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Hey darling couldn't stop myself from writing this but it was sheer out of madness to even start after 100 but then madness is what makes her life enjoy especially makes us do thing to never be regret off at least to me...INKI madness to bus hum ko hi sabse bhaari padti hai pagalpan khud dikhate hain ladte hain or humko rulate hain Cutting off my bakwaas as there is already lot to read
P.S giving it here in top rather in end don't ask me yeh kitne din mein likha because would be funny to say so the truth
God created these two to unite but what strange tricks
he shall play both were completely unaware. One was confident so the other was
overconfident. They were born at different houses, districts, cities, They were
the two opposite poles, which usually attract so will they? They were different
but yet alike just like two negative signs which together makes a positive. So
will these two creatures create a
So the conspiracy of God had already started by actually taking her to the place her heart would belong too...her fight was just so right to be there either be for friends or unknowingly for him. She was truly the soul of her house her giggles could really put a life even into a stone. Her masti was something couldn't be ignored but how much she try even she was weak at heart. As it is said people strong and confident are believed to be weak more emotionally. No matter what her fight with her mother was just an expression that even she is upset but least she knew to express it. So was she dull n weak to just left all over and move ahead, but then what friends are for surely to brings cheer in our life so did He!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Being her true self it didn't took long enough to get her mind on the real track. Along with friend it proved to be a attempt of her mate too, to divert her mind. Unknown to reality they got themselves engaged into a hasten, there wasn't any lose or gain neither victory or defeat it was just their enthusiasm pushing them off the edge. When it came almost on their lives one wished the safety of other, an unknown feeling, more of anxiety took over to have a look of each other but it left both with a brumous image!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Woh mile kuch is tarah
Na thami saansein
Na hi waqt thama
Reh gya tou bas
Wo ek Dhundla sa Aks
They did named that effigy of each other as wraith and robust virile...well that was it, can't even call it as meeting rather just crossed each others path. She couldn't remember him and he couldn't forget her, keeping the fact aside best friend all he could blabber about was this wraith he met few minutes infact not met but just converge. Well, it wasn't just ending here getting back the track of their life they went on picking on some goods least they knew would create another misty image. Being her real self he just couldn't let his friend and for a safe side he intellectually thought to leave her side and got her stuck with another rather his true mate. Well,it was her so she wasn't much bothered as this word called bothering doesn't exist in her life neither dictionary. She drilled him too with the same dauntless questions. He was astonished at her approach but he understood her mentality then joined her in the league of presumptuously bold. She unknowingly loved all what he selected and he kept admiring it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dhoondne nikle the kuch mila gayi pagli(sexy)
Chahiye tha kuch or mil gaya anjaana
Ek dusre ki manchali baaton pe dono diye hans
Aur phir wohi reh gya ek Dhundla sa aks
it all even if she didn't wanted it and kept herself convincing which was
actually for someone else in that case she failed miserably. She wasn't so weak
to be broken so easily but still this time touched her and made her crazy go
beyond. It was yet another act to make her closer to that mate of hers. Just
far from realization, but still a struggle fro time being. People cared for her
did made her understand but then it was her not easily understanding be it
anything. She made up her mind she asked for help even before wishing once
again it was granted. Least she knew about any consequences!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There was the day especially made for both one was planned well the other one landed automatically. Always been discarded was first time acknowledged so a big day but didn't knew would turn into ugly but then one of the best day ever. As unknowingly she came and put him into a scupper which just forced him further to land in a trouble rather pleasure. Both were lost as the burning sensations ran through their veins, still lost. He composed angry, anticipated, anxious even couldn't deny the fact that he was eager to have a glimpse. Her misinterpreted message just boiled him up further by learning the fact if he still had no effect on her, while the other side she couldn't meet the gaze so tempted that she knew involuntary she would definitely fall for this forbidden apple!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then finally reality sank in n they were brought to the real world to their so-called real self. He was once again into his naught shoes it could be best time to trouble someone or her. He drilled her( just to avenge that change room scene) with questions but she didn't let him down she could never, least he knew she would also answer what he was asking himself from so many years finally he got he was searching for, inwardly he actually liked wish if he could just appreciate her. Just then he was shook out of fantasy looking forward the much awaited death outside knocking door. He completely disappointed her and but then she realized all the while she was bluffed by a hoty, still unaware of each others misty image!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Samajhta khud ko rajkumar wo jahan ka
Pohcha diya usko bhi wahan khel ajab kismat ka
Dekh sake na duje ko the kuch aise bebas
Phir zehnasheen kar diya dhundla sa aks
Her life was settle atleast as she
thought, then there comes the arrival of a new life rather new start. She was
on 7th heaven to be with her friends just like some dream come true. Being her
real self she wasn't very pleased with the atmosphere, as no thrill, means no
enjoyment either...alas! she herself had to make a move and she did, once again
confronting her fate but least they both cared about, Strange ways of life
tricked her to confess even before she could actually fall for it. He just
snapped unknown she would once become the reason to breathe, to live. Taking a
chance he was surely disappointed at her approach rather disgusted over the
whole thought he suggested the best way to get rid off her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She did so naturally as taking the command obediently. Her act did made him meet yet another innocent soul for which he was floored at the very sight. Even more churned up over that pricky to push him and think evil about this innocent soul. All he could do was just curse her more n more n more. Well at the other side it was strange but she really did what he asked for even not approving inwardly but still did beyond thinking. At the other end was happy that he innocent finally found a friend for herself too. As her heartbeats rest in friends!!!!!!!!!!!!
