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 1^st Diary entry: Lord Vishnu before Janmashtami

While continuously performing the function of maintaining the order of the universe every time after Brahmaji creates it, by residing in the hearts of every living beings, I also do take every opportunity to manifest myself on the planet earth time & time again to play with my devotees, who are also my own form, with my 10 or more aspects, whenever my other countless manifestations having my relatively lower aspects, under my illusion, experience imbalance of justice and start losing faith. I myself assume the human or other form depending upon the requirement of the situation on the planet earth with a divine body often taking a divine birth through an honorable mother devotee's womb to perform divine deeds or plays. It is like in the world of all robots created by me only having emotional intelligence applications software inbuilt, I myself enter among them with master system software and robotic get up.

My manifestation with my all 16 aspects is a humanlike form in devotee's eyes which also has countless names which cuts all attachments and bondages and gives salvation to ignorant souls and hence known as Krushna. In this form only, I enter the planet earth in a divine manner in Dwapar era of various Kalpas between different bodies in which I only reside. I make entry with my own part Shesh as elder brother and lot of Gods & Demigods also take birth before or after myself to support my incarnation in the divine plans. Sitting from Vaikunth dhaam in Ksheer Saagar ' the milky ocean, I receive vibration signals from my own sending transmitter in hearts of beings, which is being activated or aroused or called for and my divine manifestation responds to those calls and plans to help my other manifestations who are crying for help.

I can see all the times and all the places in the space from here. For me, every era is NOW. Nothing is past and nothing is future. Everything is present wherever and the way I look. Time is the element binding for those who remember me and come to me. Currently, one of the countless pairs of eyes of my universe form is looking at 28^th Manvantar of Shwet Varah Kalp Planet earth of Aakaashganga galaxy ' the milky way the ultimate destination of which is milky ocean. All Gods of planets and 5 elements along with the creator Brahmaa are praying for and signaling the time for them of my play which has arrived and transmitting the message of saints to me.

A soul is constantly remembering me with my fear and enmity and by its very nature -the built in software application- is knowingly & unknowingly making many other souls hurt & suffer and who are therefore remembering me with cry deeply with their hearts in connection with me. A bit more remembering or meditating effort to get the full marks and they will discover me and will get merged into me or find my eternal company here. A tyrant ruler rakshas origin soul in Yaadav dynasty is harassing saints & cows and sacrifice activities and disturbing Gods. He has made his father, sister and brother in law captive. He is killing his own nephews due to fear of his own death, which has still not happened as per the time on the earth though I can see that as well. Evil powers and dictator lusty kings are spreading their supremacy on the earth kingdoms. People's faith on me is facing its extreme test and gold is being melted to become the ornament. These souls have reached the time when they see my presence on the earth with a body growing by age and giving them bliss as their savior!!!!! Their rescuer!!!! The adventurous warrior!!!! Their son!!!! Their lover!!!! Their master!!!! Their friend!!!!! Their teacher!!!!! Their guide & leader!!!!! The philosopher!!!!! In their own different ways of looking and perception and belief and faith!! This is my 8^th out 10 major famous manifestations. My 7^th incarnation ' Ram ' giver of bliss ' is the one, which they have seen with pleasure & joy to be the one having set all the ideals of relationship obeying all the social norms & traditions. Ideal son!!! Ideal brother!!!! Ideal friend!!!!! Ideal social servant!!!! Ideal warrior!!!! Ideal husband!!!!! Ideal enemy!!!! Ideal king!!!! Ideal father!!!!! The 8th incarnation doesn't bind himself into the boundaries of human limitations and social norms and setting examples by conduct generating respect but enjoys a complete personality by teaching the lesson of devotion/love, knowledge & duty to the world in different era through his authoritative convincing words and influential charisma. He incarnates not only to balance the justice, save the saints & punish the evils like all other incarnations but also incarnates to fulfill mercifully all the promises given by him to all his devotees in the previous incarnations, to fulfill their wishes all at once, to become their lifter by killing, to become the son of many mothers, to become brother of many sisters, to become lover of many loving hearts, to become husbands of many dying hearts all together. He teaches the world politics & warfare & time appropriate policies & duties but most importantly he teaches the world that LOVE is the summary of life in the universe ' it is the ultimate teaching ' the supreme duty. And like all other incarnations, he hammers the message yet again that TRUTH only wins to re-establish the faith. The only thing he and my other incarnations can't do is to resist self for long and ignore a devotee's call forever. Don't cry my beloved ones!!!!! Here I come!!! Feel me with you!!!

