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Posted: 15 April 2012 at 5:59am | IP Logged
interesting...dont drift them apart .meke them together ...

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Posted: 15 April 2012 at 8:15am | IP Logged
oops!replyin a bit late!...but wow! Wow! And wow!

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Posted: 16 April 2012 at 2:55am | IP Logged
Sheun, Fabulous Post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ClapClapClap

The pain Khushi as well as Arnav going through torments heart!!!!!!!!!!!!! So much Hurt... You have again penned down the emotions, turmoil so beautifully... Amazing... 
Waiting for your next post of course!!!!!!!!!!! 
and Thank you very much for PM Smile I couldn't check posts on w/e ... but you made my Monday Morning!!!!!! Star

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Posted: 16 April 2012 at 6:31am | IP Logged

 A THING CALLED LOVE

13

 

LOCATION:

Sydney Suburbs

A five story run down motel

Name: DAISY INN

Fourth floor

 

TIME:

It has been 3 hours, 15 minutes, 45 second since Khushi left Arnav

 

 

A neon blue car.

The specs of Fluorescent Street light shining on the newly polished hood.

Silver Rims, that are five thousand dollar a piece, are gracing and mocking the humble Side Street

This specific car is Very uncommon to be seen in this part of the neighborhood.

 

Inside seats a lonely soul.

 

A Dead, Silenced:  human.

Eyes fixed in the window of the fourth floor, to the right corner.

It's the 5th window from the opposite side.

With each tiny movement of the blue, dirty, worn out floral drapes, the lonely soul shakes up.

His view is still

His intentions focused

 

 

Another 64 minutes passes

 

 

A small window

Blue floral, dirty drapes, flutter slightly with the breeze coming from the south.

Inside there is a shadow

Cause of the shadow is a vision in off white

The shadow Shivers and shudders with each tiny sob

Soft moans and bellows are the only living existence in the fourth floor to the right corner.

It's the 5th window from the opposite side.

 

Inside stands a lonely soul.

 

Observing each tiny movement of the bright blue, clean, car, the shadow behind the window responds.

Another lonely, sad, depressed soul shakes up.

Her view is still

Her intentions focused

 

 

 

ARNAV

Stays fixed to the view of the window from his car

 

 

KHUSHI

Stays fixed to the view of the car from her window

 

 

 

 

 

Her body is hid from the plain sight by the wall.

She can peek outside, without being noticed.

 

 

Almost, 2 hour, 30 minute, 55 seconds back she heard a loud screech is new tire outside of her run down motel.

 

 

Then she heard people whisper in the other room and hallway.

Some men saying, praising the glorified object parked in the front parking lot, opposing to her window.

There were a few men discussing the speed, range, velocity, horse power, acceleration, traction and details MPH, tork, she has never heard of.

Hearing the price of it, she got even more annoyed.

But nothing could pause her from her silent cries and shooting pain .

Her eyes are dimmed, lifeless.

Dark circles circulates the pretty, dark, brown, wet eyes.

A deep deep wound has cut her soul.

Her ragged spirit has been tortured enough, pushed so hard , that its in the verge of a meltdown.

 

For the last 6-8 months, mistaken feelings, emotions, sorrow, tears:  has become a thing of her regular livelihood.

 

 

 

 

I HATE HIM

I HATE HIM WITH MY WHOLE HEART

I HATE HIM FOR MAKING MY LIFE A LIVING HELL

I HATE HIM FOR MAKING ME LOOK LIKE A LUSTFUL RUN AWAY WH***

I HATE HIM FOR MAKING MY FAMILY HATE ME

I HATE HIM FOR MAKING ME LOOK LIKE A LOVE CRAZY IDIOT,

RUNING MY SISTER'S WEDDING DAY

I HATE HIM FOR TRASHING MY REPUTATION FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

I HATE HIM FOR MAKING MY PAST A NIGHTMARE

I HATE HIM FOR MAKING MY FUTURE AN UNKNOWN TORTURE

I HATE HIM FOR MAKING ME FALL

FALL SO HARD, THAT I CAN NEVER, NEVER STAND UP

I HATE HIM FOR MAKING ME FALL FOR HIM

I HATE HIM FOR MAKING ME HATE HIM

I HATE HIM FOR MAKING ME LOVE HIM THAN MY OWN LIFE

 

 

OH GOD !!!!

