Dil Ibadat Kar Raha Hai
Dhadkane Meri Sun,
Tujhko Main Kar Loon Hasil Lagi Hai Yahi Dhun.
Zindgi Ki Shakh Se Loon Kuchh Hasin Pal Le Chun
Tujhko Main Kar Loo Hasil Lagi Hai Yahi Dhun
The flight is taking too much time. He can't bear till the time the flight land
and he get to see the love of his life, his best friend, his only female
friend, his girl friend, his Suhana. He was eleven, when he came to live with
Mr.Kamal Kishore Bajpai. His fathers best friend who happily welcomed him in his
family with open arms. He lost his mother when he was four and that cause a big
flinch in his life. His father Mr. Alok Kashyap was lost. He didn't care of
his well-established Import & Export business and that went into huge loss
but he managed to get out from the loss seeing his son, his only hope. He
worked day and night, soon getting back to the position he was once on but totally
neglecting his health and didn't realize it till the time; he suffered the
major Heart-Attack that caused him his life. May be he realized about his death
as he wrote a will and asked his friend, Mr.Kamal Kishore Bajpai and Mrs. Shailaja
Bajpai to take care of his son. Mr. Alok Kashyap died and Ishaan collected
all his things to move to his new destination.
He used to stay away from people, not talking, not making friends even before
his father death but she was different. Suhana Bajpai, the elder daughter of
Mr & Mrs. Bajpai who was just a year younger to him. Totally opposite,
she was fun-loving, full of life, bright, bubbly girl who was adored by
everyone and loved by all. | Friends??| She asked putting forward her hand. He
looked at her for sometime before shaking hand |Friends| he replied and she
smiled brightly. She was the one with whom he felt comfortable in his new house
and later also developed a protective, brotherly bond with her younger sister,
Sanjana Bajpai who was 4 years younger to him. Being a bright child, Suhana
was in the same class as Ishaan and seeing the friendly bond, Mr.Bajpai
admitted Ishaan in the same school as Suhana and Sanjana. He still remember how
she make him walk into there class while she was holding his hand and she
dragged him to her bench and made him sit with herself. |We are best
friends...so only you can share my bench with me| she explained. |Are you my
girl-friend??| He asked innocently. She looked at him as a smile took place on
her innocent 10 year old face |Since I am a girl and we are friends, so I guess
I am...| and The faces of shocked boys and girls of the girls still is a fresh
memory in his mind as he remembered her and a smile take place on his lips. He
later got to know that she never let anyone sit beside her ever. The one boy
who dared got beat by her badly and none of her classmate ever dared trying
that again. She saved him every time anyone from the seniors tries to bully him
seeing his geek look. She wont miss a day he was at school to go just with the
thought that he would be alone. That's what there friendship was so strong, so
beautiful, so electrifying.
Jo Bhi Jitne Pal Jeeyu
Unhe Tere Sang Jeeyu
Jo Bhi Kal Ho Ab Tera Use Tere Sang Jeeyu
Jo Bhi Saanse Main Bharoo Unhe Tere Sang Bharoo
Chahe Jo Hona Rasta Use Tere Sang Chalu
?
He rubbed his heart with his palm as he remembered how he shared his first kiss
with her when he was 18. He was a teenager and so was she. Both knew each other
from a long time and felt that magnetic bond. It was her 17th birthday and like
last 6 years, he saved his pocket money and buys her a dress, she was drooling
over a week back. She was so happy that she hugged him tightly. The intensity
of the moment was felt by both. He had seen her growing up into a beautiful intelligent
woman and was attracted to her but he felt so overwhelmed when she broke the
hug and slowly said | Jaan | it was only she who would call him that and that
too in private |I want another gift from you| her blushed red cheeks make him
move up his hand and rubbed her cheek lightly |What??| he said willing to give
her anything she would demand and slowly, looking into his eyes, her hands
moved into his hairs as she brought him closer and lightly give him a soft kiss
on his lips. He was ecstatic and thrilled with her moment |I love you Ishaan..| She
said trying to control her breath as her eyes were full of nothing but love for
him. Not bearing to control himself, he pulled her from her waist with a jerk
and kissed her mindlessly. He was fierce a moment but soft another second. She
felt nothing but loved by his kiss as her hands pull his hairs and make him
moan. The sound was sexy, she thought as she kissed him back with equal
passion. It was now her turn to moan when he licked her lower lip with his tongue,
demanding her to open her mouth and she felt hot lava running down his throat
as he deepened the kiss. Nothing till now in there life was as magnificent and
as pure happened than this moment. She broke the kiss first unable to breathe
as he holds her burning face in his hands. There foreheads stuck with each
other. They still can feel each other breath. When he opened his eyes to find
her closed ones, he replied |I love you too Suhana...| her eyes open with a jerk
and she look at him intensely. And all she could see was a pure, clear and
non-materialistic love in his eyes and she hugged him tightly. They were
teenagers then but they did understand that meaning of there words...They were
mature to understand what it actually means and till now as he turned 27, all
famous and successful as he re-opened his fathers company and made it get into
the top three Import & Export Companies, all he wanted was to ask his uncle
for what that belong to him. Just Him. His Suhana..