2^nd Diary entry: Maharshi Garg after Janmashtami

It has been since ages now that I am serving as priest of Vrishni dynasty just for this biggest occasion world could ever notice. The very existence of mine here was to feel this moment. My father Brahma's blessings have come true with this moment. The recent years were the years of real progressiveness of my eagerness for this moment. The terror and tyranny had been all around. Saints and devotees were making a deep cry from their Paraa and Pashyanti layers of speech. My host Shursenji along with his son & daughter in law and his family had been suffering from injustice and miseries from Kans. Vrishni leader Akrur had been toiling very hard for the reestablishment of proper governance of Yadavas. All these events were gradual building up for this deciding moment of divine plans. The excessive burden of sins on the earth brought this divine moments for me to experience. All those sufferings of people will be paid off. They all soon will be liberated from hardships. Evil souls will also be lifted. And I will get the opportunities time & time again still to accomplish sacred procedures related to all religious occasions in Vasudevji's family and his son's life until my lord is playing on the earth.

I will perform his thread ceremony. Before that I can give him his own name 'Krishna'. Lord himself took birth in this Dwapar again along with Lord Anant and Bhagwati Yogmaya!!!! What a wonderful way they are making miracles already by secretly migrating from Mathura to Gokul and Gokul to Mathura in exchange by hypnotizing Vasudev and all gatekeepers in dark night with thunderstorm!!!!!! How will the two children of Vasudev  remove the burden on the earth? What will be their pass times? How will HE spread the message of peace & love? How will HE give bliss to his previous birth sage devotees who have reborn in Vraj alongwith blessing Goddess Yamuna who has already touched HIS feet? Poor Vasudev sinking inside!!!! And what a sight seeing Lord Anant sleeping on bed in Gokul on one side and crossing the river giving the shelter in rain to the most divine baby ever born!!!!! What will be HIS motivation to do any action when HE has nothing in this world to get for HIMSELF?

All tenses are visible to me and I can see the future very easily. But this is something which is just in front of me in the form of a great light only!!!!! Perhaps because then only I will be able to experience that bliss of his play as and when they occur and I can feel the anxiety and eagerness for the same. They are going to be beyond Brahmaa's created destiny. They are far from predictability by any fortune teller. Presently Gokul is going to be the place of festival never seen before by current villagers. His king is blessed with a baby miracle after long many years. On the other hand, Kans is anxious and jumping up and down to find his would be killer as threatened by Ashtbhuja devi. May this atmosphere of joy not catch up his eyes. Oh Lord!!!!! How will I be able to perform your naming ceremony when the world doesn't know you to be Vasudevji's son? I am very keen to fulfill that desire now but can't be selfish by ignoring my duty to see your plans on the earth taking shape smoothly. I have the concern for your safety. When will that time come when without keeping anything confidential, I will be able to get all the luxuries as the priest of Vrishni dynasty????

Though I am not having that ability to count your names and sing your glory, this is the privilege I would wish to grab with both hands if you are merciful on me. You are already merciful by putting me at the right place for it. Now looking forward to see your child form whenever you wish to show me by creating smooth courses of surroundings & events for it. It is just my humble request. Presently it is the right of Sage Shandilya as he is the priest of the dynasty of Nand. And I shall be very obliged to him if he forgoes his right. If you bless him by allowing him to perform your naming ceremony, then also I will take it as your wish and will be supportive in every way to that great soul as ever. After all, Kans shouldn't know that priest of Vasudev's dynasty has named a child of Nand of Gokul. I will patiently watch all your plays and will discover my role in that as and when opportunity arises. O Greatest among men!!!! O perfect one with all 16 aspects!!!! O incarnation of love ' player of flute!!!! O greatest of dancer!!!!! O greatest of performer!!!!! O master of Yoga!!!!! O teacher of art of living!!!!!! O incarnation of adventure ' holder of the great Sudarshan!!!!! O protector of right and justice!!!!!! O master of politics!!!!! O greatest of thinkers ' the incarnation of knowledge!!!!! Accept my regards oh Lord. Bless your devotee!!! And bless all and the planet earth and perform your mission on the earth in grand style.