Her life was moving smoothly atleast she thought that but still not able to be normal. It was a normal day when he just once again came over to confront her seeing her mere sight his blood would automatically boil up and all he could spit out is anger.He couldn't control and just blurted out but then got distracted all thanks to her buddy and landed in the castle of her arms...yet again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A touch that just shut all their senses but he deprived himself of all it and shouted once again and just landed on floor. His anger seem no boundaries as he just took a hold of her just then the avenger cam and rescued her seems like a joke but here starts the list of accusations associating her with the avenger, which surely maddened her but still it was not something she would ever be bothered about. For everyone else she was completely and somehow officially associated with him but then it didn't mattered to her. She was even still calm with the avenger even more than calm which just disgusted him further not able to actually understand her moreover she was just a riddle for him!!!!!!!!!!!!
She least cared about anything more overly be it anyone. Once where he hated her somewhere liked that innocent soul. She was yet again proved her capabilities to just turn out everything correct and perfect with that news she was more famous moreover more associated with that avenger. So once again he got a reason for accusing her without delaying he marched towards her to yet again land into a situation so desirable yet not welcomed. She wasn't au naturel but still his gaze did made her feel the same. He was burning in rage but somewhere now it was her who was burning his senses. He couldn't deny the beauty but neither could he appreciate it his senses was shunned by the mere anger. She was perplexed for his demeanor it wasn't new for her but she couldn't find a reason. She was completely disgusted at his audacity but that didn't bothered him it was just her nude self bothered him more than he could even thought. But the acknowledgement was the hardest part. She barged and protested but her meek structure couldn't be any help crossing his all limits he just left over with a statement to never cross her path unaware their path wasn't separate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Their rage wasn't ended here, his act just fumed
her, she had no controls over her urges that was just to live no sign of his on
earth. He rather took it lightly only until it actually hurt him, which just
driven him out of sanity toward his act. He tried punishing her but still there
were some ethics left in him he immediately deprived her of his wrath. She was
shocked to know he still showed some ethic when she crossed a line of humanity
and hurt him. Was it her ethics or something else provoked a care for him in
her. He was more sickened with her demeanor towards him in a form of concern.