As flight land, he quickly make his way to the out-house which he acquired on
rent from Mr.Bajpai as he wanted to stand on his own from the time he was 19
and started his father s closed down business. Mr.Bajpai already had his own
textile Mill to run, and as per his fathers will, if not Mr.Bajpai then no
one is going to carry on the business. Till now, Ishaan was more than content
that all his expenses, his education was paid by the life insurance money and
prize bonds.
Putting his luggage away, he quickly took a shower and wearing a white shirt
with maroon strips on the chest with denim jeans, rushed to the home. Everyone
was in a hurry, when he reached the door. There were many people around, people
to some he knew as they were Mr.Bajpai s relative and some, he don't know
were gathered, having drinks. Soon after looking through the crowd, he found
his uncle, standing with a group of old men
|Ishaan..|He was delighted to see him as Ishaan touched his feet and took his
blessings and he introduced him to his friends |This boy make me so proud...I
still cant believe he grew up so fast and now is one of the eligible bachelors
of the town| Kamal Kishore said patting his back as Ishaan smiled |It just seemed
like yesterday that you came into this house and full-filled the place of my
that son, which I never got before| Ishaan looked at his uncle s happy face...He
was like his own father for him...He hugged him and back away as he heard a
sound at the back |Uncle, if Ishaan is your son, then who am I??| a teasing
voice make Ishaan turn as Kamal Kishore chuckled at the young boy standing infront
of him |You are going to be my son, Samar| and then he introduced them |Samar,
meet Ishaan...my best friend s son but he is never less than one for me| Ishaan
smiled and shook hands with the handsome boy. He can't say Samar
was not attractive. Any girl will drool over him |and Ishaan, Meet samar...He is
going to be Suhana s fiance| Ishaan hand loose its grip on Samar s and he looked
at his uncle shocked | I think.? Ishaan didnt like the news| Samar
said in the same teasing tone...Kamal Kishore smiled and looked at Ishaan |He and
Suhana are best friends...So definitely it's a little shocking news for him|
Mujhko De Tu Mit Jaane
Ab Khudse Dil Mil Jaane
Kyu Hai Yeh Itna Fasla...
Lamhe Yeh Phir Naa Aane
Inko Tu Naa Le Jaane
Tu Mujh Pe Khudko De Loota...
Tujhe Tujhse Tod Loo Kahi Khudse Jod Loo
Mere Jism O Jaan Main Aa Teri Khusboo Odh Loo
|Suhana...| he slowly rubbed her back and made her move back, to sit on the bed
as he hold her in his arms and said |Everything will be alright Suhana...we will
talk to Uncle and Aunty...i know they will understand us| he said trying to
build up her moral. He doesn't want her to leave all hopes of them being
together. He can't bear even thinking that she will belong to someone else when
they are just made for each other. |They have to...they need to understand us
Ishaan...| she said between her sobs |They will...| he said pulling away the
hairs which were coming back on her tear stained face. Some actually got wet
from her tears as he felt the wetness as he tucked them behind her ear and
wiping her cheek with his thumb he made her look up at himself. They kept
staring for sometime before Suhana said |If they didn't agree Ishaan, i promised you.