1. Shri Vishnu's diary just before garbh pravesh:

Scholars often describe me as beyond pain and pleasure, but trust me, it is my pleasure to join my devotees on earth yet again. To receive their love and affection and reflect it back at them tenfold, to take on whatever form they desire to see me in and witness their delight upon seeing it before them... it is worth every difficulty of the mortal world and more. Anyways this time around the mortal world won't pose me any difficulties... in Ram avtaar I wanted to set an example of how to live within limitations and make the best of them, so I willingly bound myself in mortal constrictions. But this time will be different. I am not going to keep my identity much of a secret, so I am free to teach them directly, rather than just by being an example.

What do I have to go there and teach? Well for starters, there is this Kans kid and those poor misguided losers he hangs out with, thinking they are very smart even though they've forgotten the S of smartness. That Jarasandh, that Banasur, that Chanoor' they have been drawn to one another's material riches and political power, and so they have begun to call each other "mitra" ' friend. So one thing I have definitely got to teach them, is how to make friends ' that is, not on the basis of wealth and status, but out of pure, spontaneous love. I will show them this by befriending the poorest of the poor and making that friendship so strong, that it will become a legend in itself. And then, they need to learn about maintaining that friendship. After calling each other "mitra" they drag one another further and further along the path of evil' what kind of friendship is that? I will have to teach them that true friendship means guiding your friend when he/she goes astray, and patiently working on bringing them back to their dharma even if it takes an entire 700 verse discourse to do so 

I've noticed a lot of them also make oaths and vows liberally, though they are destined to get trapped under their weight and side with adharma because of them. So I will have to teach them how to chill out a bit and approach each situation of life as it comes' different times call for different measures; sometimes one duty has to be prioritized and sometimes another. This also I will have to teach them. How to live, how to love; how to fight, how to make peace; how to behave in the assembly hall, how to behave in the family room; I will leave no lesson untaught.

 

But' what fun would it be, bringing down my full set of 16 kalas and allowing myself to demonstrate my power no matter who's watching, if all I was going to do was teach? Those who love me have waited long enough and sacrificed hard enough' time to shed all the Godliness and almighty-ness to give them the bliss they so deserve. Kaun Ramapati, kaisa Ishwar? I, who am ever awake and watching over them, will fall asleep to the sweet sound of their lullabies if it makes them happy. I, who administer justice for every crime, will become a thief myself for their entertainment. I, who am the support of this earth, will eat its dirt to please them. I, who make the world dance according to my will, shall dance with them with full fervor if they so command me. Tribhuvan ka swami bhakton ka das hai. In this incarnation I will grant every pending wish my devotees have asked of me over the course of all my incarnations. I will leave no stone unturned in giving them the bliss that they have earned by loving me so much for so long. There will be enough beauty of emotion in this incarnation of mine that poets and painters for the rest of eternity will find inspiration from it. This incarnation will be so full of love, that coming generations of devotees will prefer drowning in that love, even more than liberation. With loads of love, here I come, heading straight for my devotees' sweet embrace!!!

2. Akrur's diary entry just after Janmashtami, when Kans has temporarily released Vasudev and Devaki from the dungeon in fear of Yogmaya's warning:

Well... it was a long wait, but they're finally home. We welcomed Rajkumar Vasudev and Devaki Bhabhi upon their release from prison after suffering through unspeakable misery for the past several years. In spite of it, they both showed such faith and courage on their faces... I mean, of course we could all tell that they were still hurting, these aren't the kinds of wounds that you can hide, no matter how hard you try. But still, there is never a trace of emptiness or hopelessness on their faces.

I am honored to be at their service, these are not ordinary people. I don't think I have it in me, that sort of unquestioning faith in divine plans and the ability to rely on them alone without panicking and making plans of my own' at least not yet. But who knows, the way that stress keeps leading me to seek Gurudev's guidance and the way he always seems to hint at a miracle that comes true, maybe even I will change.

Speaking of which, the miracle baby they were waiting for, they never even saw his face! It turned out to be a girl who Kans snatched away just like he had done with all the others. From what my spies said, they didn't even see or hear her when she morphed into a goddess and confirmed the arrival of the savior and scared the hell out of Kans; they only found out about it from townspeople on their way home this morning. I was of course pleasantly bewildered by the news myself; it would have been even better if I got to see Kans quivering with fear when it happened, I've always known that his tough-guy act is a big pretense since we were young And then of course he proved it when he raised a sword on a woman when killed innocent children in the name of self-defense But anyway...

