Indira is the kind of girl who is always serious and loves honesty.If you are falling down,she will be right there to pick you up.She is the one that always take things to heart even if its not her fault.Even if she is feeling like the worst on the earth,she will never let anyone know.This is the girl,who is afraid to love because she has already lost too much.
Its too bad people don't fall in love at the same pace, at the same time, for same reasons, and it's too bad that those emotions don't move at the same pace. Though each bit moved at its own pace nondependent on anyone. It wasn't like skydiving, where you were connected as you fell, where you were forced to fall at the same rate and use the same parachute. Falling in love is a solo act. Indira knew that, she just learned it the hard way. You just jump and hope that your parachute will open. Sometimes, you look up and realize that you were falling by yourself, the object of your desire still on the plane, not interested in jumping and watching you descend into that scary place alone.
All of us want to believe that love is this magical thing that solves our problems and makes things perfect. We look for the love that we see in movies and fall for its lies.Truth is, love will never be like that. Love is something you have to work at and fight for. It's not always lovely and it's definitely not magic, because not even love can keep two people together if they don't try.
The episode today proved just that.While i crib and curse indira s situations as appalling to her,im shocked by her lifepartner s inconsiderate behaviour.What I witnessed during the first half almost broke the indira in me! if indira s danger is her memories,here,indira s shani is her belief!her path hasnt ever been rosy and thats the realm of life for an independent middle class working girl ..Its never the case of indira being on dependance on her love ,its more towards her trust...In indira s scenario,the sun of lies rises almost everyday therefore an addition hurts her ,that too amongst her own choice. I remembered vividly indira vowing to her mum in an early episode ,something like the birthplace or her birthparents were definitely wasnt in her hands,but she will make sure her lifepartner will be of her choice,that too,the right one!
She proved her words right.found her love ,but was life always about love?point to ponder. The episode was a reflection of life in raw means ..Indira,the sensible knew it meant much more than that.The job search urge and the confidence amidst the pressure to get one and the urgency to work once confirmed ,a judgement on her practical needs duly portrayed.What broke her was the deceit in her trust,therefore the confrontation ...a much needed one...utmost anger but dealt in much calmer mode would be my definition for the perfectly acted out scene by indira! there was a strong sense of wanting a change before its too late ,her trust for love again making the mark here.yet,she remained the hitler she is with her ever awe inspiring dialogue of being independent and never living upon expectation of help from others!-best line of the day- in all this,indira outshone with her capability of granting love its equal due with practicality! question is,will the love grant her the same too or was it always about the four letter word only? in simple way,its much comfy to compensate loved ones with a hug in the car than on an bicycle,na!its not always about love ,is it?its much more than that...
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