I will do something to myself| Ishaan eyes grew wide and knowing how aggressive
and hot-headed Suhana is, she is capable to doing anything she want to and that
scared him |Don't you dare say or do anything...| he hugged her tightly as the
fear seeped through his body. |How dare you think like this Suhana when from
life, all I ever wanted and pray is for you... | Suhana was now hugging him
tightly, her head stayed on his chest as she heard his un-even heartbeat...She
scared him, she knew that but she cant help it. Just like him, she too just
wanted to belong to him. |I know...| she said as she placed a kiss on his
chest. He sighs. |Promise me, you will never ever think of even something such
stupid|...|I promise...| and he felt at peace. They stay like this for sometime
before he drew apart and cleaned her face with his hand softly... |I didn't
knew that behind this Wild Suhana, who is ready to attack anyone even for
keeping the possession of a bench all to herself and ready to teach seniors a
lesson without caring about the outcome...is such a baby inside| Ishaan said
trying to see the smile, he imagined and missed this whole day and she did a
little.. |That Suhana is not afraid of anything, knowing that his best friend is
with her always to fight with any situation, but this Suhana, is just so afraid
of loosing him and his love| she said as the love clearly expressed from her
eyes. He almost felt himself at lost of words.. He caressed her face with a
feather like touch and kissed her softly on her lips |You will always find me
beside you Suhana, Forever| and as she believed his words, she smiled.
Jo Bhi Saanse Main Bharoo Unhe Tere Sang Bharoo
Chahe Jo Hona Rasta Use Tere Sang Chalu
?
Dil Ibadat Kar Raha Hai
Dhadkane Meri Sun
Tujhko Main Kar Loo Hasil Lagi Hai Yahi Dhun
|This is impossible now Suhana...I have given my word to Samar
s father..And I am not going to back out now| Kamal Kishore said angrily as Ishaan
and Suhana confessed there love infront of him |But Dad, its my life. I know I
have given you and mom all the rights of my marriage but don't you think I
should have been asked before finalizing it. I at least could have been given a
chance to give my opinion'| Kamal Kishore knew he did the mistake there. He should
have atleast warned Suhana before about his intentions and this proposal.
Atleast then, she must have told him about her and Ishaan. He loved Ishaan and he
also knew that Ishaan is a great person, human being and any girl who would
marry him will be lucky. Its not like he never thought of getting Suhana and Ishaan
married. Even Shailaja many times asked and discussed about it. But at the time Ishaan
was busy with his business. He wanted to prove himself and always rejected the
thought of marriage. But as this Rishta came in, Kamal Kishore wasn't able to say
NO. He couldn't wait forever to get her daughter married and knowing Samar and his family before, he was just as convinced
that Suhana would be happy there. But this all proving wrong now as it's all
going in a backward direction. |Suhana, I don't want anymore arguments...You are
engaged to Samar and that's final| Ishaan felt
heart-broken. He never thought one day he would go against his Uncle decision...the
father figure in his life |But Dad...| before Suhana could say anything, Kamal Kishore
left the place.
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|Uncle, I am sorry for all the distress that occurred because of me..| Ishaan
said as he entered Kamal Kishore office to find him deep in thoughts. He was
worried, Ishaan knew but slowly as days passing by, his frown had become a major
part of his face. And last thing Ishaan wanted was making his uncle getting
tensed because of him. |Ishaan...| Kamal Kishore started but Ishaan cut him in
between.. |No uncle, let me finish...| He took a deep breath as fidgeting with
his fingers he started looking down on the floor |I am thinking to move to
Calcutta... My board of directors suggests we need to expand now more and I personally
want to take care of this project. I will move and get away from Suhana
life...she would forget me in some time|. With whom he was joking as if he doesn't
know her. Her warning still ring in his head but he knew, she will keep her
promise |I am sorry that because of me, your daughter is getting away from
you...You who provided me a family who loved me and support me at every step,
has to face the ignorance and left out by your own daughter. and I swear Uncle,
I never wanted this'.. I never wanted to keep Suhana away from you or the worse
hate you...but its happening and I think if I go away? from her, she will be
back to you...I came here to tell you this that I am leaving tomorrow...I just
need your blessings| He looked up to find a teary Kamal Kishore who get up and came
to engulf in a hug |I am sorry Ishaan| He said as a tear escaped from Ishaan
eyes...