WHY OH WHY!!!!!

WHY CANT I JUST HATE HIM?

WHY ISNT MY HATRED ENOUGH TO WIPE THAT STUPID LOVE AWAY FOR HIM?

 

 

HE IS A lustful womanizer

HE IS a liar

HE IS a betrayer

HE IS an idiot, a stupid, dumb, fool

A DEVILISHLY HANDSOME TORMENT.

 

No matter what I do , say or act, I cant forget him for a single second.

He has become my obsession, my prayers.

 

 

A thief

A lunatic egocentric maniac

A moron

A boastful creation that GOD will also detest

AND I HATE HIM

I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM

 

( 25 more minutes and 1 whole tissue box later)

 

Umm'poor thing

He is still seating in the car:   for such a long time'is he ok?

Is he feeling ok?

Arnav ji!

I never wanted this day to come; I never wanted to hurt you.

You are my whole world.

I love you with all I have

 

 

I would have stayed back, forgiven every tiny thing you did,

I would have forgiven every heart break that you caused.

Only if you asked me to stay : once.

But you didn't.

 

 

As the days started to come to the end,

As the countdown was nearing to completion of 6 months,

I could feel and be sure that you would forget and forgive everything and just say it out loud.

I could see something in your eyes.

But I guess I was wrong.

 

You did not a say word.

You left.

 

I used to open my eyes each morning, hoping to see a single ray of acceptance from you.

I longed for a single gesture of reception.

 

 

I love you.

I have loved you the day I have seen you in the ramp in Lucknow.

I never felt such a pull for a man before, the way I feel for you.

I hated seeing you to be rude and negative.

But at the same time, I used to feel an intolerable, unexplainable attraction towards you

Every arrogant, rude, humiliating act that you performed with me the more I used to get drawn to you.

Every time you made me cry, my craziness, my love, my insanity multiplied exponentially

For some reason you could never push me to the edge where I will snap and start hating you

I loved you with all I had.

 

BUT

 

Why wasn't my LOVE enough for you?

Why did you leave me before completion of the six months?

Was I that much intolerable?

Was I that bad?

 

 

Last night when I held you in my arms, when you were fast asleep,

You will never believe how happy, how elated, how ecstatic I was!

I could have taken my saree out from your grip. But I didn't.

I loved that you cared so much.

I was surprised, confused, but I was happy.

I was over whelmed that you were so happy to see me.

 

Arnav ji!

I lied about last night.

Something did happen.

For me it was life altering.

The best night of my existence.

 

 

I touched you.

Rather you touched me.

 

 

The pull of your hand was awfully strong.

You pulled my pallu, it flew off and it made me trip.

I fell directly on you.

You pinned my body down in your iron grip, slammed me onto your naked chest.

Fixated me on yourself.

And I melted.

I melted in your warmth.

I was in your arms the whole night.

 

You closed your eyes as soon as you whispered "Khushi Stay"

I watched you drift into a soothing slumber.

You slept in these two arms, all night.

I traced along you

I caressed your hair

For the very first time, I touched you, the way I wanted to do, forever.

I felt your presence in me, on me, around me.

My whole being, my purpose of being a girl wrapped around you.

The swell of you arms, the ridges of your chest, the bruises of your forehead all belonged to me, only for last night

 

I touched your beating heart

And it was enough to make me WHOLE, for a lifetime

 

I HAVE never seen someone to be so tempting, something so delicately tender, so devilishly attractive.

I was up the entire night, listening to your sounds, looking at you, devouring your perfection.

Looking at your

 

I did not pull back, nor did I go away.

I could have slipped away. But I stayed.

My body belonged to you.

My existence was in your control.

I was yours, wrapped in your arms.

 

It was the boldest thing I ever did.

I had no control on myself.

