Originally posted by yaherd15
This isn't a I hate Akash post, more like a I'm confused like M post
I know everyone is not a fan of the Akash sequence, but it has had a strange effect on me. I don't know why, but for some strange reason beyond my understanding I want to ramble on how much this scene from today affected me.
----So shocked that I am making this face the entire time, I'm writing this post, I don't know whether I should laugh or cry or get mad...SIGH.
When I saw the scene,first I was like Ugh
, but then I was like OH
! This just serves a purpose of taking us back to M's past self...but I watched today's episode again and I don't know what but maybe it was that happy version of BG music of Monash...I hadn't heard it in SUCH a long time, perhaps months...
For some reason it made me feel unbearably sad for Manyata (even though I am rooting for Manveer), it was just that pure innocent love she has for Akash...the old Moinya who lived her life on her own terms and was happy go lucky before her life turned upside down. I felt sorry for her and felt pain for her because she was going to lose all that when going through this transformation (not just for the party, but the actual process before ashtami)...All that her character has gone through and at this turning point she is right now.
I know I know, I feel like I am betraying people here, but in that moment I couldn't help but REALLY FEEL for her when she is talking to Akash with such innocent hope and love in her eyes. Itmade me so unbearably depressed that there was going to be heartbreak for her, who knows how it will happen, when it will happen but she is destined for that heartbreak. Just as she is destined to be Yuvrani/Maharani, and is destined for Manveer NOT Monash. I think that moment when her innocence is gone, it will truly be heartbreaking to watch, that moment was so SYMBOLIC and foreshadowed SO MUCH. Down to the moment where she asks Akash if he is with her and he slightly frowns but then smiles...DON'T get me wrong, I'm not going Monash on you guys , but I think in that moment while she was talking to Akaash I felt for Manyata what the CVs have been wanting to convey--Manyata's emotional upheaval. I REALLY WANTED TO BE PATHAR DIL, and NOT CARE.
I know I mentioned in it in my analysis in a different POV, but for some reason I can't quite get over how much it looms over us...this BIG monumental change. I know we are all excited for it...but it makes me sad to see her love this way and know she will be heartbroken. Yes, I know UV will be there for her, but after the Monash bashing I have done, I still felt bad for innocent love, because at the beginning I didn't hate Akash. He was a pretty cool guy who was open minded enough to love someone that everyone thought was beneath him. He appreciated M for who she is and didn't want to change her. He loved her guys, even if we hate the couple, it was love...very fast love, but it was that first love type where one naively jumps into it without knowing anything about relationships. BUT the thing is...so does our Prince...I think that's why so many fans don't know who the main couple is because of this fact that both leads fell for M in an equal, true way. Except there can only be one for M, the one that was already written for her in her destiny.
Although NOT all first loves are meant to be...sometimes first loves have to be let go of to make room for the last love, the only love...
AND so finally...the thought that always keeps crossing my mind when I write about anything in this forum...
... some loves are truly greater than others.
UFFF...if only Thursday would come faster!!!! I don't think I have ever been so impatient to see the next episode as I have been today!!!
Good effort Yaherd... But I am not able to connect myself with M. There are many inconsistencies in her character... If she has seen the world, know common people's problem... then she wouldnt be so innocent and naive. Infact she would have been street smart!!! Offcourse she is a kind, good hearted girl. And Monash love is not at all clicking anywhere. I am not convinced by this... There first meeting happened in a bus... second meeting was in a mall where they hardly had any ME time between all those chaos. And just after that... he comes with the slippers worth 5-10K to gift her which was not at all needed or suited for the occasion. Also for a person you have hardly met even if you consider it as LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT nobody goes to put the slippers in public personally. I feel that the whole scene looked UNREALISTIC. And the scene didnt show from both the sides that it was love at first sight. There was no realisation from A side to justify his action too. I would have preffered A fighting to get back her job which would have made some sense. Another point is M is asking UV why he is doing all this for her, what is he expecting from her in return... But M never asked A for giving such an expensive inappropriate gift.
True there are inconsistencies, but we are inconsistent as human beings, na? We say we are one thing and then the next day we do something to prove our labeling of ourselves as incorrect. I think with M she is street smart up to a POINT, because remember she was HEAVILY sheltered by Murari which is why she was SO innocent in many ways. I mean the man kept her locked up and told her who she could talk to and not to and she would listen. When she came to Mumbai that's when she finally wanted to rebel against him for locking her up and making her move all the time. There was no constant in M's life, so I think that's bound to show up in her own personality
As for Akaash slipper, I don't think that came out of love, I think that was more out of friendship and rmr Akaash is someone who thinks about others before himself so he probably did that for M bc she lost her job and I don't think he would fight a useless fight when a Princess demands M be fired, he would probably lose his own job. So he got her shoes bc it was partly his fault that she got fired, rmr that file he forgot on the bus? As for M and A's gift, well that was when M wanted all those things and now she doesn't want things anymore. Plus A's gift was a thing while UV helping her is a different gift all together...something that MEANS MORE because it doesn't have a price tag on it, na??
As for their love, well it's small, naive love. NOT the BIG LOVE. Love has no timetable, I think love can happen in short time ONLY if the circumstances are different. Plus small loves are meant to be outgrown, and at that time M was in a different mindset and as she becomes a Princess her mindset will change in some ways and she will outgrow that love because there is something deeper for her out there.
As for M's feelings, she is going through the transition and is having identity crisis. But regarding A, I feel that more than puppy love its her stubborness, ego which is not letting her go A's memories. She is sort ofEither my way or no way kind of person. Another point is when nobody is there to support her she behaves maturedly like when VB and J's friends were teasing her. But the moment UV was next to her, she was in all chawl mode with the hair stylists. I would have preffered her showing some maturity similar to VB's case.
I think it's both ego and puppy love mix. Sometimes one comes out more than the other, i.e. M creating a ruckus at the Mahal looking for A would be her ego going crazy...her coming back to become a Princess was out of that innocent love to get him back. As for her maturity, she can't change overnight yaar...she was this way for 16 years, she's not a light switch that can change by switching her from on to off, na...It will take her time, this show is about her development from a chawl girl to a princess. It will take her time to change from a young innocent, childish, immature chawl girl to a mature, well spoken, Princess. These things don't happen overnight, I mean this girl has lost out on multiple opportunities of education, training, etc what have you. She has had barely months to even accept and then to even train to learn. I think the show is about that process and so we should enjoy the ride because things are already so interesting with this track!!