""Sumtyms being gud iz nt enuf, sumtyms doing ryt iz wrong, sumtyms no matter hw dearly u want sumthng u dnt get it...
It was The 1st day at college. New faces, new people, little nervous. I didnt knw any1 else. But i was within myself. Suddenly my eyes stopped at someone. i dnt noe what was that. But i gasped fr a moment. It was dat cute gal... but i didnt talk to her...
Few days later i decided to talk 2 her, bt i saw she has got her friend circle olready and i didnt say anythin 2 her..
Few days later, i finally said my 1st word 2 her..
Oh , my name iz Manav by d way..
Manav: Hey, u got failed in mechanics..
Dis waS wht i said.. it must b d most dumbo thng 2 say 2 ny1 whn u r talkin fr 1st tym.
After dat i didnt talk 2 her for 2 semesters..
Lemme introduce mahself first. i am Manav, studying in engg college. fulfilling my parents dream. And bout mah dreamz, i dnt even noe what i want.
It was 2nd month of 3rd semester..
by luck, i was sitting behind her. her name wass archana
I could sense she was innocent. Sweet, simple.
Iwas getting bored in class. took out a chocolate and started eating. She noticed dat and i could see dat she wanted dat. Before i could offer her dat , she said
Archana: "sharm nahi aati, akele chocolate kha rha hai..."
I was stunned. i didnt noe what to do. i gave her d whole chocolate.
My friends sittin besides me stared at me lyk i had given Their kidneys to her.
But dis was hw i first interacted wid her. I knew she was in a RELATIONSHIP. but dat didnt stop me from gettin attracted towards her. Attracted word might nt b correct, coz it was definitely love.
Eating food was her hobby. She could get excited after seein any food and i started makin funb and teasing her on her innocence. She 2 liked it.
Slowly and steadily, we were friends, and then good friends.
Then one day...
Archana: I would lyk 2 share sum thin wid u
Me: Yeah sure
Archana: U noe i am in relation wid Atif
Archana: i told dis 2 my Elder sis and she was initially happy wid dat.. bt suddenly she iz forcing me 2 Breakup with him coz we r of different religion. I am a small town gal.. I cant go against mah family neither could i live widout Him.. What 2 do, wouild u talk 2 my sis.. Would u help me??
I didnt know what 2 say 2 her.. bt i could see she loved him alot. So i consoled her and promised her dat i would help her.. she hugged me. yes, i olwayz felt lyk hugging her bt never knew dat i wud b doing so after this..
Slowly, she became fully open 2 me and i became her One of Best Friends..
She was always in my mind. i always wanted 2 be with her. For her one smile, i even used 2 do cheap things.
Bt i knew dat she loved sum1 else.
Yet it didnt stop me by loving her. I decided to hide my feelings. Perhaps, it iz d most difficult thing 2 b JUST friends with d one whom u love dearly and YOUR LOVE TELLS YOU DAILY BOUT THE ONE SHE LUVS..
Then one day, she introduced Atif 2 me and vice versa.
Atif: Hi Manav..
Atif: Archana olways talks bout u..
Me: But i am surelv nt more dan she talks bout u 2 me..
Atif: haha.. U r vry funny
Me: Its nt funny
Then dere was small silence.. i realized quickly what was i doing..
Me: Coz its vry vry funny
Then all started laughing.. But behind my every laugh, every smile, there was immense pain. maybe is houldnt have gone closer 2 her.. Maybe i shouldnt have been friends with her... More i knew her, more i started loving her..
I dnt noe what will be the end of my story, whether i wud b even able to express my love 2 Archana.. But i miss her and love her.. dats ol i noe..""
Atif: Archana, lets go.. we are getting late for the movie...
Archana wiped her tears, closed the diary of Manav and hid the diary and left d room...
Edited by -ALI- - 13 November 2011 at 2:14pm