Your skin, your warmth, your heart pulled me close with each breathe.

 

 

GOD knows how many times I have fantasized how your lips will be on me

How I will react when you pull me close in your arms.

How I will react when you held me lovingly.

So Arnav Ji! I had to take it.

I had to.

I was selfish.

AND NOW, I can survive the rest of my life with it.

I need no other man, no other soul, no other love.

I will be yours forever.

CAUSE I HAVE BEEN TOUCHED, TOUCHED BY YOU.

Touched by your heart, your soul

and it was pure.

 

 

Arnav Ji!

I came here to tell you how I felt.

There wasn't any other reason.

I just wanted to make sure, you knew.

I signed, because it was a deal and it ended what you started.

 

The fakeness

The mistakes

The  pretenses

The drama.

I just couldn't bear it anymore.

My love is true and unadulterated.

 

So you had to know it, when I am no longer your counterfeit, pretending wife.

I would have told you and then left.

Cause I will love you. Even if you do not accept me.

 

BUT

You left me and you came here.

You were in arms of lavanya ji

Even you made it public that you two are getting married.

So I had to come.

I had to see you one last time, I had to say what's mine.

Even for a second.

I COULDNT BEAR SEEING YOU IN ARM OF ANOTHER WOMEN.

 

I came to Australia to tell you that I LOVE YOU.

I would have told you this morning, when you woke up.

I came and heard of your accident.

Do you know how tensed I was hearing that?

I forced NK bhai to go and see you.

Even I stayed in front of the hospital for hours. But they did not let me in.

One of the media people recognized me and was asking questions.

I made up excuses and said I am not who they think I am.

 

I made NK bhai try to give you the address, so you become curious and come to meet me, without the media interrupting and without lavanya ji.

I had to come Arnav ji!

Even for a second, I had to hold you in my arms without being judged, without being questioned.

I had to taste you, your breath.

For my own survival.

I had to tell you directly looking at you, that I LOVE YOU and I AM TRUE.

 

 



Edited by sheun - 16 April 2012 at 6:36am

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Posted: 16 April 2012 at 6:32am | IP Logged
abusive words used * matured readers only
Kiddos: stay away !!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
A THING CALLED  LOVE  
 
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Yesterday, when I was in your bed, with you, the woman knocked the door.

I jolted up and gathered myself, opened the door in your night robe. My saree was still left in your grip.

She saw me and said sorry for disturbing.

She addressed me and said :

 

Oh ! sorry to bother you.

Aren't you Miss Kashyap!

You look very different than the picture I saw in the paper with Mr Raizada.

You are very pretty.

 

 

She thought that I was Lavanya ji.

Your cell phone rang in the morning twice, all calls named lavanya.

So Arnav JI!

How can I tolerate these anymore?

And say what I came for?

 

 

In the restaurant, I had to break it to you.

Cause I want you to continue hating me.

I want you to be settled with lavanya ji.

Happy and content.

May be you were right saying that, I do not have any status, no money and no family, remotely close as you.

 

 

But

Why are you here?

Why cant you just leave and let me leave ?

I will go away very far.

No one will ever know my whereabouts.

Leave Arnavji!

PLEASE

FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE

Leave the parking lot and go home.

Do not show me that you care.

Cause you do not.

 

I signed the document, the divorce paper, didn't I?

So you are set free.

Isn't that what you wanted?

 

As soon as the 6 month coming to an end, you made the documents, fixed me a blank check and came here running back to your ex fianc.

So what do you want from me now?

You are the one who: wanted Me out of your sister's life.

You wanted me to be out of your life too?

Right?

 

You broke our marriage

You treated me as a prostitute.

Blank check?

Really?

What do you think I am?

You thought you can buy me for 6 month for any amount of money?

 

 

I know you will kill SHYAM , the minute baby is born.  If you do not, I will hunt him down myself and kill him.

Stab him in the gut,

Punch the shit out of his ugly weird face

Kick him in the B****

that low life swine

that M**** F***** A** H****.

Sua*** Ki B******

That rapist.

Chut**** Salah !