She was amazed at her changed view but this was something she wasn't just able
to help herself either more than him now it hurt her more she felt convenient
in covering it behind her guilt but least she knew what was it. They detached
but only to think about the other more n more. The lonely time was eaten up by
that strange moment both disgusted but still thought about it as they couldn't
have enough of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Another day waited another drama for her as it was her innocent soul in a trouble at least she thought to be and another person in the world got a chance to accuse her of something she haven't done least she haven't even thought about it. Her life was now just filled with accusations. At the other side he was bothered than anyone else to have a lost that innocent soul just because of some crap people. Then the understanding bloomed and both understood all is meant what they take it and believe it so ironic only if she say so its wrong...So here, it was again he was excited about it but all he could be just disappointed as no one in this world could just understand him, at least he thought that way. But god had already created a angel for him. It was just his chance to recognize her, rather the most difficult part. His dashing hopes was changed into a bright smile as his all lost hopes were gained yet again. Unknown to each others persona the common likeness just attracted him towards her. They were least bothered about knowing each other but still they build up a connection of trust over each other hopeful to meet again. As he was left with a urge to see her as he never met someone like her before and she surely had PHd in making such friends as her carefree nature she was just happy to have a companion beside her, least they knew their promise to be again will be for eternity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Uski udaasi ko kiya
deewani ne door
Mil gaya usse bhi match buddy jo ke tha majboor
Mile kuch is tarah ke beech mein reh gayi aas
Andhera mein hi gum gaya woh dhundla sa aks
The life was back to normal, yet again she was into accusations of betraying friend which she would die but won't do it. Even he didn't liked it but the only thing he was good at was assuming things of his own and then think it with pressurizing his pea size brain. Then she was priased who knew the importance of her, her capabilities, undoubtedly she was a gem to be treasured but all people could do is to just trash her. Well this wasn't it that fate planned to make them meet again on a other platform. As they both were inebriated, intellectually shunned senses drowned in a world of their own. They met but unaware pouring so much of trust when he can't just even stand her sight. Here wanting her to make his wifey, Her cute antics did made him feel strange around her having his best time, she too enjoyed being with him around. Even in that state he didn't left his possessive side and took her along with him not leaving with some guy whom she knew and took her along whom she didn't knew but still relaxed that she'll be safe with him rather safest as she was officially his wife. He showed his complete dominance over her as if she was in his possession but she didn't mind either only until he completely refuged to share his chum, departing her way from him, almost taking his soul away, even she cried over his rudeness rather than panicking on her situation. They met yet again n complained, he asked for a promise and she obediently accepted just then they were drowned into the pool of emotions of their own just felt few moments ago. Everything just seem perfect around as they couldn't have enough of each other, as much they got they yearned for more, unknown to their surroundings completely lost into each other, sanity was long gone and now it was just a whirlpool of their desires!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The dono hi gum thi kuch esi khushi
Bekhudi mein takragayi usko wifey
Pal do pal ki pehchaan
Kar gayi sab se anjaan
Ankhon mein doobte hi jaana
Thandi hawa mein woh aahon ka bharna
Gale milen kuch yun bebas
Until she realized what they were upto reality broke down over her, she was
ashamed of her own act, she didn't knew what, why how all she knew was this is
wrong most of it, she was wrong she was a mutual companion in the sin atleast
she thought, she tried running away but forgot how to run away from a memory
that will reside whole her life. He was baffled at his approach as the past event
ran through his mind but all he could think was of a purpose but couldn't find
his restless soul seek peace which was long gone he lost her, he lost her
peace. They both were guilty at their own act who was more responsible they
didn't knew but couldn't blame the other partner in crime their heart didn't
allowed it. She was soon punished for her misdeed at least she thought
but unaware it was another act of god to get her close to her
They both were lost in their guilt, they couldn't make out what actually happened who was more responsible, how could they stoop so low they couldn't punish themselves enough. They were just simply ashamed of their act although it meant a lot but still it wasn't easy to accept it. But the only thought that shook their soul was will the other one remember them ever, the thought of what the other one would thought about them pushed them further in teh whirlpool of confusion. That moment which they helplessly tried to wash off their mind but again n again all it could flash was that one moment that still just drive them crazy, just the feel of it still made them burn and breathe uneven, this was something new but everything felt familiar. no matter how much they regret over this one moment but they couldn't just treasure it enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She led her life as she was already frustrated over the chain of acts, but still people around her didn't bothered to irritate her further, her buddy blamed himself for her situation but least it was in anyone's hand. At the other side he was just lost in those thoughts more over worried about her her safety means the most to him, he didn't know where she could be, how he wished if he could know. He was taken to shop for his wifey least they knew that this statement could really be true. Next thing around they