Posted: 30 September 2011 at 10:47am | IP Logged
Originally posted by -YaRa-Forever-
OMG! You know what I love? How Mer completed Derek's sentence when he said "I promised I would love you..." and Mer completed him saying "...even when you hate me!"
And she said it with so much of anger towards him (as if she has right to be mad at him too) like she did in candle house scene in the beginning...screaming at him because she realized how much they love each other and how much right they have on each other
It felt like she got her whole world back in that 1 second...something that she was scared of whole time that she might lose it all...even Derek. And she was also screaming at herself while saying that that how can she even think they would be broken? (Edited: There was a sense of happiness when she completed him here
Happiness hidden in her anger...sigh
Until Der said she is making it too hard...and she was like I understand and I don't want u to keep the promise if u don't want to...as if nothing matters now, this love is always going to be there...them or not. So beautiful
I love them
WHAT DO I SAY TO THIS? LIKE FREAKING WHAT?
SINCE WHEN DID U BECOME SUCH A GOOD EXPRESSER NAPS?...OMG AND U SAID U LOST UR TOUCH SERIOUSLY?
OMG OMG OMG no words just no words...but i know right?...i too felt how she screamed at him with so much anger and accusation and it totally was as if she had the damned right to be mad at him hell mad...and EXACTLY all this talk abt them not being together its Mer's fear she wont admit it to herself...so she is throwing the ball at Der it was like she NEEDED to hear him say it again needed to feel it again...and I was thinking how cna Mer be so OK with it all how is she roaming around so brave so non chalant...point is its not OK...she jsut doesnt lets it show not even to Cristina..shit she has just been tlaking CO with Cris and not talking Derek with her at all...and she is jsut so care free in front of residents but in that scene with Richard omg u cld so see how sad broken lonel she felt...and obviously in every moment with Der...and sh was not being brave or care free no she was just preparing herself...she was preparing hersel that if he really doesn't wants this she wld let him go for his freaking sake...OMG...not coz she doesnt wants this or doesnt cars where it goes or if or not he is there in her life...NO...just coz she doesnt wants him to be bound by her coz their lvoe is about freedom not being caged imprisoned...and u said it u said that so beautifully she was just telling herself even if it didnt last this love wont go anywhere they might not be together but no one can snatch this love...it wld go on for ever...for freaking ever...and it wld keep her going too...OMG...I LOVE THEM