Hey guys than soo much for liking Biya nd commenting on Tamana
as i decided it suppose to be last Update from my side for BIYA
but My editor decided to make it bit more interesting for you guys
so with this UD end of my mystry and JQ's work start
enjoy it guys
"soul meets soul on
don't know how long mine have to wait.."
I was waiting for him,
my head was spinning badly so I tried to take some rest, which was
without convincing him. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep on rocking
as I closed my eyes, I can see the same office, My mind was imagining
or I should say disgusting things,
She was in Avdhesh ji's
lap, in his arms; he was caressing her cheek gently,
"Don't worry Simple,
she have to leave us, I will not let her ruin our world" and his arms
her waist, and he started kissing her all over assuring her to get rid
"No!" I woke up with
shock as it actually happened in front of my eyes.
"No I will not let it
happen" I assured myself again, how can I let him go he is my life even
silence is my life, now I was confirm that he don't love me at all but I
him, and he was the only person on whole earth for whom I can live or
I spend whole night in
waiting but he didn't return, I was anxious to see him, from the day we
never stay away from him for this longer, I never thought that life can
painful without seeing him even for one day.
I asked Kaka about him or
call, as if he called and I missed, though I was awaked whole night. I
him many times but he didn't picked my call nor he cut anyone of it, I
getting worried now, as it was almost evening, more then 24hours I
him. I was feeling suffocated I need to breath if I want to live I had
"You may hate me
Avdhesh ji, but all I want is your happiness and wellbeing, Please God
theek ho, unhe kuch naa hua ho" I prayed to my god for his well being
about to step out of my room for Office when someone knocked at door.
"Yes, Kaka you don't
need to knock!"
"Ahuummm! Sorry but it's
me , not Kaka.." it was not kaka but some guy in black coat with some
his hand, I hesitated a bit, who was he, I never saw him before, and how
came directly to someone's bedroom.
"Sorry, but I don't
know you, don't you think you should wait outside!" I didn't hide my
"Ahh' I am really very
sorry but I didn't realized we didn't met earlier, actually m not new to
house and I forget that you don't know me. I never asked for any thing
house, Avdhesh never mind for that'by the way I am Ranvijay,"
He tried to cover up his
mistake. "Ranvijay" the name seems heard before, suddenly I realized I
from Kaka, he supposes to be Avdhesh ji's childhood friend.
"Aww I am sorry for my
behavior actually I was thinking something else and I didn't know you.."
tried to cover my condition by a fickle smile and gesture him to take
"it's Ok, actually
..(He took a long pause) you don't need to hide your disappointment, I
of town for few months when you guys get married, just returned today
Avdhesh asked me for , I am really shocked"
I was surprised at his
words what did he meant by don't need to hide my disappointment.
"I mean how can he just
spoil your life by marrying and divorcing you in just few months,( I
him with surprise, how can Avdhesh ji share this with him) ahh I didn't
hurt you, actually am a lawyer, he want
me to prepare these documents for him, for you both, he want it to be on
understanding, but as its only three months you guys have to stay
few more months, don't worry I will make it possible by showing you guys
married for last one year. And you will get everything what you deserve
alimony, Man I can't believe mera friend itna neeche gir sakta hai."
I can't understand what
he wants to say, all I get was that he was accusing my Avdhesh ji for
"Will you please stop
your nonsense," I shouted at him in anger, "you call yourself his
friend, but I
don't think so, how dare you to utter anything against him in front of
ever happening between us is our personal matter, if he asked you to..( I
say it) do whatever he said, you don't need to worry about me, I am
He was amazed at my
words, he just placed few papers on table and hand a latter to me.
"I have prepared you divorce
papers, all you need to do is to sign it, Here Avdhesh want me to
deliver it to
you, he want me to stay and convince you for what he said but I think I
leave now." He said it with a down gaze and left the room.
All I can't believe was
that he was in so much hurry to get rid off me, that in a single day he
to divorce papers. I can't dare to touch it, I unfold the latter he send
I know you must be wondering why I
am not coming home, but I don't think you need to think anything in this
regard. As I told you, I want Divorce Ranvijay will explain it all to
And it's not that I
didn't think about you, it may sound rude but I talked to Ranvijay and
agree with my proposal, he is a good guy he will marry you, and take
I know I don't have any
right to decide your destiny but as I saw how childish you were in your
decisions like continuing the pregnancy. I thought It's my moral
to suggest you a good name for your future companion.
don't have much to say, just sign the papers and trust me you will have
which you deserve. Let us live our lives as we want.
Those were his words,
how can he decide it all, how can he think that I can think about anyone
him. Did that mean he never felt anything for me, here I was dying of
him with someone else and he is sending a guy for his pregnant wife.
what came on my lips.