were few people who really treasured her and just the news was enough to make them earth and sky even, he made it quick and didn't left any stone unturned in her safety. Even ti meant to take her at his place he did it least he knew he was just a puppet to obey god's will which was just to bring them together again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She was brought here to keep in his space, as her future was already decided. She was tensed over the fact to conquer something so easily but this was already being planned. She was in pain but then was soothed. At the other side she tried reaching him to inform him about this but it wasn't possible. After that wrecked night he promised to never consume and he was tricked into it. To play another scene so that he still remain unaware of her whereabouts. he came and just landed on his pillow without whom he can't sleep. Being not in his senses he extremely felt the pillow magical today inevitably fitting so perfectly into him that it had never before like today. It felt extremely good. Least he knew the feeling driving through him. They fit so easily with convenience the only trouble was her fractured leg which didn't let them get further closer but still how much they could they didn't left the inch of warmth to be missed. Its only after mid night he realized when he was completely trapped by her now that it was not a non-living thing any more infact it was living thing, and that too dangerously the opposite gender. A different current passed through his body just to realize the fact, wasn't he ashamed enough with the act last night that now this was something unbelievable. Her position also not helping instead driving him into other world. Even the atmosphere felt perfect further to ruin his situation. She unknowingly didn't left even a bit to seduce him. If ti would be any other time he would have loved it but at the moment he was just scared to death. He finally managed to seek help from his chum, who just raged him reminding teh past event and he was yet again on the same platform once again, he tried explaining but he was no where near listening but then he tried helping him but she wasn't in a mood to favor him too she just worsen his situation with her every touch. All she would do is just to make him beg inwardly to stop which she unknowingly was doing to him. His chum could only laugh at this sexy plight of his, He felt sudden shudders as she skimmed him realizing it was her toy puchki...so he was not. She was getting restless he tried compose her sooth her, being worried for himself the concern radar was turned towards her. He tired only his chum brought him back and tried knocking some sense into him. When he tried a conversation with all trust she directed her pain to him and he obediently tried his best to sooth her at his best. Perfect for each other in every sense they just proved. It was time for her now when reality sank in and she realized the transformation of his puchki into something sexy. She was terrified with the fact but then later after a hassle she learned about him, room, pillow and he about her, presence, n puchki. Both were delighted as the understanding was built up so naturally. All left them alone once again he made sure she was fine but didn't left a single chance to tease her but at the other side made sure she was fine too and checked himself. He didn't liked her reluctance but then she too moulded in his obedience. Before parting the obvious was left to leave mark not on her but on her heart of their this memorable meeting and that brush would be remember till eternity as a perfect good bye rather good night gift!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Uspe nasha chaya tha
Khumaar usse bhi kum na tha
Esi hui kuch mulaqaat
Sath rahe saari raat
Kuch kaha nahi kuch suna nahi
Bharosa hogya kuch apne hi aap
Honton ki sarsrahat se hogaye vaade se
Bandh gaye hon jaise ek kache dhaage se
They both were once again embarrassed over their
mutual act although it didn't meant anything or everything but still didn't
wanted it to be this way but yeah the whole night wasn't enough this also had
to be happen. Next day was normal both decided not to confront will be the
safest way to rescue themselves from further embarrassing moments. As facing
the truth by himself when reality came ahead he wasn't shocked rather shocked
others with his approach so calm, but said true by chum he would even share his
life what the hell room is but then he was also amazed by his dad the way he
treated her he was the son and never got his care n concern and here he was
showering all on her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here he was back on routine having chit chat with the innocent soul and still discussing her, knowing more about her. The innocent soul demanded what she priced more, he felt safe to come near her in night, well at least he considered that safe which so wasn't being near her. HE didn't left any doubt in making her assume if he was not a thief. She pounced him and startled him, but then lost her own balance thanks to him, he stabled her, and even showed his anger on it, even with this she is moving around, his anger vanished when the fear sank in what if it would be real. He never left a chance to tease her be it with words or be it with his physique!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He tempted her the most although she felt it was wrong but then didn't had teh guts to stop herself from it. She couldn't have enough of it. He couldn't have enough of teasing her the best part he loved was she never denied rather reluctantly but accepted all his gestures as a joke whole heartedly. He teased her, her senses as much as he could he thoroughly enjoyed it. His persona around him was completely different. His appearances and antics not only made breathe uneven in fact breathing around him was the most difficult part. He worked literary on her legs just making her tickle, moan and what not but that was more he was enjoying only until she lost the battle and then he pounced over her, to even call him with that name. The night darkened further and they let their eyelids dipped sleeping peacefully in each others embrace forgetting the whole world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Guzra woh har besharmi ki had se
Aur mila esi pyaari mistimia se
