voice deep and husky he grabbed
her arms tightly ,pulling her up to himself
and meet her eyes smoldering with anger
'What I did was not rape I actually made love to my wife and dear u too made love to the man u love so hatefully
, a stranger who is unknowingly yours .'
'Now stop that emotional blackmail Udayveer, please stop it ', sobbed Manya unable to maintain the anger against the man who seemed to know her more then she knew herself . Why?, the answer she knew but was not ready to accept ,not till her mind allowed it so, not till her mind and heart spoke the same of him.
'I wont Manya, I wont ,not till u accept who u really are?',Manya felt herself melting in his arms but then she stopped and backed off.
'I can bet Yuvraaj Udayveer, U
will never succeed, I will never give in to your false words. I don't know why
u r trying to prove me Manyata, surely u must be having some strong motive
behind. But I promise I will never give in'. said Manya vehemently.
'Are U sure? U will never give in princess', smirked Udayveer looking fixedly to her lips which she bit out of nervousness .
'Fine princess let me accept ur bet and I challenge, u will realize very soon that u are mine .very soon u will accept that u r Manyata ,my princess.'
'We will see 'said Manya her head held high .
'Surely we will'. said udayveer grabbing Manaya to himself. 'But can u do me a favour before that? ', asked Udayveer mischievously.
Mnaya was surprised at sudden frivolous tone of his voice 'What favor ?'
Udayveer lowered himself and
gently put his finger on her lower lips, Manaya understood his intentions but
before she could act she felt herself plunged into a most ravenous yet
passionate kiss she ever expected at
this moment of time when she thought she would never give in.
It started slow with her lower
lip sucked in and then the upper. His hands had so tactfully made their way in
her gown to her waist and then down again. 'No ' she gasped trying to breath in
the fresh air she so much needed .'Please stop' she pleaded grabbing his hands
stopping them from their further probe
into her body .
Udayveer breathed hard ,suddenly he felt stimulated but then he knew Manya was not all ready for any such kind of thing. He hugged her tightly dissipating his energy into her wrapping his legs around her thrusting her to himself. For that moment Manaya lost herself into his heaving body burning with sudden desire she had ignited unknowingly in him by her mere biting of lips . A sudden silence enveloped them with nothing their hard breathes audible. Manya felt like she had always been there to absorb this man into herself . She regretted the clothes she had on her body. Strange she wanted to feel him. She hesitantly moved her hands within his gown to touch his bare skin inside. The sensation was marvelous. She rested her arms on his bare chest and then slowly rested her head .
It felt like heaven listening to his pacing heart beat ,
feeling his taut skin at her face.
She closed her eyes and sighed let me rest like this forever ,
The sound of cell phone ringing broke their blissful silence .Udayveer rushed to pick it up. It was Badi maa saa. How can he be such a fool thought Udayveer. It was 8 o clock morning. Badi Maa Saa must be on rampage .He needed to be at home as soon as possible.
'Mnaya', Udayveer called.
'Yes', answered Mnaya faintly trying to collect herself What was I doing and what is this strange feeling .
'Manya , Shastri ji must have told u about Badi Maa Saa right'.
'Yes she is the great grand lady your mothers eldest sister'. Replied Manya
'Yes she has come home and wants to meet u, but she does not know u look like my wife, her bahu', explained Udayveer hastily as he rushed to bathroom.
'So what should I do ', asked Manya standing out at door confused at how to face the lady who would think her bahu has come back.
'Nothing we will go to some boutique first ,we need a better dress', said Udayveer trying to be loud making his voice audible out of shower.
'But' Mnaya could not complete as the bathroom door banged open on her .She nervously passed him the shirt looking down as now this man seemed like some cherished gem she wanted to touch again and again. She knew it would be all hers in just one nod but her proud mind her alter ego seemed far too stronger then her frail heart which always took Udayvers side.
Rakesh looked at Yuvraaj Udayveer and Manya through the rear mirror. Everything seemed normal. Rakesh had been worried about Manya but dared not ask in presence of Yuvraaj Udayveer who would surely take his questions as intrusion in his matters. He had realized that his master was way too possessive about this girl and would never let anything happen to her .But Yuvraaj Udayveer's reputation was his chief concern. He had heard of him as Casanova though few said he is a changed man now. Rakesh's small town thinking was not at all ready to take Udayveer in good lights so easily yet his power and status silenced him. And he decided to ask Manya afterwards.
