very good post Astha ...the thing is tapasya has never been attached to mukhta and you are absolutely right for tapasya mukhta was a tool to get veer ..here in discussion a point is mentioned about tapasya's talking to her baby in womb ...yes she talked but what?
once she was talking to her baby when veer took ichcha to dinner instead of her to mandir and she was screaming later and nani consoled her by saying one day your child will bring you closer to veer and she was saying .. baby i love your papa a lot will you bring me and your papa closer
many times it was a drama in front of veer to fool him like in cottage ...Tapasay was busy in other factors she never had any time to think about her baby about anything apart from a tool to get veer ...and it has nothing to do with her having a child because she was raped because tapasya only remembered about that incident when rathore called her otherwise she was pretty confident and happy about thoping child on veer...first she was busy in planning and plotting along with nani in how to make veer hers , fool bundela 's and get a place in the house that she is giving birth to their vansh and throw ichcha out ...where was time to think for baby ?later when rathore interfered and also ichcha came to know the truth her brain was working in how to manage ichcha , how to get rid of rathore , to try as much as she can to keep her truth hidden ? again where was time for baby? when ichcha left the house veer stopped paying attention to her she was hurt by this thats why she didn't heard mukhta crying ...she became busy how to again fool veer and get his attention..when veer kicked her out she thought of rathore will accept the baby but what about her? ..so she left the baby in oprhange and went to secure her future first . so this was her initial love for mukhta ..first as tool to get veer when he kicked her out she left her in orphanage and went to secure her future first.
..where she got attached to the baby ...and when ichcha came to give her mukhta and she was looking at her longingly ..she felt something but the question is why only at that moment .? .as a mother she should have the feeling to meet her again again ..she should have some feeling for her as ichcha for yuvraj ...ichcha even remembers him after first meeting and went again but tapasya within one day forgot that baby and moreover after losing mukhta tapasya should be extra careful to yuvraj but what she is doing again and again leaving him with servants and goes for shopping ...cannot give few minutes from party to feed him..
really great mother
Edited by kikyo - 26 October 2011 at 8:59am