Everyone in town was certainly bewildered by this event, but at the same time they feel like whatever it was, it means that there is something divine at work. That their prayers didn't fall upon deaf ears, that things are on their way to turning out ok. I may not have it in me yet to completely rest assured because of such thoughts, but after Gurudev revealed the secret of how the seventh child was saved' and then when I visited Gokul, I witnessed that glow emanating from Rohini bhabhi that I had heard about when it came from Devaki bhabhi - it made a huge difference.

I was astonished that there is that much out there under a higher power's control; is Gurudev right that so much of my anxiety and the strategizing that comes from it really unnecessary? Even if it is, I'm still at it, but now I don't feel as if the weight of the world rests on my strategies. If, by chance, they don't go as planned, maybe things might work themselves out anyway. Like this baby girl giving a prophecy story. I mean, no one heard me out about escaping or taking precautions for the prince and princess's safety, but still something supernatural happened, they are safe and the savior's out there somewhere. There is some reason to have hope. For Mathura, for me, and more importantly, for Kumar and Bhabhi.

In a few hours we'll be going to Gurudev so that they can finally get the good news about baby number seven, and maybe even the baby girl. We've all made sacrifices under Kans's tyranny, but none like theirs. Kumar Vasudev is like a younger brother to me' I know how strong and patient he is, he's always been that way. But I also know that underneath it all he is hiding enough grief to fill the seven seas, and it feels all the more worse because it's restrained. Watching it melt away into joy, even a little bit of it, will be priceless. A sight of the savior is probably well into the future; for now, witnessing his effect on those whose lives he's here to light up... that is more than enough for me to believe that he's here and he's in control. If he's' if you're hearing me, wherever you are, welcome to the world taaranhaar!

Token - 004

 I don't know whether I will be able to finish this entry in my diary, yes, in spite of being the Almighty, I don't know this! Because while writing this I can hear all the distressed people on earth are calling me with an intolerable agony in their hearts, 'Come, Lord, come, save us!' Oh! How melancholy their voices are! I'm Omnipotent, but I have no power to ignore this call. I'm feeling an irresistible pull towards earth, & it's surely the power of their prayers! So I may have to reach to earth as a human child at any moment, even leaving this diary-entry incomplete! 

I'm still in Vaikunth, & Lakshmi is besides me. She is silent. She looks too gloomy to describe! We will be separated after sometimes, but I know she is not thinking about our separation at all! Her eyes are fixed on the jail of Mathura. She is thinking about the sufferings of our poor devotees. True, it's very natural for her, being the mother of universe, how can she tolerate her children's pain?

I'm equally affectionate to my all children, but am feeling most pity for them who are suffering the most! I'm completely overwhelmed with Vasudev & Devaki's immense grief! They are performing much harder tapasya than that they did in their previous birth to get me as their son! From that day of Akashwani they are suffering! The newly married couple had to lose all their pleasures which they deserved! The prince & princess have to spend their life within a prison! The innocent parents had to lose all their newly born babies! If there was anyone else in their place, he must start to suspect in my existence & addressed me as cruel! But Vasudev & Devaki have not lost faith on me, they still believe that I will come to rescue them very soon, & are waiting for me! Even in this miserable condition, they are not thinking about themselves! How pure their faith is! How great their sacrifice is! How patient are they! It seems that they will even defeat the deities in greatness! 

My devotees are entirely depending on me today! The poor natives of Mathura, who became comfortable after transfer of Sheshnaag from Devaki's womb, & started to ignore all the fears in the high hope that I'm coming as eighth son, they are now in jail! They are being tortured severely by Kans's guards there! Whoever worships me is being tortured! But they can not forget to utter my name again & again! They love me; they know very well that I will surely fulfill my promise. So they are remaining steady in such danger. Poor Ugrasen is watching the only light of hope in his dark room that I'm coming as his grandson! All of them are praying to me for tolerance! Otherwise how can they bear with such intolerable grief?