Hui woh bhi bilkul us jaisi
Aur mil gaya usse puchki
The next day he came once again not to meet her but the that thing was left
over he had no shame from her at least not anymore, in fact he quite loved the
way he shied as he knew his affect on her, He shamelessly moved around least
bothered even if he watched her how he wish if it could be true. He would
indirectly hint her himself unaware about the reality that it would on day
become true. His teasing would change into concern in just few minutes but
would never cross his limit in any way, All he would make her blush with
different shades of red, sometimes the deeper shade. His concern for her was
something that comes so naturally. He left her after making sure she wasn't in
hands of some ridiculous person as he couldn't bear that someone mishandling
her. His physical presence was with the innocent soul but the mentally he was
absent minded, the restlessness in him was something even he wasn't able to
explain even to himself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One day passed rather night when they would meet as he couldn't disturb her either next day he waited impatiently more of meeting her if was impatient in implementing his ideas on her. He did tried teasing her more of burning something within her which did but then she didn't expressed only until he started playing his part. Making her vulnerable with his gestures which just drive her crazy and worst part she wasn't even allowed to speak as the words n voice left her side. He had this weird idea to apply paint on her milky body, she least knew his intention only when he verbalized and scared the hell out of her, it wasn't she didn't him but herself was something she was loosing control day by day. her persona changed around him so frequently that even she couldn't believe it. He started just making her dead she couldn't breath having him so close but he enjoyed thoroughly. She kept pleading but he didn't payed any heed to it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Samjhte dono ek dusre ki unkahi baat
Aur guzar jaate unke din or raat
Woh fida uski nadaani pe
Woh fida uski behaayi pe
Only when he was done, she took her chance to torture him make him feel the
same torments she went through, but she got defeated instead he displayed
himself in front of her with authority to do whatever she wish. She did and
tortured him equally, they took their turns and painted whatever place they but
still just couldn't have enough of it. The time just elapsed in their masti and
they didn't even realized only before the night of departure. The reality sank
in and they couldn't even breathe they couldn't think anymore to live
separately how it would be even possible. They didn't showed the restlessness
but then words were not actually needed between them. The thought itself just
shook their souls they both give up to at least cherish the present moments but
it would be difficult to separate heartbeats from its heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The day arrived hard on her it was her when she didn't wanted to come and today she just didn't wanted to leave couldn't find enough reason nor him. She looked around for him but not even a single sign of his she could find, she took his whereabouts and left hers as a memory or souvenir. He lately came to know the fact which just shook him he couldn't believe she just left him behind leaving nothing not even her identity just image not even clear. Just then a small ray of hope peeped in and he jumped in joy he couldn't thank his stars enough but even that got shattered into million of pieces. The fact that he didn't learned anything about her personal just drew him into a pool of sadness. His happiness was transformed into a anger which simply came out on her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He believed he would easily recognize her but then when she was there he hated
her mere sight. She was into another depression couldn't find anything to let
his memories go all she would do is wait for him, to just have a glimpse. They
both got a best distraction he in innocent soul and her in her work. He was
happy spending time with his chum and then got into whirlpool of his night
partner he couldn't have enough of her the more he thinks and the more he get
alive. He rushed out with his thoughts least knew she would be awaiting for him
as he called her trouble. Not being in his senses and her attitude just ignited
the fuel in him to force her. She hated him too and kept protesting but still
landed into another trouble!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Being alike and adamant both got stick to their own behavior behaving worse than kids. She couldn't understand his problem and he her attitude. He tried convincing then couldn't he simply cut it off with the caressing of his lips on hers.. More than horrifying it was shocking to her. This odium just disgusted them over each other. In their rage they just kept aside the feeling of familiarity that ran through their veins. They came out of their fury only when they were hit by a something, it all changed into worry for each other, she immediately protected him and all he cared was her security and the first thing he called out after opening up was only her, her safety!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He then realized whom he was caring about only when he was peaceful to know she is alright. All he knew is he landed in problems all because of her. He could never give credit to her, all he knew she is a disaster especially for him. She saved him and all he could say is surely there must be something that she have done this, the mean person he have ever met. Even she knew all she would be given is accusations least she could expect from him is a smile that too not mean, but that would not be happening even in dream. During the process his chum tried distracting him recalling his memories with his night partner he could just easily get lost in her. And then suddenly landed up getting it back to that weird creature how he hated her, instead why he hated her, similarly he can't explain the affection towards the night partner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At the other side she was in joy learning his hotie will be ruling over her. She couldn't just ask for more, this