"It makes a difference to me because I..." arnav said and then stopped himself from saying more because he didn't even know that what was he going to say...
Khushi gave him a suspicious look, "because you what?"
Arnav remained silent.
What have i said?
What is happening to me?
before arnav could say something more, payal and akash came...
On the other hand khushi was eager to know that what was he going to say that he looked so uncomfortable.
"khushi, you feeling good?", payal asked.
"yeah di, I'm better!", khushi replied and looked at arnav who started the car.
* * * * * * * * * * *
After a couple of hours they all reached home.
Khushi was welcomed by nani, anjali and the whole family.
Anjali cupped khushi's face, "khushi ji, you alright?"
khushi nodded and anjali hugged her.
"khushi bitya, what happened to you dear?"
khushi seems uncomfortable..."nani ji, I...i"
before she could think up of something, anjali put in, "khushi ji, you look so pale..I think you need a rest! Payal ji, take khushi ji to the guest room!"
Payal nodded and took khushi with her.
khushi, no was again was feeling very weak but she didn't tell payal because she didn't wanted her to be worried.
She wanted to sleep...
sleep for ever...!!!
she wanted to end herself but she can't...she simply can't!
As she knows she have many responsibilities on her and she can't make others unhapppy just because she didn't get her love.
Payal went, leaving khushi alone on her own to rest.
Khushi was lying on the bed...looking up at the ceiling.
She was remembering how she and arnav met in the office...just because a deal which khushi didn't accept...
Though she liked the deal but not Arnav Singh Raizada at first sight...
And from then onwards khushi started to believe at HATE at first sight...
Khushi smiled...
Then what a coincidence that Arnav came out to be Akash's brother...
Even they danced together in payal and akash's wedding...
And as time passed khushi began to fall for him...
But he already have a girlfriend, whom he is going to marry for sure.!
he is like a dream, khushi thought...
A very pleasant dream...!
but what a pity! i can't get him...
he is lavanya's...
He can't be mine...!
He don't want to be mine...!
"he don't want to...", khushi said out loud.
* * * * * * * * * * *
Arnav was working on his laptop, but he couldn't concerntrate on his work.
His mind was on khushi...thats when he suddenly closed his laptop and stood up.
"What's happening to me?", he said out loud, "Why am I thinking about her 24/7?"
do i...?, he thought...but then he suddenly cleared the thought from his mind...
he was thinking that do he really falling for her...?
this isn't possible...!
But then why it makes a difference to me?, he thought...
Do i love her?
do I?
He don't have any answer...but somehow he accepted the fact that khushi plays an important part in his life.
maybe..., he thought...
just maybe, I do...
* * * * * * * * * * * *
Lavanya was painting a sketch...
Her hair were tied up in a messy bun and she was wearing a pair of light blue shorts and a white top...
She was looking adorable.
One of the paint brush was in her mouth...and she was leaning on the eisel so that she could paint the sketch easily...
Nk was just passing from outside her room when he caught a glimpse of lavanya...
He can't believe his eyes...
how could someone look so pretty?, he thought.
He stood there, admiring lavanya's beauty.
At the very next moment lavanya looked up and saw NK satring at her like a puppy.
she giggled, "What?"
Nk came inside the room and laughed out loud...
Lavanya was puzzled, "why are you laughing? Am i looking funny?"
NK shook his head, still laughing...
"then?", lavanya asked...
But instead of saying something, NK moved his right hand towards her face and wiped her face with his hand...
That was a moment of uncomfort for lavanya...
She felt a chill ran throught her body...
She didn't felt that way when Arnav touched her...
this feeling was somehow...many more...
more pleasant...
"What?"
"You had a spot of paint on you face, La! But now its all clear!", he gave her a smile.
Lavanya returned her bestest smile too...
And NK left...
He is too good, she thought after that, I like him...
Lavanya turned herself to clean up the mess and she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror and she was ver shocked and surprised of what she saw...
She saw herself blushing...
Blushing???
But y?, she thought.
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
Payal was in khushi's room, giving her medicines.
"you have to take proper care of yourself, khushi...!"
"jiji, for heaven's sake...how many times will u say this?"
Payal cupped khushi's face, "We all will be back soon, khushi!"
"I know jiji..."
"And don't be scared, hari prakash ji is here..."
Khushi smiled...
After a second a thought crossed her mind...
Is Arnav going or not?
If not then they both will be alone in the house which khushi don't want to happen.
"jiji, is arnav going too?"
"yea, he is! why?"
"just askin'!", khushi said and sighed with relief.
It was, though, difficult for her to ignore him but no matter what she have to, even if all she do is cry and swallow her tears...
The whole Raizada family was going to mandir for a pooja.
Payal planted a kiss on khushi's forehead and left...
* * * * * * * * * * * *
"Where is Arnavy bitwa?", mami ji asked.
"mami ji, chotte received a phone call so he had to go to office, he wont be able to come with us!"
"ohhh, anyways we are getting late! aren't we?"
"yeah..."
"So lets go.."
They all were on their way to mandir for their pooja.
Khushi was tired of lying down on the bed, she wanted to stand up, sit and walk around.
But she knew that she wouldn't be able to as she was still weak.
But one try wont hurt!
She slowly and steadily stood up, her legs were trembling...But somehow she managed to get out from her room, which at that time was similar to a prison cell...
it would take me ages in going downstairs, khushi thought...
But somehow after complete 10 minutes, she was finally downstairs.
she sighed with relief...
She went straight into the kitchen and refilled her water jug.
and was now on her way back to her room.
ahhh, she thought, again...these stairs will take my life...!
She took a deep breath...
one, two, three and now, she spoke to herself.
And she took a first step...
Her legs were now trembling more...She didn't have enough strength to go back to her room.
one more, khushi...
and she took another step...
yaayyy Its working, she thought.
But as she was about to take another step, she loosed her balance...
Thats when Someone entered shaantivan...
Arnav...
Yeah it was arnav...
khushi tried to grab the banister but that was too slipery...
As Arnav saw khushi loosing her balance, without wasting a single second he ran towards her and before she could fall, he caught her...and she was in his arms again...
khushi opened her eyes to see that who had saved her and saw Arnav...
Again he saved her...and brought all the old memories back...!!!
And that day, too, they were lost in each other's eyes like alwayz...!!
PRECAP FOR PART 21:
Arnav asked anjali that what happens when you are in love and anjali told him all...
After that Arnav said, "I'm in Love!!"
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