Tired of my friend getting attention.

Hey  i'm new on this site ! but  I have a problem, I kept it bottled up inside since a while.

My one friend let's call her kim. well ever since I have been friends with kim I noticed she always dressed nice, her hair is pretty.  soon we were good friends.. no she is not my Best friend . but I know her since 2 yrs now . anyways long  story short , Guys at my school are crazy for her , but the thing is she is very rude. two guys I know  fell in love with her, yet she still has a boyfriend back at her country where she was born  she is loyal to him.

she always tells me" Oh I'm so tired of desi guys they all like me" " I'm so hot  right ha ha" " if i had light skin I would be ,most perfect girl in the world because I have perfect everything." ( she didn't say all of this at the same time but  you get what I'm tryin to say". she is pretty & that is a good thing  she is confident but  not to over do it( she looks like Sonal chuahan from the first Jannat movie) she is studying to become a doctor .

 so being around "ms. Perfect gets me feeling very low

 I know people tell me ignore her don't be around her , & stop comparing your self to her.

 I don't know how to explain. she insulted a very nice guy . yet he was  not very smart blinded by her fake beauty..  which will not last long anyways  for no one will be how they will look when we all get old age.  but he was still in love with her .

 I remember I had same lunch with them in school & they completley ignored my Existence do you know how bad I felt?  I sat there quietly eating my lunch. & one day I got upset about this ( why should I sit with them when I could sit with people who actually wants to talk with me) at least just ask me "how are you"?

 they sometimes forget i'm there. so when they both saw me upset they asked me what's wrong & I just said nothing I 'm just having a bad day. the thing is I'm not a girl who cries & gets upset fo no reason .. but it happened for the whole 4 years of school. how long should i tolerate it.

 I know I sound immature but more I tried to get away from it  i get pulled back in.

 let me describe my self .. people say "kim" & I look like sisters but obviously she is the Prettier one as some one unknowingly compared me to her.  some times people think I look like Katrina kaif others think i look like anushka Sharma. 

i'm pretty too  but I chose not to dress with tight clothes my parents won't like that but I feel if a guy should like me he would like me for my beauty  of my face, my real beauty  with out make up . I don't wear make up because I support natural beauty. I  mostly put my hair in pony tail but I think I look good with it. I dress modest  because it's part of my religion. so I respect that. I talk nice & decent & I know I will make a good wife/ girlfriend & i'm very loyal . but not even one desi guy looks at me .. yes I do think they are Immature but it suprised me not even one admiring glance . I'm very nice too. & take education seriously , i'm shy & I  have respect  for everyone. I never flirt with boys.  but i'm always there for anyone who needs a shoulder to cry on  .  I'm the  "goody girl"  you can say & proud on that

 kim some times critize me  she said I have a big behind , & my hair is oily but it's not it's just silky . 

 that same guy  who fell in love with kim talked to me one day at school I was waiting in the school lunch room all by myself & he saw me .. he is just one of those hi how was your day kind of friend not.. anyone close to me.  he was trying to flirt  with me as he thought kim will get jealous but I didn't want to be part of this because I'm already in love with some one who I'm with for very long time.  & I just ignore his flirtatious words & continued reading my book. then he changed the topic & was talking about the book I was reading .& for a while I was talking with him no harm .. until it was time to go to class then he siad " have you seen Kim around"? WHAT? that was the word that was coming from my mind .. but i just said no & walked away.

another time another guy did a similiar thing . I'm so tired of this immaturity. that  other guy said to his friend " there is no good looking desi girls besides kim" I felt like turning around & slapping that guy. maybe there is no good desi guys around in my school ( though I know  mostly there is decent guys too ,just not in my school) 

I feel like taking a mega phone  to shout to all those stupid guys " that there are decent pretty girls who carry thmeselves well & won't start useless drama & be there for them if only they weren't blind & immature.

  I can say only one thing I'm happy as I found my true love though he is far away now  i still contact him  through email.( i have met him & we both fall in love!!! )

 but I 'm happy I won't be seeing her anymore & her drama & her love triangle/ love square. I'm happy with on thought that  she is goodlooking now but when it all fades all she would have is attitude then who will want  her.. while I would still have personality & people would like to be with me & enjoy my company.

 

 so sorry everyone if I sound silly & please Excuse the spelling mistakes I was typing fast.

 so tell me  what should I do now any advice & have you all ever been in a similair situation?

Edited by bubble_14 - 31 May 2012 at 9:58am

Heey, I have not been in a similar but I have been in the exact same situation as you.. I know how it feels, reading this made me think am reading my own thoughts openly.. 

I would say, you should've ignored her on the first day you saw her.

just ignore her. u'r best and enjoy ur life. u'r simple and straightforward and thats the best in u.:) take care;)

Edited by Jugnu_244 - 09 June 2012 at 4:27am

Just ignore her and njoy your life :)

Ignore this is only fun.

i too have been in similar situation when i was ignored among many ...that was worst phase of my life but nw i am happy...we cannot do anything in such situations...just getting out frm there and not attending such meetings is better...shld ignore such kind of people who see nothing behind outer beauty...

Okay, see. The first very day you made her your friend, you liked kim. And i suppose unless shes done something knowingly against you, you shouldn't ignore her. Just because she has attitude shouldn't make you chuck her down the drain. She dint seem too unpleasant when you became friends right? Or you wouldn't have become friends at all! So it shouldn't be a problem now. 

Now the guys. Tell them straight on their faces, If they want to be your friend they can go ahead and do that. But if they want to befriend a friend of kim's they need to look around more, because you arent going to help them play their little silly game. 

Second tell me, how can you be so sure that first guy was talking to you only for kim? He himself asked you where kim was right? So obviously kim wasn't around, hence no one to become jealous. Then obviously he was talking to you out of any reason but kim, he probably found you attractive, but he probably thought you were not interested in talking to him, so he left. Possible right?

And last, why would you compare yourself with kim? Shes your friend. Keep it to that. Every ones perfect in their own way. And comparing yourself isnt going to help in anyway! You have all the ingredients, you just need to know how to use it. The first basic thing you need is confidence, no matter how you are, if you are confident and you carry yourself with dignity, people will notice. And they'll want you around more often than what you can obviously hope. 

So just chill. Don't get rude to kim. Be nice. And add some confidence. 

That should do the trick. 

{Did i make sense? }