I'm very pleased with Akrur. He believes me, but he believes in Karmyog too. Yes, Karmyog is one of the ways through which creatures can achieve me. Besides, he is worried enough about Vasudev-Devaki & their eighth child. Unconsciously he is worshipping me as he is now entirely overwhelmed with only my thoughts! I will surely bless him with my direct darshan!   

Dear diary! Are you feeling bored? I know, I'm filling you with sad events only, but what can I do? My children are suffering much! I can never forget this! I'm bounded with my devotees with the inseparable bond of love; we can never forget each other! They always pray to me, & I feel hurt when they are hurt! Ok, if you want, my diary, then we may take a little brake. Let's leave Mathura temporarily to visit Vrindavan!

Oh! How pleasant the atmosphere of Brijdham is! Fallen in love with this pure place! The whole Brij bhumi is waiting for me. Nand & Yashoda are completely overwhelmed with joy! They are going to be parents for the first time! My Maya has entered into Yashoda's womb. She will be replaced by me after my birth, & I will come here, in this house of Nand where my stuti is chanted everyday. & I have to spend my whole childhood here, because I promised to do so when Nand-Yashoda performed tapasya to see my child form in their previous birth. In this house I will establish my sweet child form which will please the whole universe forever. I have to give Yashoda the complete pleasure of my childhood even by making her angry with me! I will steal butter from cowmades, they will complain to Yashoda & she will punish me. Mother's anger will be really enjoyable for me! Thus I will cover her completely with my Vatsalya bhakti which will help her to attain moksha. Thought to express my Viswa roop to her too.

I'm bound by promise to Sheshnaag too! In Treta Yug, when he incarnated himself as Lakshman, I was overwhelmed by his love & devotion to me & decided to incarnate myself as his younger for the next time. I decided to serve him as my elder brother just like he served me in Treta. He has already born & I know, he is eagerly waiting for me! His love for me knows no limit!

I have responsibilities not only to my devotees but also to them who are suffering curse as demons & are waiting for mukti. Especially poor Putana, who wanted to be my mother at my Vaman avater, I have to fulfill her desire in this eighth incarnation. Similarly Utkaj, Trinabarta, Aghasur & the great serpant Kaliya, have to be liberated. I have to break the pride of great deities too & all of these are going to occur in this Vrindavan only!  

My beloved Yamuna! I'm coming to play my flute at your bank! In this incarnation, I will establish myself as a Premavater, the incarnation of love. Lakshmi will help me to establish this. She will teach people how to love me. At my teenage, Vrindavan will become the pilgrimage of love due to her presence. 

& finally, when the crucial time will appear, I have to leave this sacred Vrindavan in order to kill Kans. At last, poor Vasudev & Devaki will be able to see me! But how will I conceal my mother Yashoda? I don't know this!

The memories of Treta Yug are attacking me again & again today! In Treta too, being moved with my devotees' pain, I incarnated myself as Dashrathi Ramchandra in order to stop Ravan's torture on them. But my intention was not only to destroy demons but also to establish an ideal example of human life,- so I presented myself as Maryada Purusottam! But in this Dwapar I can't exactly follow this format. Now the time has been changed, & the nature of men has also been changed massively. Treta's people believed in the theory of truth & love, they could be easily attracted by an ideal nature. But now they have lost their respect towards truth, they have forgotten the lessons I taught them in my Ram Avater. They don't love even their family members & friends; the society is full of jealousy & becomes unbearable for my true devotees. Now it's not a time to show an ideal human again, rather I should express my divinity to men. If they can't be influenced by the beauty of human character, then they must be drawn towards me by my direct advices only. I have planned to give the most precious advices to them which will guide them forever. If they obey & follow them, they will achieve me easily. Dwapar's people will know me as Sarva Shaktiman Parameshwar, not as Maryada Purusottam. I will never suppress my Godhead in this eighth incarnation.

Oh no! Dear diary, are you listening? I can't bear with people's cry more! Now I MUST reach to earth, immediately! Bye, my diary, I'm forced to stop writing here.

Don't weep, my children, I'm coming for you!

Maharaj Ugrasen writes before Janmashtami

 They are crying again!

Lord! When will you stop this pain?

No light can be seen, no sound can be heard here! This place is far away from Mathura's people; their melancholy voice can't reach to this prison.  

Then how can I hear their cry?

