He smile a little…
I love u Mrs Nupur Mayank Sharma…I so love u
Saying so he took a deep breath, and it felt that all thing in the room was in silent a dreadful silent, nobody has anything to say , anything to judge..anythng to complain for..
His few words made everyone specchless..wondering what exactly this mean fro him…
Mayank
U know this name of urs, how much it gave me strength, how much peace it brought inside my heart, this feeling that u now belong to me for life time and many more to cum is mere pleasure, no its not just pleasure it more beyond that…
The clouds groan in pain, and he looked outside..
Hey its raining, chalo lets go to your favt place..if your not there atleast that swing still hold ur warmth, and that will sooth me..
Apko andaza bhi hai, k apny kis had tak mjhy apny ap se chordiya hai..is had tak k mjhy is waqt is kamray mein siway sanatay k aur kuch soni nhi day raha hai…
Siting on the swing, I felt as evry flower has bowed down its head, hay u all r missing her too, aww, she will be back soon, donot worry…
The bowed fruthere down…and my hand went to my favorite little orchit, actually her favourte..
U didn't notice, I know u were not in a position to, even the first night of urs in my life as my wife, I cant do to much yet, orchids were there welcoming u. If thing would have been normal, I would have lighten evry corner with candles, evry inch with flowers, evry breath with a gratitude ..it was just not celebration it was …ahh..what it was n wht it is..i still get Goosebumps when I thought of that night,
Your fears, a shivering you, yet I can't do anything . that was a day when I hate me , as I was finding words to tell u that u should fear me. This was sumthing that pained so much, u having fear of me. I still remebr how nervously in so much fear u were standing looking at me when I was caressing these flowers. Ture somwhwere I was celebrating yet it was paining to much to see fear in yours eyes, and that so for me
I wish I could do more yet, I want able to do much so placed orchits besides u, ur favorite , as maybe that will give u sum peace, a scnec of knowing , in an alien room.
See I told u u all nobody trusted him, u always miss judge his evey gesture, he was'nt cold he was just giving her space..and u all, even let nupur belive in that, wht if nupur will not cum back han….his fvt flower question evry1..
And all has nothing to say except to bow down there head, feeling helplees, feeling how they can tell nupur all this, how just can all this cum back to where they started…but what all was happening cant be a fragment of imagination they need answers to loads of question..there were no gestures at all
I still remebr the day when I first saw u, I donot know whos weeding it was, I came to pick gunjan from there, as it was her birthday and me n smarat has planned a party for her..
Our set of common frinds where also there, who where busy pasing coments on different girsl…calling them meri wali ..teri wali…I just hate such language use for girls…too much I hate this…
I aske gunjan to lets go pls..she can read irritation on my face, but she is she. Sumtime I wonder she is my friend or an enemy, but yet I always ended up loving her , even for this question..
She said mischievously
Gunjan: mayank tu kisi ko pasnd kerhi nhi sakta yaha per..haina
Mayank: mjhy kerna bhi nhi hai..
Raj: aray yaar is se book k baray mein pocho na larki k baray mein nhi…mayank kahin tu woh tu nhi hai
They all laughed and I was in my teens hearing such coment, made me so angry..
Gunjan: mayank common choice a girl….
I look around the whole hall, not to find a girl to claim rather to find a place to dig them all but my eyes stoped at u, ur hairs were flying and where irrating u, dress in a black dress, u were looking not less than a goddess, simple, no make,up yet the beauty that was shining under moonlight was captivating and glued my eyes…
Mayank: seeing that girl, dekhna ek din meri hogai…..i said n grip gunjan's hand
Raj: lay alrki bhi pasnad kit u itna hot mein se, itni simple…tera kuch nhi hosakta…
I heard his word, and drag gunjan from there, asking her to sit in car n go…ya I was driving a car, though I was 17, and wht she must be 15..gigile…wao…
Gunjan: kya baat hai mayank..kaun hai woh
Mayank: kaun woh..
Gunjan: ji ko tu apna bana raha hai…han..
Mayank: mjhy kya pata..mein ny tu asay hi kah diya..
Gunjan: acha…17 saal mein pehli baar tu ny kisi larki ko 1 min se zayada dekha, 400 logo mein se sirf tujhy wohi apni lagi …aur mjhy bewaquf bana raha hai…
Mayank: tera deemgh karab hogaya hai…mein us ko janta bhi nhi…
Gunjan: wasy she was beautiful, kash …
Mayank: shut up gunjan….
