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Chapter 19
Maan
(fell on his knees as he screamed in uncontrollable agony as he re-lived that
dreadful moment, tears rolling down his cheeks): Kash ki mei us pal hi mar
jaata. (I wish, I would have
died that very instant)
Then
suddenly as if he felt a jolt, he got up but still facing his back to her he
looked up at the skies.
Maan
(screamed out a loud as if accusing God): Par nahi, tumhare Babaji ko zara sa
bhi raham nahi aaya mujh par. Unhone mujhe zinda rakha aur mujhe apni behen aur
apni wafa mei se kisi ek ko chunna hi para.
(But
no, your Babaji didn't even have a little mercy at me. He kept me alive and I
have to choose between my sister and my faithfulness)
FLASH BACK CONTINUES
Mr.
Handa: Hurry up, I don't have all day for you to decide.
Maan
(what was he to do, what was right, what was wrong, everything was so blurred
to him. What choice did he have, how could he witness his kid sister getting
destroyed because of him): Theek hai, I will do as you say (his heart bleed at
having accepted to deceive his love, his life, his Jaan but what was he to do…
but he wouldn't sleep with that girl… no… never… he would rather die than do
that) par meri bhi ek shart hai. (But I also have a condition)
Mr.
Handa (laughed out loud): Puri tarah se mere changul mei hai aur bhi phir shart
rakhane ki gusthaki kar raha hai (then in a serious voice) But I must say I am
impressed by your guts, tell me what is your condition.
(You
are totally under my control and still doing the mistake of keeping a condition
(then in a serious voice) But I must say I am impressed by your guts, tell me
what is your condition.)
Maan:
I will not sleep with this girl.
Mr.
Handa (furious): Unacceptable… (he knew Geet would never distrust Maan till she
saw him betraying her in front of her eyes)
Maan
(continued not caring what he said, putting a stone on his heart as he spoke,
it killed him inside as he uttered the remaining words but he had absolutely no choice) I
am willing to prove I betrayed her but I will not sleep with this girl.
Mr.
Handa (completely astonished, he could never understand Maan's love neither for
his sister nor for his Geet. His love was totally flawless, selfless and
unconditional. How could a heartless man understand that Maan's love was his
worship, that he was willing to prove that he committed the worst sin of his
life yet was not ready to commit it): Enlighten me how is that possible. How
will you prove that you were having sex without doing it? (he asked totally amused at
the person in front of him)
Maan
(his heart died as he spoke how he will prove that he betrayed his Jaan when in
reality he would have preferred death than do it): I will forge the lip sticks
marks and love bits using make up and this girl can do the same (his heart wept
blood even at the thought of what he was about to say. He left as if someone
was stabbing his soul as he continued with great difficulty, dying by the
second but he had no choice): Then as Geet would be about to enter, you can
give some signal and I will let this girl touch me so that Geet can see me
betraying her (he closed his eyes in pain as he died a thousand deaths at the mere
thought of someone else touching his body other that his Mishti, his Geet but
what was he to do, did God leave him with any choice)
Mr.
Handa (he almost raised his hands in submission, speechless at how Maan was
dying to even let someone else touch him but how could the heartless Handa
understand Maan's pure and divine love so he just left it and accepted his
condition, after all he just wanted to prove his betrayal how did it matter if
he actually slept or faked it. Shrugging his shoulders): Ok fine, till you
prove that you betrayed her, I am fine with it. But dare you try to act smart and you know what will I
do with your sister.
Maan
eyes were blood shot red in anger as Handa dared to take his sister's name from
his nasty tongue but he drank his rage so as not to endanger his little
princess. Mr. Handa then left him alone with the girl but monitored their
activities from the adjacent room.
Girl
(she was totally astonished to witness Maan's divine love. She was speechless
at his love, amused as to how could someone love another to this extent with so
much depth. She had only witnessed frivolous men who simply wanted sex): You
must really love that girl, she is indeed lucky.
Maan
looked at her with so much pain in his eyes that even that emotionless girl
died in pain. Even she could feel the suffering he was about to undergo though
she could probably never understand his true love.
They
got down to business. The girl had no shame and simply removed her clothes in
front of him while Maan turned his back to her, it killed his soul to even
think of looking at some girl other than his Geet.
Maan:
Could you please keep your under garments on, (his voice simply died as he
continued) at least till she comes (his heart died to even imagine what would
happen to his Geet when she would see him naked with a girl, he wanted to kill
himself before he was forced to make her endure such soul piercing pain)
Girl
(really astonished, he was probably the first man who had asked her to keep her
clothes on): Ok, but when he signals I will remove my b** else your girl will
never believe it.