He is going to miss his family, a warmth of a father hug...the love of a
mother...the teasing of a sister and the most important, the love and support of
his best friend and life. He didn't talk to her and didn't dare informed anyone
else about his departure. All the flights were booked for today and he didn't
wanted to wait another day seeing Suhana ignoring her father so he took the
train ticket. Every step away from the home feels like a bullet going through
his body, leaving it marked and bruised. But he had to. His ideal, his father
was getting hurt and somewhere he found himself the reason.
|Damn it...| he cursed under his breath as the announcement of the train to Calcutta getting late
about 2 hours buzzed through the station. Taking a place on the bench, he
looked around. Another train was about to depart and many loved ones were
waving bye to other, wishing them safe journey, telling them that they will
miss each other and soon to visit again. He too has loved ones but he was here,
leaving, for them. All the moments he has spent with Suhana over the years went
through his mind as he sighs. His heart was in pain and so was his mind, not
relaxing a minute and anxious to leave. |Can I sit here??| He heard a young
girl asking him and not even being any considerate about how beautiful that
stranger is, he nodded and went back to his thoughts, closing his eyes. Moments
later he felt a moment beside him and then a head resting on his shoulder,
|WHAT THE HELL????| he shocked suddenly stand up thinking that the stranger
girl make a move towards him but his eyes open widely as he saw Suhana sitting
there grinning. Not believing at first, he blinked and when she was still
sitting there, while the stranger girl passed a confused look to them both...he
rushed to Suhana and pinches her |Owww...!!!| She cried before she hit him on
his hand |Stupid!! Its really me...| She said rubbing her hand...In excitement,
he actually had pinched her hard. He smiled first hearing STUPID from her mouth
but as realization seep in, he frowned |What are you doing here??|...Suhana felt
irritated |I think people come here for two reasons, One to go to some other
place and 2nd, to bid farewell or to receive there loved one s| Ishaan was still
standing there, crossing his hands...his eyes having a look SO FOR WHAT REASON
YOU ARE HERE FOR and she knew it...she can read him like an open book so
without him asking anything directly she said |And since you will not take me
with you and will argue and push me away. Seriously that will hurt me| She said
pouting her lips |and I am not good to bid bye to my loved ones and no one is
coming to whom I have to receive so definitely I am not here for both
reasons...I am here for my THIRD UNIQUE Suhana s REASON| She said as matter of
fact...|And what is that THIRD UNIQUE Suhana REASON...| He asked completely
irritated my her smug look...She slowly moved closer to him and found her
holding his hard hands in her soft ones |To take you back with me...to take you
to the place you belong| She said softly as in her eyes, the only thing he saw
was love but he need to control.. She is someone else fianc now. He reminded
himself as he pulled his hands away from hers and said |Go home Suhana, I am not
coming back| Ishaan said as he moved towards his luggage and get a hold on it. I
NEED TO FIND ANOTHER PLACE TO SIT. He thought as he moved away before he heard
|The hell you are not coming back...| and he stopped in the mid way and turn
around to found a smiling Kamal Kishore, Shailaja and Sanjana now standing beside Suhana.
Ishaan felt overwhelmed as he realized what there presence here meant. He stayed
standing glued to his position when Shailaja came and pat his cheek lightly |Do
you think we could stay happy seeing our children in pain| Ishaan shook, smiled
as he held her hand in his and lightly kiss it |Ishaan, You were always my first
choice for Suhana and I am so happy that you both choose each other as life
partners...| Kamal Kishore said as he come and stand beside his wife |And now, even
we are more proud of her choice, seeing how much you care for us. We know that
its only you who could keep our Suhana happy| There was a profoundness in Kamal Kishore
voice as Ishaan felt loved and hugged him. How he even dare think that he can
stay without his family. He look up to found a teary Suhana who was being hugged
by an excited Sanjana
?
They get into the cars as Kamal Kishore and Shailaja went to Samar house, excusing
about the engagement and Ishaan took the driver seat of Suhana car as she sit
beside on passenger seat and Sanjana at the back.. |So now, i can officially
call you my JEEJU...GOD i am so loving the sound of it..| Sanjana almost
shouted from the back, she was hell thrilled with the news that his Ishaan Bhai
will now be his JEEJU |Yes, you can call him that...| Suhana said with a shy smile,
AND I CAN THINK OF DOZENS OF ROMANTIC NAMES I WILL CALL HIM AS, JAAN, JAANU,
SWEET-HEART, LOVE, DARLING, JAAN-E-JAAN, HUBBY she blushed as the last one
crossed her mind.. Ishaan noticed her blushed face and raise his brows.. Shooing
her head, she looked out from the window as she felt butterflies dancing in her
stomach and avoiding his intense gaze which she could feel just now and were
sending shivers down her body
Bahoon Main De Bas Jaane
Sine Main De Chhup Jaane
Tujh Bin Main Jaaunga Kaha????
