Havent seen parichay in two days. Thanks to work and a sick husband. So I am back on forum to just read about what's happening with SiNal and though all this is expected, I cant help but feel a slight tingle of anticipation. Anticipation of something good that's on our way.
My heart went out to Kunal Chopra. Not because life has literally decided to extort him for the 5 useless though peaceful years he spent with his family. He is paying for every minute he spent that way with turbulence in his life. It started off with Anand's death and now he is on the verge of getting out of a relationship that probably is the only thing that matters to him at this point.
Many would say its just the guilt of sleeping with his brother's love that's causing him the grief but that's not true. He should have felt guiltier than this when he got married to Siddhi in the first place. He did that for his mother, to save her life, to pull her out of the zombie state that she is but has that changed now?! Why is he then feeling guilty all of a sudden?! Why is he ready to let Siddhi go even when his mother for whom he got married is still not well. She is still living in a vegetable state and yet Kunal wants Siddhi to get out of the Chopra house and make a life for her own self. That because he now cares and loves her deeply. This respect, care and love was not present when they got married so the thought of future, her future never stuck to him. For him, it became number one priority to save his mom but now he cares for her future and so he is ready to face his mom's deteriorating health if that means happiness and a life free of obligations for Siddhi. It's a shame that he hasn't realized it yet but very very soon he will.
I am not blind to Siddhi's predicament but I hate the fact that she is not confident about Kunal and his feelings. How come Seema being the third person understands his silent care and love for her but not the woman herself. I am sure no woman would feel anything but sad if her husband says sorry after the consummation but what about shaking him out of his misunderstanding, making him aware of the fact that "you fall in love only once in your lifetime" is a childishly romantic concept that does not work real time. That you end up falling in love over and over again. For some lucky ones, they fall in love with the same person but for the unlucky ones who haven't found their soulmate yet, they do fall in and out of love as life progresses!
I am hoping for a track where she fights for him or against him!
If its going Disclosure way then she can take up Kunal's case in the court to prove him innocent. That would surely make Kunal see her unspoken feelings for him and loyalty too!
If it's the case he has taken up for the divorce, I want Siddhi to fight the case from the girl's point of view to contest the divorce, stating how she fell in love with her husband and moved on from her feelings for her husband's brother. This would be an ultimate parallel drawn between their lives.
If its for him, her pain and longing will be obvious enough to override his guilt. If its against him, he should realize the absence of wanting to win by hook or crook to prove her wrong, just the way he felt last time they faced each other in court. That change will tell him how things have changed over the couple of months! That she is now a woman above everything else and anyone else in his life. That Kunal Chopra not only bows down to her but wont mind losing a case to her ' something he surely hated last time!
I hope this love, this feeling, the pain that it brings along, the longing consumes them this way where no one else, nothing else matters instead of destroying them and their family. My best wishes to SiNal.. J
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