was like more than a dream come true. At the other side seeking his time pass he found innocent soul, he tried acting casual around her forgot not anyone could be like her night partner. He maintained a distance and then got into another issue of being getting associated with er. It wasn't he even liked her but then his ego was something always makes think complicated for him. Finally they were into something, something they themselves didn't knew at least they pretend to be, he acted possessive around her too was it being protective or what he himself didn't knew all he knew he hated this buddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here comes their first confrontation as their own identity. He knew it was her birthday but didn't it could be the same friend that innocent soul talks about, he was curious to meet her but then all came shattered after learning teh fact. She knew him very well through the innocent soul but then the fact just choked her to death not even in her wildest dreams she thought it would be this whom she was making an ideal. They acted normally but there couldn't be anything normal between them ever. Their past meetings weren't so pleasant but still they couldn't mention any of these especially the last one. They both vanished only to meet once again eh tried explaining but her snapping would always ignite him to do the worse, He then explained his own way. He understood his proximity did affected her, how much she put up that anger but here it was teh matter of her friend she didn't wanted to break her heart, she even beared him, the most difficult thing in this world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Her anger just provoked him further and left a sweet mark on her cheek, then remembered and gifted her another caress over her cheek this time pleasantly. Just then they realized they wasn't in a position to face each other in fact any one at that place. She saved herself and him from innocent soul from getting into any other awkward situation. He acted extra ordinarily normal to her, both couldn't say much least they knew what to say. She cut the cake and not intended to feed him asked her to feed him amazing her he didn't took the morsel just he wanted to have from her. She couldn't believe he was so joyous to have it from her as if he achieved something so huge. Just then he came across another fact regarding hotty she referred taht avenger with this name which burned him alive and her acceptance towards him was like he was on fire already. All he could do was just poison her innocent soul at the verge of jealousy. He didn't had any authorities but still couldn't bear to see her there with him or even associated with him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She did got a celebration from his admirer and ideal too, Her madness reached a height atleast she thought that he was the older version of that frantic, but with a huge difference he cared and that frantic hated her the most. During the whole hush they got straddled, her giggles just blew him and his touch just made her shudder. They felt the same and dying to have glimpse of each other. She kept finding him and he kept looking for her, but just couldn't find each other as the thought kept haunting them when will they be rewarded enough to meet each other. At the other side they kept ignoring each other most probably, avoiding teh feeling taht ran through them. Here destiny planned something else only, as they met yet again through the innocent soul, she didn't hated him but knew he did, same as she thought her sight just made him fume, but then somewhere her presence did proved to be soothing. Her joke just blasted him but least he could do but then couldn't even let it go, so easily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He planned for his own sweet revenge but later on, and here he got a chance to get her all alone and then start his teasing session. After a long time when everyone was gone only that avenger left then she was left all alone on his mercy. But the god has some other plans, her one mistake and they both got stock in a major problem least she knew the consequences. They both learned he calmly said everything she tried her best to escape but every path just took her to him, how she wished if he wasn't there, he ot full fledge chance to irritate her so he did. He acted so normal to her all his antics were duper cute but simply found it annoying.As he simply placed his head on her lap she just scavenged it. Then fall for it naturally, he couldn't kept herself aloof from for so long and they spend time singing dancing laughing cherishing every single moment. There was a time when he was offended with her approach as he had all right on her and he just crossed all the lines and once again was on the lines of forcing her. He just didn't like her rejection of his morsel and then pushed into her oesophagus, she kept protesting until all her wits failed. He didn't realized when his force transformed into passion, the anger soothed into a desire. To have her there forever in this manner, He just loved, enjoyed every bit of it. She protested as she couldn't bear the pressure of emotions filled within she simply didn't knew it all she knew it was wrong but couldn't help herself. He was lost in it not even a sec he realized it was a forbidden touch he believe this is the warmth he was seeking all these dreading days. This is the place they both belong to fascinating, fidgety, painful yet peaceful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She finally brought him back to his senses, as he just disgusted over his own
self. She kept shedding knew it was all wrong, knew it was just painful, he
tried recollecting his act but then couldn't answer himself, he didn't knew how
he became so lost her continuous scavenging didn't let him free her. As he
wished to keep her there always, his forgotten memories as came alive. He
repented until he was freed from there, least he knew his act would just get
her into another ignominious act. His pain was nothing infront of her agony he
would have punished more but then he couldn't his own body gave up. Next day
started she knew she deserved everything single thing happening to her. She
completely deserve it especially learning more about him she knew there was
