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she was gone . and the worst part was that he knew it . he knew the damned truth !! what did he do to deserve such thing ? why , why was he the one who had to suffer ? why was he the one who didn't get a chance? He could have done anything , ANYTHING for her !! then WHY? WHY ?
a tear rolled down his cheek . but he thought that it was just raining . his footsteps splashing water on the boots . raven hairs drenched in rain . lips trembling . he thought it was coz it was cold . but the truth was it he who was crying . Gray didn't even notice its gotten so dark . black eyes which were once filled with joy n cheerfulness were now full with dullness and emptiness . pale skin looking unhealthily white . he was crying and he didn't know this . he was in the middle of the forest and he didn't knew . he was now on his knees and he didn't know this .all he knew was the goddamned truth that he was ALONE . the harsh reality that SHE left him alone . he swore that he could die without even trying . his friends tried to pull him out of the darkness but he felt so numb that he didn't hear their voices . all he could feel was the pain and that bleeding in his heart which was given by the girl he loved .
Gray knew that Erza would never become his . and that pained him the most . why did she first come in his life . why did she sealed his darkness and then left him alone again at the same path ? why did she need to teach him how to smile and then gave him tears ? why did she crossed the path with him and then left him alone ? alone to walk in the crowd , like a zombie in the midst of the night . why did she need to teach him how to love and then filled his heart with hatred forever ?
Gray wanted to scream . it was better perishing without drinking water . or committing suicide by slashing knives on his body . he was accepting to endure any pain except this pain in his heart he was going through currently . he closed his eyes , but Erza's innocent smiling face came in front of him . the times when they both spent together . walking hands in hands . but then the place where he was standing was replaced with another guy . oh how happy she looked with Jellal . but he wished that the said guy had never made his entry in their lives . everything was ruined , including their relation . she left him ' she broke her promise to always stay by his side . the loveliest couple , Gray and Erza was no more existing . it was now Jellal and Erza. Gray clenched his fists into tight ball . the mere thought that she was no more his , made his heart sink down . Gray wondered what would happen when he would go at the venue written down in ' Erza's wedding card .
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