I never thought i would be able to cope with it,loosing my parents,loosing my hope...I know people get devastated at such situation but me NO..I dealed with it...I never cried,never complained coz i still had my life to live.
While all the other 7 years old were holding their parent's hand and demanding 4 chocolate..I was holding my courage not to wish 4 affection coz it made people weak.i never let any emotion trigger into ma heart or affect me coz i never wanted to be weak.since life is not what we want it to be and life was never fair to me.so i never wished 4 anything so that i'll not get frustated...i never let anyone be close to me coz i didnt want to get hurt again when they got separated frm me.
But though I tried hard not to,i fell in love with him,i wished him to be mine 4ever n as a result I ended up being hurt again...but I'll not shed tears coz i know he is happy somewhere without me...with the one he loved...,..
Though it hurts to admit that i was the only one to love him.For him i was no more than a friend...but 4 me he was the light in ma life after years of darkness...
I will never face him again...never see him again so that i can move on with my life...its difficult to 4get him i know but i m trying n wil try till my last breath...
Even closing my eyes is difficult 4 me coz her face comes in front of my eyes,her smile seems so vivid that 4 a moment i feel as if she is jst in front of me...if anyone ever asked me whats that 1 thing that i want badly but cant reach then the answer would be ''her''.
I have always been carefree,neglecting others feelings n playing pranks on others but my life has played prank on me.it has taken away the only precious thing in my life from me.
I dont know why c left me n where c is...,without any notice,without any farewell...if only i could find her once,i would never let her leave me again...
I hav always got what i wanted but not her.I dont feel bad 4 nt having her in ma life...maybe i deserved that bt i feel bad coz c didnt confide on me...she didnt even confessed her love 4 me nor did I.
I know she wants to avoid me,wants to go far away frm me but i want to ask her to 4give me 4 nt understanding her.if only i could find her.
Where are u my love...why r u hiding 4rm me...u want to play hide n seek wid me right but remember i'll find u,i'll nt loose hope...I'll surely find u...
<strong>This is a story about abhay n piya.wat he likes that c hates n wat she adores that he detests.they r the polar opposite of each other.HOW R THEY DESTINED TO LOVE...,.
Chapter 1:page 2
Chapter 2(part 1 n 2):page 4
chapter 3(part 1 n 2):page 6
chapter 4 part 1:pg 9
chapt 4 part 2:pg 10
chapter 5(part 1 n 2):pg 13
chapter 6(part 1 n 2):pg 17
chapter 7(part 1 n 2):pg 21
chapter 8(part 1 n 2):pg 26
chapter 9(part 1,2 n 3):pg 30
chapter 10(part 1 n 2):pg 36
chapter 10 part 3 pg 36
chapter 11(part 1 n 2) pg 49
chapter 12(part 1 n 2)pg 59
chapter 13(part 1 n 2)pg 70
chapter 14(part 1 n 2)pg 81
Chater 15(part 1 n 2)pg 89
Edited by -srija- - 02 March 2012 at 10:32pm