The
girl had gained real respect for Maan and she truly wished to salute his love. It
was decided that when Mr. Handa signaled Maan would lie on the bed in his
boxers with her on top of him bare chested but in her panties and they would
cover themselves with a sheet so that Geet would get an impression that they
are sleeping together. The girl would then pretend to be enjoying herself as
she knew that Maan would never be able to fake that part and when Geet will enter
the room he would pretend to wear his boxers before getting down.
Here
Mr. Handa had already called up Geet on some pretext to return early from her
trip and as she entered town he called her in a panicky voice.
Mr.
Handa: Geet beta, I just saw Maan entering a third rate hotel with a hooker.
Geet:
No dad, you must be mistaken, my Maan can never betray me. Just relax you must
have definitely seem someone else.
Mr.
Handa (continued pestering): Nahi beta. You please come here at once, please
beta for my sake don't say no.
And
Geet reluctantly agreed to come to prove her father wrong as she knew her Maan
could never deceive her.
But
as she entered the room the ground literally collapsed under her feet to see
her Maan in bed with a girl. She felt as if someone stabbed her heart, as if
someone brutally ripped her soul out and burnt it alive.
Geet
(shrieked in pain): Maaannn…
And
Maan himself died a thousand deaths to hear the pain in his Jaan's voice. He
cursed himself for causing her so much agony, he wanted to burn his body alive
which had committed the sin of being touched by someone other than his Jaan,
his love, his life, his Mishti. But alas what was he to do.
He
pretended to be shocked to see her there and faked wearing his boxers as he
came out of the bed while the girl covered herself.
Maan:
Geet, tum yahan kya kar rahi ho. (Geet, what are you doing here?)
Geet
(she died to see him covered in lipstick marks and love bites as tears poured
down her eyes to see her Maan so cool and composed while he was committing such
a folly, she rushed to him trying to wipe away the marks from his chest and
Maan panicked as she would realize it is make up and he jerked her away): Maan…
please say all this is false, that it is all a bad dream, that you are mine,
only mine. (Maan's heart cried in pain, yes I am yours only yours but his lips
were sealed. When she heard no response from Maan she almost begged him falling
on his feet) Please Maan I beg you, please say that you are mine, that this
never happened, please Maan, I will die.
Maan
felt as if someone ripped his heart out and crushed it under his feet, such was
his agony on seeing his Jaan beg him that his soul shrieked in pain. He felt as
if someone was piecing, torturing and ripping his heart repeatedly but he
himself was that someone killing his heart, his love, his life. He wanted to
lift up his Geet and beg her forgiveness that yes she was right but Mr. Handa
flashed the mobile in his hands as he saw Maan weakening and somehow Maan
literally killed himself as he poured venom from his mouth burning their divine
love.
Maan:
Chalo acha hi hua that you came to know my truth. Finally I will not need to
fake it anymore. I never loved you, in fact I was just using
you but now I am really fed up of you, you are a bloody burden on me. (but she
was still pleading him and he had to continue) I wanted sex but you were never
willing so I hired her to fulfill my desires (he lied as his heart cried in
uncontrollable agony as he abused their pure and divine love, as he accepted to
commit the sin that he could never even dream of, as he himself burned their
love, their worship to ashes… how he wished he would have died before he ruined
her soul… but alas God had no mercy)
Geet (still begging holding his legs): Maan,
I will do as you say, anything. I am ready to sleep with you but please say
that you love me Maan, please come back to me. I beg of you please… I will die
without you.
Maan felt like killing himself for giving
such uncontrollable agony to his Jaan, his love, his Geet. He wanted to rip
himself out, bleed to death but nothing… he could do just nothing. His soul
screamed and begged for mercy… the pain was so much that even God cried that
night witnessing his helplessness as thunder broke out and it started to pour
endlessly. But what was the helpless soul to do, he toh had to live with the
stigma of the dreadful sin of ruining his Jaan, his entire life. He had to
survive yet die each second under the guilt of destroying his love, of crushing
her soul under his feet.
Maan: Just leave Geet, I don't love you
anymore, it is all over (he lied as his heart howled in pain)
Finally Mr. Handa came and lifted Geet as he
was sure that now she will forget Maan.
Mr. Handa: Chal beta, is jallad se apne pyaar
ki bheek kya mangegi, yeh toh bewafai ke andhero mei bhatak raha hai. Leave him
my child, come with me beta. He is a bloody bas****.
(Come my child, how will you beg his meriless
person for your love, he is roaming in the darkness of treachery. Leave him my
child, come with me beta. He is a bloody bas****.)
And he almost dragged a lifeless Geet away
from there. She was completely destroyed beyond repair today. Her soul had been
butchered so mercilessly by the one she loved the most. Her Maan had ripped out
her heart and torn it apart but what was he to do. He was dying each second
cursing his very existence to have tortured and scared her soul to this extent.
This was the irony of their love, this was
how destiny planned to destroy them but how could it kill their divine love?
Precap: Their dreadful past continues
(Guys their dreadful past will completely unfold in the next part)
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