Manya chose the beautiful green anarkali for herself. She felt it the best dress to greet Badi Maa Saa for whom she had heard in stories till now. Now she had two stories for this very old lady. One of Dadaji in which she was a generous royal lady and one told by Yuvraaj Udajveer in which she was a strict religious lady possessive of her little grand daughter Adya and religiously believed that her bahu would come back soon.
Suraj rushed in to greet Yuvraaj Udayveer and Manya. The worried look and cautious actions of Suraj were proof enough for Udayveer to know that his Badi Maa Sa was not in good mood. She must have kept poor Suraj on his heels. Suraj being head servant was always the target of Badi maa saa's anger . He had to listen for the fault of any servant, even sometimes for the fault of his favorite master himself. Udayveer knew Badi maa sa must have vent his anger on poor Suraj. He patted Suraj on his shoulders and nodded his head in recognition to his efforts for handling an seventy five year old ancient child.
After seeing Suraj's worried countenances Manya thought she was sure to get a shock of her life and was knocked out of breath by a surprising strong hug from a frail looking white haired old lady.
'Manyata humari bachhi '.The old
lady kept on repeating the same three words again and again till she smeared
Manya's cheeks with her motherly kisses.
Manya had no words to speak ,she was too mesmerized by the overwhelming love of the lady .She remembered nothing of her mother but she felt surely she must be like this old lady. Manya tried to explain Badi ma saa about the fact she felt most true. The fact that she was not his bahu Manyata she had been waiting since long but Manya Shastri granddaughter of Pandit Deenath Shastri the man she most respected.
Manya knew not how to tell, Badi
maa saa seemed to have her own long story .The story about Udayveer and Adya. Stories
about some respected woman called Rajmata Mrinalini Devi and her son. She felt
like listening to her Dadaji and his never ending tale of raja rani and their rajkumar and rajkumariyan.
When Manya had listened these stories from her Dadaji never did she have the faintest thought that one day she would be the major part of this story .But no not again! She wont loose herself in this fairytale. No not at all thought Manya has she smiled faintly at the over excited old lady .
'Badi Maa Sa I respect u a lot. But I am not Manyata your bahu but Manyaa the granddaughter Shastriji',stated Manya trying to be humble and respectful
Badi Maa Saa looked confused at Mnaya 's words which she felt were spoken out up desperation .She looked at Udayveer whose expressions surprised her. He supported the Manyata's strange belief about herself. 'But Why ?" thought Badi Maa saa. She realized she needed to talk to Udayveer and know the real truth. Which she felt must be even stranger.
Manya threw herself on the bed and gasped .Meeting with Badi maa saa had put her into emotional turmoil once again. The joy of lady was so genuine and her concern so honest. Soon u will realize u are all mine ,the words of Udayveer still echoed in her mind. She remembered Udayveers bet and her challenge but strangely she felt she had already started losing to this mighty Udayveer. She felt how much she loved little Adya and how strangely she felt connected to Udayveer and now this old lady called Badi maa saa seemed familiar too.
She had been trying to call Anya since morning but it answered unreachable. She knew Anya was the only one she could speak her heart ,She felt people at Udayveer Mension seemed too adamant in their belief of her being Manayta ,their lost yuvrani. She panicked at very thought of seeing other family members whom Badi maa saa said would soon turn up.
So many more to come to call me Manayta while I am the only one to call myself Manya
Somehow Anya picked the phone. Manya was all ready to blast with her complaints but stopped as she heard a deafening scream from other side of phone.
It was 11 o clock morning .Anya had slept since party. She had no clue about the place she slept in. She had been ignoring the cell phone but at last decided to pick it up.She cuddled in the blanked cozily to answer. But felt her tongue stuck at her palate .There was a man in her bed and her sudden and sharp scream threw him out of bed in shock.
Aman! Anya exclaimed
Poor Aman ! he had just dreamt that some volcano erupted in serene waters of pecefic ocean, he never thought it was not volcano in pecefic waters but Anya in his bed. He had been sleeping calmly in his single bed without clothes as usual, his comfy blanket wrapping him and his room AC at its coolest.
It had been late in the party, the drinks and alcohol made him dizzy. He remembered how strange he had felt after that new year sip. Manya and Anya both had fainted .He had tried to find Manya but lost her in party and somehow helped Anya and brought her at his place where he lived as paying guest to a cranky old lady Mrs Najappa. Aman knew taking Anya to her house that too when he himself was not in a very good condition would be calling shaamat. Anya had two possessive brothers who were famous for their street rumbles. Aman had always thought which man would ever choose a girl with such notorious brothers .