something wrong about her and not him, all his acts were justified towards was
not is herself. She blamed herself completely, she felt disheartened when her
own innocent soul doubted her, just then she wanted to ran away from all this
forever. At the other side he just came for her, to have a look, more than
himself he was worried for her but then her sight with that buddy of hers just
burned him alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
By learning the story in which he was the lead just made a note she was as desperate as that avenger but then it just triggered to do something out of sanity, how much he hated her but then this was something taking toll on him. She opted for the best solution to avoid him as much as she could, and that even resulted into good, she being normal around with everyone not just him, but this just made him more curious and restless. He didn't liked it but then couldn't even do much about it. She tried distracting herself into some other thing only then she realized he was there even his name would make her tremble, facing him was like standing near death fear, he couldn't gulped the harsh reality. It didn't bothered much she left all those paths on which she could even find him, top of it the talks ignited him further, what he believed he could live with it but hearing same from others was like piercing his heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He couldn't have it enough he forced her to come with him to that event, she refused not saying not looking but her every gesture just spoke of complete denial. He couldn't let her go this time he forced her, as she wasn't left with much option, she did but ignored him all the time. Her every act just proved he didn't wanted to be anywhere near him , he knew the reason but acceptance would be so difficult he didn't knew. He couldn't say much to her, but then this time didn't failed in proving her all clean and innocent in this whole issue, possessively yet protectively. When all understood his point he was the happiest person on the earth it all felt so good so relaxing so soothing.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here she was successful in getting the other two love birds closer. Here he waited for her knew she won't be coming by herself not until he attempts but she completely denied, he wasn't left with any other option than taking her ignorantly yet forcing won't work this time. He too maintained a distance if that what she wanted he was happy she was there all he wanted, he himself didn't knew why his presence mattered so much but then unknowingly it did mattered to him. Her ignorance just made him curious all the time. This time he just blankly followed her in her path, least she knew about it and when realization came in she couldn't do much. He kept reasoning her for his every act more over convincing himself. This mad act was just out of blue she left and he smilingly came back, he didn't knew the answers, to this craziness of his but then there was always innocent soul to distract him from her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
An odd day just as a distraction he asked her out, she casually took him to her place he loved the feel there but then the loneliness took over the situation they didn't intended to do anything but all came so naturally doubting each others thought just pushed them off the edge. He normally comforted her, and she couldn't deny the warmth when all this so sweet turned nasty they didn't realized, it didn't even turned just the feel made him disgusted over himself. He couldn't even think over those lines, all he could think was about her her feel, presence which seemed perfect and here it was all so imperfect. He dwelt about the thought what if she knows about this smutty act . He dreaded and left in seek of her, He madly looked for everywhere possibly he could find her but didn't this just made him go out of sanity. He couldn't breathe neither could he digest how will he explain how will he face her just madly looking for her. He didn't cared about anything just her and her reaction. Finally he found her could feel a peace, he tried getting close but knew this would just worsen the situation he just silently asked her to be with him. She did obediently she knew he was disturbed but then couldn't help either but her presence was enough to get a peace of mind to even think straight. He tried his best to talk to her, but even words weren't contriving. He was trembling with fear, he didn't knew why himself all he knew he won't be able to face her disgust, her wrath which he deserve right now truly, he couldn't have do to this what he himself wasn't aware off. She got perplexed with his demeanor as this was something really new this would be her condition shy, trembling, startling with words when all her problems shifted to him. He couldn't say much all he managed was just to ask her equanimity by embracing her or she embracing him. It felt much better after that nasty act of his, she couldn't even deny seeing him in pain was like walking on thrones in fact worse than that, she didn't knew what bothered him but if she could calm him she would, although reluctance didn't left her side but with him there was always different world around them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He was composed enough to spit his wrongdoing but then still the fear and disgust feelings surround him. Somewhere knewing she will understand but then even a tinge in her eyes will explode his heart. He wasn't able to understand himself how was he reacting in first place why was he even reacting like these million of question but no answer he could manage for, to her not himself. All he knew was just this restlessness could be clam by her non other than her, but even why this restlessness got calm by her, he hated her the most still could find solace just around her. He didn't actually justifies the act, but all he could do was spit anger on her on her not being available when he wanted the most. He believed he don't have to justify just because she would understand naturally, finally got a cure himself to those pricking touches as her touch!!!!!!!!!!!!! Soon their moment was distracted, which just aroused his impatience and anger further, he couldn't behold anyone between them not even his name. As the problem was HIS, he couldn't bear that feeling of standing anyone sight even near her. If he could he would keep her near him most of the time rather all the time. Her rejection of spending time with him just fumed him to once push her into a wrong direction which he can't even think on those lines but said and all her mistake was to accept it. She was never bothered what others said but for the very first time it did mattered to her she couldn't bear anymore, after all she too kept a heart instead of a stone in her chest but people never think around those lines, would hurt her without bothering but she felt hurt was it because of her expectation from him to understand her, or to never get her wrong but it really stabbed her heart. Her acceptance was somethign not even in his dreams he would except and here she did he reeked with the feel, didn't had any way to stop her but his own way to seal her lips!