Gunjan was right not in just 17 years but in my 29 years of life, she was the only girl who has hold on my heart, whom I saw, lost, and claimed mine…but yet I was I denial. I donot belive in love at first sight and at the age of 17 what else u can ask from a boy. It was a mere crash
I thought it is just a moment that has happened, yet it was difficult for me to forget ur face, actually I didn't want my memory to fade ur features, that were captured by my eyes, and for the first time, I start sketching u, I even didn't need to close my eyes, my fingers so neaty and perfectly were crafting ur image..
And than I got ur image ..beautiful ..simple..pure..inncocnet..
I even cant belive my memory on this, what if this moment end and I will forget u, what if ur face is lost….
Just look into his eyes, there is so much passion in them, this depth is unexplainable, how can we misjudge him, he was always here with us, we never tried to look into his eyes….the wind chime sigh..we have spended so much time with him..why why
But that doesnot stop right here, we kept cuming close and closer…me who has always been a practical person, never belive it as more than just an infatuation, moreover I was afraid of losing u even in dream…
Nupur:
This the first night without u mayank, and I just cant sleep, even I cant find peace, it seems like sumthing dreadful is waiting for me, sumthing awful is cuming my way.
But what else will happen now, I have taken myself away from u, wht else can happen now.
U know I lied to u, I my not here for 4 days, I escaped from u , I'll try and make it for more than four days and than will make it forver, if only once I will go back to that house, if only once I will feel your aura around, I'll shatter in million pieces, and than I will not be able to collect myself, to hold my self…
I cant fight with u mayank , I just cant. Ur smile, ur attention for just mere mins when u listen to me, ur questioning which comes rarely for me, yet all this is and addiction to me.
When last I left this house I was so determine will never come back here alone, was so positive that somehow u , who has holded me that day will hold me life along. But that was just dream and I cannot live in this dream and I need to wake up.
But u know just livng this dream for 3 months, these three months were the best of my life. Falling in love with you, living with u, letting myself doing every thng a wife do, was a blessing…
These three months are enough for me to live life forever, now the only wish I have is to see u living with ur love, to see the content smile on ur face..
A tear escape her eye yet she has an smile on her face…
That will be painful, but ur smile will erase all that ……
Mayank: now the only wish I have in my heart is to make u feel, each word that my heart speaks and feels for u…
Morning:
Chachi: mayank nupur akelay gi hai apny gahr..
At breakfast
Mayank: ji chahci mein ny kafi mana kiya per mein us ko mana bhi nhi ker paya…us k gahr yaad araha tha…
Chachi: tu beta ap khud jatay aur us k sath hi lay tay….
Mayank: pata nhi chahci meri tu yeah smahj nhi arah k us ki bhabi ny kasay bolo liya….mjhy sach mein pasadn nhi k woh un mein se ksis se bhi milay
Chachi: kya….mayank dekho akahir hain tu woh us k apany na…pyar tu dil mein rahy ga hi…kitnay dino k liyan gai hai
Mayank: 4 din chahci….he said so much 4 din…
And here enters smart
Samart: uffu…4 din..ap 4 din bhi nhi bardsht horaha hai….
Mayank: smarat…he said hiding his smile….though yes 4 days are too long…
Chahci: per ab call zaroor keralin na…
Mayank: mein soch raha hoo agar aj jaldi agay tu I'll go there…
Chachi: han yeah bhi thik hai….magar yeah job kyun
Mayank: she was missing her work…so that's y…acha hai busy rahy gay.. n if enjoy it tu ya bora hai
Samrat: nhi pls bahabi tu workaholic na hoo…
Mayank: acha chachi mein chalta hoon…bye….
kis qadar pyar se aaey jaan-e-jahaa.N rakha hai
dil ke ruKhsaar pay is waqt teri yaad nay haath
yoo.N gumaa.N hota hia garchey hai abhi subh-e-faraq
Dhul gaya hijr ka din, aa bhi gai vasal ki raat
vasal= night of union, subha-e-farq…dawn of truth, happiness..actually its diffcult to explain
Precap: mayank continues his tale…
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