Aman did not know how they both ended up together in that little space of his single bed. He looked in shock at Anya who looked beautiful, her soft pale skin glowing, hidden partially in bed sheet.
'I 'I just don't know how it happened Anya ', stammered Aman wrapping the blanket round his waist.
Anya knew not what to say. How could she be such a fool to take that unknown drink which had been strangely offered only to three of them .She remembered it was offered by some special person said to be one of the organizes. She tried to remember the person and all she could remember was that it was some woman, a finely dressed woman.
'Aman u stupid don't u see that we have been framed', stated Anya trying hard to remember the face of the lady. But her heavy head and weary body failed her.
'Whatever Anya ,the fact is that u should leave my place as soon as possible before my sneaky Mrs Najappa and your notorious brothers eat us alive. ',Aman had swiftly dressed himself and tugged Anyas clothes by her side.
'Get lost Aman! We slept together damn it ! Are not u shocked', snapped Anya
'Of course I am Anya ,I am shocked coz I don't remember much of my must have been most memorqble night'
Aman's last words touched Anya. Sleeping with men was never an issue with Anya. She changed boyfriends like clothes. But Aman seemed so different ,so very true and honest. She never slept with such a man. Anya liked breaking rules, the more her brothers tried to limit her the more adamant she was to cross it. Aman had never been her type of man, he was the one who followed rules while she broke them. Strange ! she slept with him. She thanked God that she did not remember much about it but was surprised when Aman regretted about not remembering it. She was the type raat gayi baat gayi but was afraid the fragile hearted Aman may pine on it .
Manya listened to the conversation in bits and pieces through the cell phone which was tossed on the bed .She was confused. She cut the call and redialed the number.
Anya picked the phone still thinking about the lady and Aman.
'Anya whats wrong why u and Aman are arguing ?' ,asked Manaya desperate for clarification
'I slept with Aman', sighed Anya scratching her hairs
'I think its coz of that bloody new year sip which we had', answered Anya '.She grabbed her clothes and ramped to the bathroom leaving behind stunned Aman whose mouth went agape seeing nude Anya walking off so confidently without a glimmer of blush or recognition to his presence. Anya heard Manya sobbing and knew she too must have ended in some mess.
'Manaya what happened dear ?', asked Anya with genuine concern in her voice,
'Anya I slept with'' Mnaya broke into sob again
'Yuvraaj Udayveer, 'completed Anya
'How do U know it?',Manya was surprised
'Come on Mnaya I am not a fool. Dont I know how protective he is about u. Do U think he would ever let any other man come near u ?'
'I feel used up Anya',
'Fault is yours Manya ', quipped Anya as she came out of the bathroom ready to leave.
'What? ,'Manya was surprised by sudden blame coming from her best friend
'Yes Manya fault is yours dear. Dont U know u are foolishly in love with that man. Manya lets talk in office. I am going home now.'.
Anya cut the phone and kissed Aman placidly on cheek. 'Forget it Aman, One night stands are never so serious that we remember them ' muttered Anya and walked away leaving Aman still trying reminisce the precious moments lost.
Manya sat huddled in her bed trying to remember even the slightest moment of the night she spent with so called love of her life. Strange she remembered nothing instead she felt cheated. She felt cheated by her treacherous mind which played games with her .She remembered nothing of her past life, all she had were the beautiful stories of her loved Dadaji and sweet moments spent with her only sibling Manav.
But strangely she had some lingering unknown faces and strange emotions attached with people in Udayveer Mansion , that often made her re think of her present existence as Manya. She feared of loosing against unknown pull she felt towards Yuvraaj Udayveer and his daughter Adya and people around them who seemed to accentuate his belief of she being his wife Yuvraani Mnayata.
'Who Am I ?' asked Manya to
herself looking at her reflection in the mirror ' Maharani Manayata wife of
Yuvraaj Udayveer mother of little Adya or Manya granddaughter of Shastri
ji ,sister of Manav and just a girl foolishly in love with
Both the ways ended her to Yuvraaj Udayveer one as his beloved wife and another as his unknown lover for whom he had no place in his heart.
One was the path so smooth but their she feared loose her savior, her mentor ,Dadaji and her loved brother Manav. Another was the way through thorny bushes where she had no love of Udayveer and fear of losing little Adya whom she felt she won't live without.
Manya decided to take the thorny path as that was what her present mind allowed for.
I will always find my way to my Adya thought Manya
But will never give in to false baseless stories and obstinate belief of some powerful man
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