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Something just melted her, but then his baseless question would ultimately arouse her, and one again her words just pierced through him and his looks pierced through her soul. She knew he was lying but still it hurt, it hurt somewhere deep inside, he knew her every word was fake but hearing it from her, her approval over it just makes him feel as detriment. They finally relaxed over their fight, their was always a conversation of their own between their hearts which never reached, she knew this was forbidden person whom she can't have in her dreams but still it all felt so right in place. Her leaving would always leave him complex but then her acceptance seconds will just make his day too. Her irresponsibility whose reason was him, she got a lot of bombardment but then even that felt soothing at least she have some one who cares for her truly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The guardian made her understand to have a gap so that he opens to that innocent soul, but this was something not in her hand. She later found out the reason of his restlessness actually the insubstantial reason, which was correct but she thought he wasn't feeling good because of innocent soul least she expected her thought made him sick about himself. All she could do was curse herself over not even able to sooth him when he needed her, me wondering what else was the way to sooth him when you yourself get so restless around him, which don't even bother. He kept admiring the misty image of his if he would be there everythign would be just perfect. At the other side he kept admiring her cute little angel, and then not even noticing it was moreover of her, how she affected him so much, she was no where near, cute little angel but still he couldn't stop thinking about her. Next day was a worst day he didn't loose innocent soul but a fear dreaded him of loosing her of knowing teh truth about his nasty acts and her words somewhere proved it to be right which once again just blew him. Her choice of words was always needed to ignite the already burning fuel in him. He was just ruptured over the thought the way she thought about him. He didn't knew why all he knew she shouldn't as he expected way beyond her capacity. He himself accepted himself together with the innocent soul but if she said so it was all wrong all he just forgot about his anger in a jiffy when he came across a harsh truth almost on verge of loosing her may be forever, this just shook his whole soul, he would give up his life for her even one scar and but getting her hurt was something he won't even like to think in those lines. Something was all enough to confuse her further, but still she couldn't deny the affection the very next minute. He didn't like disturbance but then he couldn't even do much about it. least made sure he won't trouble her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It all so felt special just being having around her. He so much wanted her but then claiming her in his senses was something eh won't be able to answer about it. Next thing her matriarch knows about him and the innocent soul, she was at verge of break down with his choice least she expected was this structure. She was completely broken, she couldn't digest teh fact, in fact didn't wanted to either. She immediately called him chum to rescue him from this disaster, he himself least knew anything about it. he did knew the innocent soul but then something between them eh wouldn't believe at all. Here she was trying collecting the scattered nth pieces of her heart, for finding solace she ran towards her provenance. She understood the fact and promised herself to be strong enough to let go as this was right in everyone's favor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He was not at all thrilled in making her matriarch meeting innocent soul but then he wanted her verdict although for what he himself never seem to understand kept pestering her over to agree when he himself didn't knew if he was agreed. He came in shock when he came across a reality of she being not knowing him, her act was justified but still his heart was nowhere to accept it. She had to go through a lot of pain in denying him worse than suicide. They met after a dreadful week both trying to be normal they didn't knew much what to say what to claim, what to even question about, their silence was just something spoke it all. Her silence was acceptable but not her denial, his arrogance with distance was acceptable but not his closeness with affection!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
His nights were sleepless again, only he knew how he waited to see her next day, but then teh sight itself burned him, he hated teh name of avenger with her, seeing her with him was more than enough to provoke the demon in him. he came alive and did which was no expected by others but very much expected by her. She somewhere knew the reaction more than he pinched her, getting him hurt was all enough to thaw her stiffness. She did melted she couldn't help herself either in that way, all she knew she couldn't be harsh on him, can't just see him hurt no matter what she did expressed herself but all he could do was accuse her, yet claiming her but still never gave her the place she deserved rather a invisible position which was only meant for her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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