"I don't know anything
Avdhesh ji, Now you have to answer me" I determined and reached his
When I reached there it
was all most 9. Whole staff was gone as usual, except his beloved. Her
still on her table and she was not there, where else I could expect her,
him in his cabin.
"What! What are you
saying Avdhesh? How can you think that? You are just impossible'" Simple
shouting on him when I opened the door.
Room was all in dark; only light
in room was the moonlight from the window next to couch. She noticed me
left the room in hurry as I caught them first time huuh.
Avdhesh ji was sitting
in his chair, but I can't see his face but I can see that he was resting
head on back support.
"So you are hidden
here." I started without any care. After reading his latter how can I
"How can you do this to
me Avdhesh ji? Do you think am a doll or something which you can play
on to your friend? You just send these papers by that guy and thought I
sign them and let you go like this, for that woman, No I will not."
I was waiting for his
reply, or I should say I want his reply I want to break that silence
which was love
for me but actually It was distance for him,
"Be Practical Arpita!"
he replied as nothing has happened.
"Be practical! That's
all you want to explain for your deed, is it Avdhesh ji, You are sending
for me, want me to marry him, just because you want to marry someone
don't want your name as the one who spoilt my life."
"yes" he replied in
just one word.
"really Avdhesh ji, do
you know what the meaning of marrying someone, I don't think so, ok let
explain it in your way, what is marriage for you,
Ok ..( It was like hell
to voice what I was about to say, but I did it) just close your eyes and
me in his arms, as I was in your's, all those nights, in last few
does it feel? Can you feel anything?" I said it with disgust to my own
He just get up from his
chair and stand in front of his window showing me back, I thought it
he can't bear the thought.
"No!... I didn't felt
anything" that was his reply which broke me.
I can't be angry on
him, if he didn't felt bad of what I said, what I explained him, then it
he never felt anything for me. One can feel bad for one only if he has
for that person and he said he didn't felt anything.
But what about me, I
felt bad to think him with someone else, I get close to him, I want to
face, I want to feel his touch, I want to feel his love though I know it
always in my imaginations only. I want to live in that mirage.
I stand next to him he
turn his face to other side, as he didn't want to see me. His gesture
badly and I fell on my knees, in his feet.
"Please Avdhesh ji, Don't
leave me, I can't live without you." I was crying badly now, can't dare
at him if he again turn face I can't bear it again.
"Please Avdhesh ji, Stay
with me, even if you don't love me, I love you, your are everything to
sobs were chocking my voice but I had to say it all to him, I had to
him at any cost, it might be my last chance) everything to me, Please
me. Ok if you want to marry that girl, go ahead I will not say a word. I
sign these papers with pleasure, but you have to promise me that you
with me. I don't care what world will call me, keep, second lady
whatever.. all I want is you. I will not
ask anything for me and my baby, I promise, I promise. If you go away
from me I
can't live I will die Avdhesh ji. I can't breathe when I think myself
I was crying and saying
all of my heart I didn't noticed when he turned to me and get on knees
of me, all I can realized was his touch, His warm palm on my cheek, he
tear and next second I was in his strong arms, his hand were on back of
neck, my words were stopped by his lips,
he kissed me lightly and then
kissed me again this time a bit more passionate, It was out of my
took some time to understand what was happening but when I realized by
that time he had kissed me
a lot of times and now his hold was turning loose around my waist but
when his lips touched mine I kissed him back and it was a different
be kissed by one whom you always desired for. His kiss turn more
his hold more firm, my arms went around his neck and start playing with
Don't know how long we were like that on our knees, kissing
other, lost in each other, it was me who pushed him back as I realized
me that time, but why? Out of love or again it was just need.
ji, you said you didn't felt anything for me, so what was this, was it
because your beloved denied to stay with you tonight" and my tears again
start rolling on my cheeks.
I said it but when I
looked at his face, it was shining in moonlight I can see his eyes;
those were red as he didn't slept from several nights or cried a lot.
Those were filled with some kind of fear as he feared to lose something
He set back on floor; again he wiped my
tear and said
"Arpita you should not cry like this,
you have to be strong."
"This world is not a good
place, and I can't be there with you always to protect you from evils of
this world. You need someone to protect you, Ranvijay is good guy I
know him since our childhood, you know he was so happy to know about
your pregnancy, .. he will take good care of our baby Arpita"
Tamanna hai tere daman me so jane ki
Simte rahen tere pehlu me tere,
Kuch yun ke khabar bhi na ho tujhe,
aur tujhme Fanaa ho jane ki________________________________________________
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Edited by joliefille - 28 December 2011 at 11:29am