Maa Ki *****

 

( 13 minutes and another 23 curse words later)

 

 

Sorry God ! I am using vulgar language.

Sorry , sorry.

 

 

Arnav JI,

my jaan !!

please go home and rest.

 

I wish I could come down and hold you in my arms again.

Wrap you up with myself.

Draw you close.

I am not sure how long I will be able to stand you being tortured like this.

Why couldn't you just let me leave?

 

 

I took a huge effort to say what I said

And I don't want to be weak again, seeing you in front of my eyes.

 

I swear Arnav ji!

If you try to come out of the car or try to come in my room, I will do stuff to you, you will have never imagined possible by me.

I will be the one to fill you with a thousand kissed and a million of hugs

I will 'I will'

Ahh ! damn it'.

What am I thinking?

 

Oh God!

how could I think of him in that way, in this dire situation?

 

Oh ! I am going insane. What have I don't to myself?

Please go back'please.

Before I come down and run into your arms.

Before I babble out my intention

Take you in my arms and keep you for myself, forever.

 

Please go back.

I beg you.

 

Maybe I shouldn't have let him hug me last night.

It messed up my head.

I shouldn't have touched his wound and cleaned him.

Now, I cant think straight, remembering about him, his body, his warmth, his'.oh damn''.

All this time it was love and love only.

My heart used to beat out of its cage when he was near me.

I would have craved for him to touch me for any reason what so ever

Every time he took me forcefully in my arms, every time he helped me from falling, I used to long for his touch.

For his hands on me'..and now due to this stupid embrace, my "Dadkan" is accompanied by something more potent.

Now it's my physical need accompanied with my love.

Arnav JI! I want to do stuff to you, I never thought of doing in my entire life.

A single touch made me lose my head and cave into you.

 

Uff'Khushi Kumari Gupta !

What have you done to yourself?

This hurts

This hurts bad

My whole body is in excruciating pain

Its never been so bad since last night.

 

I ranted the whole day today, the whole night, ate food for an entire village.

Only wanted to drive my attention away from you

Drive my attention away from your perfection

From your lips

From your eyes

From the small dimple that forms when you smile

From the nerve of your skin, when you flex your wrist

From the eye brow twitch when you look up in wonder

From the sweet scent of your cologne

From the sculpted chest

From the rough edges of your unshaved face

From the single strand of your hair falling on your face

 

God ! I cant breathe.

 

Where's the water?

 

STOP!!

STOP IT !!!

KHUSHI !!!

COME TO YOUR SENSES

DON'T LET YOUR NAIVE HEART TAKE OVER YOUR HEAD !!! '

 

Go away'

Please Arnav JI!

Go away.

Don't make me weak.

I cant have you

I cant never have you.

No  matter how much I want, I can never have you.

 

 

Leave'please leave'.me 'alone.

Just drive your damn, stupid, boastful, showoff, beautiful car and go away

Go, run to your stupid lavanya Ji.

 

Damn these tears !

Why cannot I just hate him and stop my cries?

Why cant I just forget him?

 

 

Couple of more hours and I will be far away, very far away

And he can never find me

No one will find me.

India is big enough to hide away forever.

 

After another 40 minutes of self torment and loathing over LOVE

 

Khushi stops her thoughts, looks at the watch, wipes her tears once more, and very slowly move away from the wall so that her shadow do not reflect on the window and picks up the room phone.

 

"Hello

NK, ji! Sorry to wake up you.

It is me Khushi!

I am calling now from landline.

I need to you to come early.

I cannot stay here, He found me.

I will leave from the back door.

Don't ask why.

I cannot come out of the front door.

Please , I cannot give you any details.

I will keep my things packed.

You just come and pick me up.

Ok?

Please remember backdoor entrance. Not the front. Ok?

NK ji! Are you sleeping?

Did you hear me?

Thanks again NK ji!

You do not know how much you helped me.

Bye. See you soon. !"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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gosh K's POV is too painful...i felt myself going teary eyed...hope A finds her and stops her and says those three magical words

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You wrote Khushi's POV very well.. nice update.. 

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