FF:ARJUHI:Benaam Ek Rishta- CH6 Pg.51..05-11-11

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Kya Naam Du Is Rishte ko
Na Dosti Hai Na Pyar Hai
Phir Kya Kahu Is Rishte Ko
Dur Hote Hue Bhi Kareeb Hai
Paas Hokar Bhi Dur Hai
To Kya Naam Du Is Rishte ko

Na Jaane Kab Aaya Wo Meri Zindagi Mein
Kab Bin Kahe Chala Jayega Meri Zindagi Se
Ek Bharosa Hai Ek Vishwas Hai Wo
Wo Kahan Se Hai Kaisa Hai
Mujhe Nahi Pata Main Kyun Janu Usse
Bas Itna Pata Hai Dil Ke Kareeb Hai Wo
Phir Kya Naam Du Is Rishte ko

Kuch Baatein Bina Kahe Wo Samaj Jaye
Kuch Baatein Main Bol Kar Samjha Du
Phir Bhi Kuch Baatein Adhuri Hai
Jo Cha Kar Ke bhi Kabhi Puri Nahi Hogi
Na Main Dhukhi Dekh Saku Usko
Na Wo Mujhe Dhukhi Dekh Sakhe
Mere IS Rishte Ka Koi Naam Nahi hai
Phir Bhi YEh Rishte Mere Liye Anmol hai
To Kya Naam Du Is Rishte ko

Kyun Jaruri Hai Kisi Rishte Ka Koi Naam
Main Nahi Manti Isse Diya Jaye Koi Naam
Log Kehte hai Naam Ke Bina Adhura Hai Rishta
Naam Ne Kab Aur Kaisa Pura Kiya Rishta
Rishte Kabhi Naam Se Nahi Bante
Hum Dete Rishte Ko Naam To
Mere Liye Benaam Hi Sahi Pura Hai Yeh Rishta
To Kyun Do Main Koi Naam Is Rishte Ko

By: Kratika Gour

https://kratikagour1986.blogspot.com/2010/02/benaam-rishta.html

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I never thought that I would walk these pheres...walk these 7 pheres and not care for a single one of them. I always dreamt of taking the pheres with all my heart, vowing to the man standing next to me that I will forever be his and will be there through sickness and in health. But today, today I walk here with every one of my values, dreams, and beliefs being shattered. It's funny how we all make big plans and dreams about our life. The most precious part of our dreams, especially girl's dream, is of that one special person who would be the only one that would make her feel like a princess. I too like any girl had weaved similar dream. But now with each step I'm taking, it feels like those dreams are moving further and further away from me. With every step I take I lose a dream, which once I thought would be my life. I always thought I would've given anything for this day, that it would be the happiest day of my life. That each and every moment would be precious, treasured, and close to my heart. But no, that's not the case. Today I walk these pheres with a man I have no interest in, a man who has no interest in me. Neither of us wanted this marriage, but nothing was done about it. I would never have thought that, I Arohi Ahluwaliya would ever start my so called new life like this. Everything happened so quickly and every dream slipped right out of my hands. Now no matter how much I wanted to, I could never find that one love I've been looking for, the one love that would make my heart race faster than anyone can imagine, that feeling of belonging to someone, and just being loved. I can never want that one thing that is completely out of reach now. I would never find that love, it can never happen, at least not now that I'm married. I would never break this relationship for a better life either. It wouldn't be me; it would go against everything that I stand for. This was it, my life is now right before my eyes, I was now his wife, a daughter-in-law...sister-in-law...I was now part of his world, a world that has nothing for me but the status of being his wife.  Arohi thought to herself...she lifted her chin up to see everyone at the ceremony staring at her and smiling. She was after all a beautiful bride. She puts on a fake smile completes the rest of the wedding rituals. With the each step I took, my dreams are shattered into a million little pieces, and not one person could hear them break...no one...not even my mother whom once use to understand me without having to say anything to her...not even my father whom use to get worried with the faintest noise of my cry... and Raj the one person who does know what I'm going through but is too little to help? I'm helpless.