Part1:- I hate you Khushi: Arnav
The day I first saw you I hated you for ruining my show!
Then we met again.. each time I hated you more than the previous day..
I hated your attitude, as it matched mine
You challanged me everytime... how could you?
You are nothing in front of me... people like you, I never look upon...
but you made me to look at you everytime.
I wanted you to bow down...wondering why I could never manage that
The day you resigned, I felt as if I have bowed in front of you
Though I made you resign that day, still You won that day too.
Then you came again in front of me... i saved you from falling,
I wanted to talk to you, you never listened.
Then you came to my office... i felt u from my cabin
I wanted to speak to you, just wanted to talk to you, you never listened.
You said to break the door, n u wl listen.. i did that.. just to make you listen
I could have called the security to open, bt I obeyed you...you never obey me.
You left me... saying you are leaving forever.
Somewhere deep down...I was feeling anxious that I will never meet you again
People wait for me to talk, you leave me when I want to talk to you.
You are different!!!!
I realized, you are travelling with me... in my mind... I am not able to let go ur thoughts!
I hate this..
I hate you Khushi for this!
Then we met again. You came to my house...
Did I tell you I was actually happy seeing you in my house?
You lied to me that you will go to Lucknow.
I hate you Khushi
I don't know why I came near the pool at night!
I don't know why I took that payal. I saw u leaving it...
It reminded me of you...
All was going well... I was struggling hard...to forget you
then again you came...gosh!!! I never hated anybody more than you khushi
khushi...you make me loose my control over myself!!!!!
I hate you Khushi
You remember the day when you n La were fixing the bulb... La accused me of not saving her
I never saw La.
I was lost in your eyes... they were looking at me.. I was searching somethng in them
And then I saw the candle wax was about to fall on you.
Do u think I wud have allowed that? How can I see La falling then
Did you ever realised that?
I love the innocence in ur eyes,
But I hate your ignorance! They pinch me
How can you be so ignorant!!!!
I hate you Khushi!
You are helping La to woo me...
what rubbish! I like her thats why I bought her here
You want to control my emotions also?
Uff La in bridal make up.. WT H***
Its better you both get out of my life!!!!!!!!!
But you won't listen to me right?
You want La back...
you have come to me... for the 1st time
to request for La?
I hate you khushi
I said some harsh words... you left crying
I don't knw why I can not stand your tears!
They make me weak
I change my decision
You are controlling me Khushi
Do you realize that??
I hate your ignorance Khushi!
When I hugged La, I again saw your tears...
I was searching something in your eyes Khushi...
Wanted to know If I have made you happy?
I got my answer
Then agaiin I did that. I hurted you with those harsh words at the day of sradh..
You again left, but this time with a wound in my heart
I wanted to apologise. I wanted to talk to you. But you never listen
You make me restless.
You make me loose my patience.
Why you do this
Don't u realize, it you only YOU i wanted to talk to
I have come to the party just to seek apology
Can't you feel?
Your tears made me cry that day
I held my tears tight
Your words get imprinted in my heart
Don't you realize that?
I really hate you khushi for all this!
Khushi, you make me feel like human
My emotions finds a way out when I am with you
I hate you for this!
From no where you landed in my car.. that too in dicky
Stranded in a road with ur babkk bakk
Gosh I was not able to think straight
You make me mad!
Then you stopped... when I turned you were no where!
My heart skipped a beat
Did I lost you?
The next moment I saw you... you came in my arms.. near to my heart
You removed those dirt from my suit
Khushi, are you mad
Was I bothered about tht dirt?
I was still feeling ur warmth!
Then again I saw u in that bridal dress
It took my breath away
The day when I saw you in red saree... i was lost
Today also i lost myself
I regained myself when you spoke.. somethng about theft!
Oh... it was nt ur dress... yes
Khushi, it was you, who ruined my conference !
You made me sit in a third graded cheapo motel
I kept my patience still.
You made ur nautanki... i kept my patience
You made me a fool for nthng...it is too much
Its better you stay in that room all night!
The morning ...i woke up with your name in my lips
Then i saw you unconscious and ill
It hurt me again
You won again... I again lost my temper and hurt you
How can I apologise
I will take care of you
No matter what, nothing will happen to u
I am lost in ur touch
You look like an angel while sleeping
I am still not sure If i have got my answer...trying to remember your eyes
that day when i hugged La.
Then we started to go. Those goons came from nowhere and started thrashing.
They took you away from me.
They were furious
They were strong
I am not trying to free myself.
They r wrong.
They wl know
They hurt you...
how dare they?
how can they hurt you?
I lost all control over myself
I lost it for you!!!!
They dnt deserve to live!
I never knew i cud be so furious!
I lost my composure
Khushi, how could you ask that?
Don't you feel? Don't you realize
I hate your ignorance Khushi
I seriously hate it!
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For "Part2- I can feel your pain" click below link
For "Part3 - I can read your eyes"
For "Part4 -I failed to Hate you"
Edited by anjani-pagli - 05 September 2012 at 10:49pm