Answer is very simple. Their cry is not of their alone, whatever they are praying to God is the very own words of the whole universe too, even deities from heaven are praying the same, "O savior! Listen to us! We are helpless without you! Don't delay, Lord, come & save us!"

Are you listening, my Lord?

This prayer has been spread in air from everyone's heart! Even a deaf can hear this! I'm not hearing this with my ears; I can feel this within my heart!

I am a king. My people are my children. They are suffering much without performing a little offence, & I am here, in this dark room, without any power to save them!

A king is compared to God, but that's only because of your direct influence on a king, O King of all kings! King has no power to rule your children without your order. You yourself assign this job to him.

You, the King of universe, gave me a responsibility to rule some children of you. You gave me a little part of your infinite raj-danda in order to perform right judgment on behalf of you. I tried at my best, Lord, but finally could not save the honor of your raj-danda! I failed to fulfill my duties to your children! Forgive me, my Lord! My King! Forgive your irresponsible representative!

But why, God, why am I seeing this day? What offence I have done at your feet?

Yes, one & only one dangerous offense I did. I became the father of demon Kans!

Yes! Whose death is prayed by all, I gave birth to him! Whose end will make this universe happy; I was responsible for its start! To destroy him, Lord of Vaikunth will appear Himself, but I only regret that I could not destroy him! 

Kans was a torturer of saints. He asked them to worship him as God. Whoever worshipped Lord Narayan was tortured by him! I made him alert several times, but he was not my obedient son at all.

But his sin started to cross its limit suddenly after Devaki's marriage. I can never forget that cursed day. The royal palace was still decorated with all arrangement of Devaki's marriage, the flowers of their marriage were still at their place, and all was in joyous mood, suddenly---Kans entered with his soldiers, Devaki & Vasudev was with him.

When I got the news, then poor Devaki was already imprisoned with her husband!

I burst into anger. Can anyone tolerate this?

I ordered him to undo this immediately. He could say nothing at that moment. He had no right to disobey his king.

Devaki was his beloved sister. He loved her much. I was astonished enough to see his behavior to Devaki! How can a person be changed so drastically? Is it your leela too, Lord? You wanted to punish Kans, so helped him to fulfill his amount of sin!

   But I never thought that my son has fallen so significantly! I could never understand what a shocking conspiracy was started against me within my kingdom!

Kans knew well, that I will oppose him in every sinful way he adopted. So he planned to dethrone me, but I could not know!

Oh God! How can I write this, my pen sucks with limitless shame & grief to write that I gave birth to such a son who could easily killed a newly born baby of his sister!!!!!!!

But my 'great' son had no repented for doing that! He was as normal as he has killed an ant accidentally! Then he had no fear from me. Because he was then completely ready to dethrone me.

Forgive me, my loyal soldiers! You respected me much, but this helpless king could do nothing to save you at that day! You gave your precious lives to save your king, but this ill-fated king could not be saved!

I tried to show my son the right way of life, but he could not see it, rather I became the highest barrier of his way of sin. So I had to take shelter here, in this dark room!

God! If you further decide to give such son to a father, please keep my little request; end that father's life just after his son's birth!

If you ended my life that day, I never heard this pain of all! Devaki's each child's death-pain has poisoned the atmosphere of whole Mathura! I can't breathe well in this poisonous air, Lord! All my people are surely thinking that they are being tortured due to my order! How can I convince them about my present condition? 

God! That foolish Kans does not know you! He has no idea about your glory. He does not know how much you love your devotees! & so, in spite of hearing the Akashwani, he did not get alert. I know, my Lord, you love this sinner too! You are always ready to forgive him if he takes your shelter even now! But he will not do that!

Oh! What a pity! He is very near of the ocean of your mercy, but can't accept it!

Listen to me, Lord, don't forgive him! Yes, being his father I'm praying to you that please don't forgive that sinner! He, who can't recognize your mercy, should not be forgiven.

Now come, my Lord! We all depend only on you! You are the only light of hope in this darkness!

No, I'm not worried about myself at all. Do end my life if you want, but rescue my poor Devaki & Vasudev! Rescue my innocent people! They are alive only for you! Don't make them disappointed, Lord! If you make more delay to save your distressed devotees, it will reduce your glory! Don't do that, my Lord! Sinner has crossed all of his limits, now you can't stay at your place with peace! You must come now!

