5th jan 2012
today is probably the saddest day of my life. i had to see tears in virenji's eyes because of mannu and virat's nadani. i dont see how i can help anybody in this situation. already buaji thinks i am coming in between virenji and herself. if i tell her anything it might just upset her more. i cant see virenji so sad and upset with himself specially when its not his mistake. he was just being an older brother protecting his younger brother and saali.
on the other hand i hate seeing mannu being a part of all this. i know she always wants to see me my family and virenji happy but unknowingly and unintentionally she always upsets others and gets herself into trouble.
pata nahi woh kab badi hogi.
i will have to be stronger and will have to ask her to leave because firstly dadaji wants that and secondly its best for her. mannu ko sab yahan galat samajhte hai aur main uska saath bhi nahi de sakti. yaha reh kar woh khudko aur mujhe aur takleef pahuchaye isse acha hoga woh hrishikesh laut jaye