Tujhse He Mujhe Ko Paane Yaado K Woh Nazrane
Ek Jinpe Haq Ho Bas Mera
As they reach home, Sanjana was caught up with a phone call and she rushed
inside as one of her friends need some notes. Finding the moment, Ishaan hold Suhana
from her hand and took her to the out-house. Suhana feeling all shy tried to
rush out as Ishaan closed the door just then, his one hand resting on the door
as other took place around her waist...and now Suhana was standing facing
towards door. Her body shivering with anticipation as she felt his breath
slowly caressing her neck and then the breath was replace by his lips as he
kissed her softly. Moving her hairs to one side, he kissed against her shoulder
as her back hit his chest, her breathing getting heavy and she arched her neck
to give his better access. Getting the hint, he rubbed her lips against her
soft velvet skin as it move up and after giving a slight kiss to her ear, he
bit her earlobe, making her whimper |Ishaan..| He turned her towards himself as
he kiss near her lips and then moving down kissed her throat and collar bone,
taking his time, making her moan. He loved that sound. Not bearing it anymore,
she put her hand which were rubbing his back now upto his hairs and pulled him
for a hungry kiss |You are death to me...| He said as he kissed her back,
exploring her lips...once done, he again pulled her to himself from her hips
and kissed her till the time she could remember nothing but him |I love you Suhana...I
so deeply, madly love you..|He said as he kissed her nose making her smile...
|I love you too...too much to say| as the words escaped her swollen lips, he
rubbed his thumb gently against them and sighs as she sucked his thumb a minute
later |Its so hard to leave you...| He said, backing away a little not trusting
himself with her. This girl can drive him nuts with passion and he himself was
shocked and thrilled with the force |Then why you even tried...| She asked
softly. He could see the tears building up in her eyes. God last thing he ever
want to do is make her cry |I willnt, I promise I willnt do that ever again...I
owe you| he said as he hugged her
Teri Yaado Main Rahoo
Tere Khwabo Main Jagoo
Mujhe Doondhe Jab Koi
Teri Aankho Main Milu
Jo Bhi Saanse Main Bharoo
Unhe Tere Sang Bharoo
Chahe Joho Rasta Use Tere Sang Chalu
Moments later, as the were snuggled on the couch, Suhana asked |Ishaan..|...She
was drawing little circles on his shirt with her finger |Yes, My LOVE...| he
asked moving his fingers through he?r silk smooth hair |Can I ask you
something??| |Anything...| he replied. She straightened up making him open his
eyes and look at her |What were you thinking as you decided to leave all by
yourself? Didn't you think about me once?...| she asked as the feeling again
get to her that she might have lost him today. she might have just lost her
love today...Ishaan cupped her face and said |Suhana, your smile is my world. It
makes my day perfect. You don't know how priceless it is for me.. Seeing you
ignoring uncle, killed me. I know you were in pain too as much as he was...but I
thought that all because of me that you are going through this|...|I wasnt.. I
was angry with Dad but that wasn't because of you...You complete my life, you
fulfill the reason of my existence, how could I could be I pain because of
you|...Ishaan smiled and pulled her back to his chest. |so are you, you know on
the station, as I closed my eyes, the only person I could see was you before
you made me snapped out from it...you scared me you know| Ishaan said chuckling
as he remembered what he actually thought and as guessing she said in a stern
tone |You thought it was the girl beside you making the MOVE, doesn't you??|
and as he nod in agreement, she hit him lightly and tried to get away from him
saying |I should have known that every man is same...thinking about other
girls|...Ishaan laughed as he grabbed her wrists in his hands and said. |I
wasn't thinking about any girl, I was just thinking about MY GIRL...I am a one
woman man you know..| he said as matter of fact and she looked deep in his
black smoldering eyes just to find herself and desire for herself as she leaned
forward and kissed his cheek. There prayers were answered with this happiness
of being together after being in pain for weeks and that truly make there love,
more immense, more passionate and stronger.
Dil Ibadat Kar Raha Hai
Dhadkane Meri Sun
Tujhko Main Kar Loo Hasil Lagi Hai Yahi Dhun
THE END