Come, my King! I could not fulfill my duties given by you, punish me for this offence! I'm waiting only to handover your kingdom to you! Your representative is too weak to protect your kingdom. Now accept your entrusted property from my hands, & give me moksha! 

Only keep my one more request, O King! Give me a little chance to expiate. Don't destroy Kans yourself, let me do it! Which sin I performed by giving birth to him, will be slightly less if I can end his life with my own hands!  

While continuously performing the function of maintaining the order of the universe every time after Brahmaji creates it, by residing in the hearts of every living beings, I also do take every opportunity to manifest myself on the planet earth time & time again to play with my devotees, who are also my own form, with my 10 or more aspects, whenever my other countless manifestations having my relatively lower aspects, under my illusion, experience imbalance of justice and start losing faith. I myself assume the human or other form depending upon the requirement of the situation on the planet earth with a divine body often taking a divine birth through an honorable mother devotee's womb to perform divine deeds or plays. It is like in the world of all robots created by me only having emotional intelligence applications software inbuilt, I myself enter among them with master system software and robotic get up.

My manifestation with my all 16 aspects is a humanlike form in devotee's eyes which also has countless names which cuts all attachments and bondages and gives salvation to ignorant souls and hence known as Krushna. In this form only, I enter the planet earth in a divine manner in Dwapar era of various Kalpas between different bodies in which I only reside. I make entry with my own part Shesh as elder brother and lot of Gods & Demigods also take birth before or after myself to support my incarnation in the divine plans. Sitting from Vaikunth dhaam in Ksheer Saagar ' the milky ocean, I receive vibration signals from my own sending transmitter in hearts of beings, which is being activated or aroused or called for and my divine manifestation responds to those calls and plans to help my other manifestations who are crying for help.

I can see all the times and all the places in the space from here. For me, every era is NOW. Nothing is past and nothing is future. Everything is present wherever and the way I look. Time is the element binding for those who remember me and come to me. Currently, one of the countless pairs of eyes of my universe form is looking at 28^th Manvantar of Shwet Varah Kalp Planet earth of Aakaashganga galaxy ' the milky way the ultimate destination of which is milky ocean. All Gods of planets and 5 elements along with the creator Brahmaa are praying for and signaling the time for them of my play which has arrived and transmitting the message of saints to me.

A soul is constantly remembering me with my fear and enmity and by its very nature -the built in software application- is knowingly & unknowingly making many other souls hurt & suffer and who are therefore remembering me with cry deeply with their hearts in connection with me. A bit more remembering or meditating effort to get the full marks and they will discover me and will get merged into me or find my eternal company here. A tyrant ruler rakshas origin soul in Yaadav dynasty is harassing saints & cows and sacrifice activities and disturbing Gods. He has made his father, sister and brother in law captive. He is killing his own nephews due to fear of his own death, which has still not happened as per the time on the earth though I can see that as well. Evil powers and dictator lusty kings are spreading their supremacy on the earth kingdoms. People's faith on me is facing its extreme test and gold is being melted to become the ornament. These souls have reached the time when they see my presence on the earth with a body growing by age and giving them bliss as their savior!!!!! Their rescuer!!!! The adventurous warrior!!!! Their son!!!! Their lover!!!! Their master!!!! Their friend!!!!! Their teacher!!!!! Their guide & leader!!!!! The philosopher!!!!! In their own different ways of looking and perception and belief and faith!! This is my 8^th out 10 major famous manifestations. My 7^th incarnation ' Ram ' giver of bliss ' is the one, which they have seen with pleasure & joy to be the one having set all the ideals of relationship obeying all the social norms & traditions. Ideal son!!! Ideal brother!!!! Ideal friend!!!!! Ideal social servant!!!! Ideal warrior!!!! Ideal husband!!!!! Ideal enemy!!!! Ideal king!!!! Ideal father!!!!! The 8th incarnation doesn't bind himself into the boundaries of human limitations and social norms and setting examples by conduct generating respect but enjoys a complete personality by teaching the lesson of devotion/love, knowledge & duty to the world in different era through his authoritative convincing words and influential charisma. He incarnates not only to balance the justice, save the saints & punish the evils like all other incarnations but also incarnates to fulfill mercifully all the promises given by him to all his devotees in the previous incarnations, to fulfill their wishes all at once, to become their lifter by killing, to become the son of many mothers, to become brother of many sisters, to become lover of many loving hearts, to become husbands of many dying hearts all together. He teaches the world politics & warfare & time appropriate policies & duties but most importantly he teaches the world that LOVE is the summary of life in the universe ' it is the ultimate teaching ' the supreme duty. And like all other incarnations, he hammers the message yet again that TRUTH only wins to re-establish the faith. The only thing he and my other incarnations can't do is to resist self for long and ignore a devotee's call forever. Don't cry my beloved ones!!!!! Here I come!!! Feel me with you!!!

2^nd Diary entry: Kans after Janmashtami

Grrr   What has been happening!!!!!!  Earlier that light in the womb of Devaki, snake in the dungeon and miscarriage of 7^th  child and flowers in the dungeon. And now my killer has taken birth!!!!!! Has he?  7^th or 8^th? Really? Somewhere else?  Not born to Devaki? Who that miracle baby was?!!!! What did she tell!!!! I just can't understand!!!!  The earlier prophecy told that it would be the 8^th child of Devaki and Devaki's 8^th baby has disappeared in the sky. And that too a baby girl!!!!!!!! And now she herself is contradicting the divine prophecy by turning into a Goddess with 8 hands and saying that my killer is born somewhere else!!!!!

 Hmmm!!!! What era has come!! Even saintly and divine prophecies are falsehood.  At least one of the two has got to be. What tricks Gods are playing with me? What that trickster Vishnu is thinking and planning? Will he only kill me??? Can he?  Oh no he can't. Hmmm. Perhaps he can and he will. Will he? If that baby was Vishnu taking form of Goddess then why he/she didn't attack to kill me then only??!!!! Something unexplainable is being cooked around.

Are my servants of the jail liars? Are Devaki and Vasudev also liars? How can people like them act so unnaturally to ditch me?!!!!  They think they are smart huhh!! They think that they are approaching through the right path of salvation or devotion!!! They think that they are great!!! They think that God is happy with them!!! God??? They are forgetting that they are at my mercy right now.  Their welfare will only be possible just because of me. And the Saviour is going to kill me?? Really? Then understand that I am not the one who can be defeated in any race.  All those good & saintly characters Garg, Ugrasen, Vasudev, Akrur, Nand, Devaki will be weak in defeating Kans in any contest whatever and howsoever they think.  I am the most powerful in the race. Only those will be ahead of me to reach the destination whom I myself send or allow to move first before me in search of that and I will send or allow them only if they are my obedient servants.  

 I just keep on dreaming and thinking about something of that sort. I just can't keep my mind away from HIM. I am having his dreams only!!!! Also those cheap silly servants of Vishnu. That conch. That discus. That mace. That lotus.  Firelike something is burning in me for them. Can they compare themselves with me? And Oh! Why is this fear catching up on me!!!! What fear is this if that 8^th child wasn't the HIM??? Is it the fear of finding him soon or not being able to find him now?  Oh come on Vishnu!! Come on saviour!!!! Come on you who lift the devotees by only saving them as these stupid people think. Come in front. When will I be able to see you? What more I have to do now to get you? You are harassing me. You are testing my patience.   But you see. I will catch you. I will search you soon. I will find you wherever you are hiding. You yourself will come to me. If you don't then I will use my force. 

 And what all are these celebrations around in Vraj???? I will crush all the newly born babies.  They have no right to be born on this earth if Vishnu is hiding somewhere among them but not coming in front. He has to come in front if he really is the saviour. Let everyone see whose wish and trick works. Mine or Vishnu's. I will crush all these celebrations.  Vrajraj's house or whatever. Even if it is the house of that Nandgop celebrating the birth of baby after many years. I am his king and how dare they celebrating when I am dying to find that trickster!!! Then let's see what HE does. I am KANS. The man of power. And power can give you anything. The highest place also which one can ever get. Even Shiva's incarnation will not be able to help. Any life saving sanjeevani herbs also won't be able to change the future course of events. That's Kans's plan. That's Kans's commitment. That's Kans's determination. 

"Bair bhaav hi se kiya, sada Krishna ka dhyaan"

Then what? Eventually? Mila antatah Kans ko, Haricharano me sthaan???? Arre abhi to Janmashtami day hai - usko abhi time hai.