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Something Called Love
Twenty
When she opened her eyes,
it was late, she did not found him. She got up quickly, covered herself in
quilt before he came. She got herself fresh and came after thirty minutes. When
she came out from the washroom, she saw him getting ready in his formals, about
to leave somewhere. She started shouting in her mind, 'Which kind of monster he
is? Not even wishing me good morning!'
'Er…Good morning, geet.'
He hesitated.
'Morning!' she said, bit
embarrassed.
'Look…'
'Look…'
They stopped for a second.
She thought, 'Must be thinking how to deal with it. I know Maan…I love you,
too!'
'She must be angry on me.
How could I hurt her like this? I'm a Monster, no doubt in that!' He thought.
'Maan…'
'Geet…'
She smiled and he tried to
smile but could not.
'Okay. You say.' She
smiled and allowed him to talk first.
'I'm so sorry geet. You
must be thinking that I used you...and I…just…but you know I was drunk…I'm so
sorry…it was my mistake…I should have never…'
'…what?' she asked in
shock.
'I'm so sorry…I think I
should just leave…you will feel better only…' and he left, leaving her shell
shocked.
She thought, he loved her,
in fact he did. She was sure that he loved her, but she knew it, he will only
think about herself and her comfort first. She was shocked to see his reaction.
She had no more to say, she just left without even looking at her.
***
'What? Without
protection?' pinkey spit out the drink in shock.
'Will you just shut up?'
she asked pinkey, sipping coffee.
'You don't need coffee sweetie;
you need alcohol, a beer! Will it work?' pinkey smiled at her situation.
'But…you love him na?' she asked sincerely then.
'Yes.'
'And, what about him?
Well, you know something? I know he loves you, adi told me once.' Pinkey
laughed at her like a silly teenage girl who just found out the latest rumor of
the class.
'I know, but he will never
realize that. I know him, he thinks he used me. He is just being bad ass…! How
can I forget that after all he is a MAN. You know pinks, men will be men, I
mean I admit that he is great, super cool, nice and understanding partner, like
you see in movie, but he is a MAN. I have always believed in this theory, you
know something? Man…they are so confused. I mean when they do right things,
they would feel that they are doing wrong, and when they are doing wrong things,
they would feel like they are the only intelligent guys on the earth and they
are doing right things…In short, his boy hormones has won over his love for
me…and he is feeling like he hurt me but in fact I'm not…I so want him to hurt
me…damn it!' she said in her own disbelief, irritation, frustration and
confusion, and sighed heavily.
'You have gone mad, geet.
Just…too fool in love.' She causally laughed and rolled her eyes. Geet
understood from the bewildered look on pinkey's face that she did not
understand anything.
'Very funny.' She said and
got up from there.
'I just want him to
realize that I'm not feeling guilty about it; I need to talk to him.'
'But he and adi left for Singapore, they
will come after three weeks or four. For that work, I had to cancel my reception,
geet.' She cried in pitiable accent.
She left from there in
anger and frustration. It was three weeks to wait for him to come and it was
her time to miss him, and his time to realize his love.
***
He tried to read some
magazines, listen songs but nothing worked. He was already missing her, but he
had that strange doubt that she might hate him for used her like this, he
closed his eyes tight in found himself lost in her memories, her enchanting
smile, her natural fragrance, her hazel eyes and her beautiful face. He opened
his eyes immediately to stop him from thinking about her. He asked the air
hostess to bring him vodka, same drink which she asked for when they first met,
she was wearing white shirt and black jeans with pink inner which he did not wanted
to see but could not help it. She was scared, much scared from flight, how he
tried to divert her attention by provoking her, and then she went on and on and
on. He finally had to exchange his seat with another and how he hated her at
first sight. A bright smile appeared on his face.
Few days passed but he
could not talk to her as they both were busy in work and they had to handle
respective branches. There was not even a single day when he did not miss her,
or she did not miss him. She kept waiting for him and his call but it was of no
use and he kept waiting for her call but she did not call which made him more
convinced that she was not happy with him. On the other side, he was missing
her like hell, he was thinking about her day and night, her non-stop talk and
blabbering, her drinking habit and her laughter.
***
It was evening and they
were working like usual in the office, and as usual, he could not concentrate
more, and he left from there and stood there on the trail, on the top floor,
staring at the blue clean sky, and adi came from back and patted his back.
'You miss her a lot,
right?'
'No. Not at all.'
'I have not mentioned her
name yet and you are already refusing. I was talking about dadima!' he smiled.
'Oh yes, I miss her.'
'You can't lie easily. You
need to learn it man!' he grinned.
He did not say anything
but glared at him.
'Maan, I know, for you
it's hard to accept that you love her but man, one day you will have to accept
that.'
'What are you saying adi?'
he asked him in confusion.
'Nothing. You know what
I'm saying. Well, I have to go now; pinkey must be waiting for my call.'
After he left, he stood
there in confusion, a battle between his mind and heart.
'What
are you thinking maan? Huh? She loves you.'
'Of
course not. Maan, nobody can love you, you know you are her devil boss. You
don't deserve love. Even your mother rejected you… '
'And
who are you to decide that you deserve love or not? She loves you.'
'She
does not. Maan, you were drunk and you used her. How could you hurt her like
this?'
'If
you were so drunk then how do you remember each and every moment perfectly? And
if you were doing that so called mistake the why didn't she stop you? If she
was so hurt then she would not spare you.'
'May
be she was vulnerable'
'No
maan no, didn't you see it in her eyes next morning? She loves you.'
'Don't
listen to your heart man.'
'Go
Maan, go. Go get your girl. Be a man, and get her.'
'No.'
'Yes.'
'Oh! Shut up both of you.
I don't know about her, whether she feels the same for me or not but I know one
thing, I love her and I will tell her. Rest of the thing, she will decide and I
know she will be mine, someday.' He cried passionately. He was still standing
there, and on the other side of the corner there was some party, which he
thought was a prom night. She looked at the couples dancing with each other,
holding hands and hands and arms in arms, lost in their own world. It was a
very sweet and romantic music playing in the background.
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-FJg4R-QZE&feature=related[/YOUTUBE]
He smiled at the thought
of her; he closed his eyes and found her in his arms, looking at him and
smiling, her same enchanting and magical smile. Her hazel eyes, searching for
something in his eyes and he held her, he held his hand tightly and bow down.
He kissed her hand and got up, pulled her closer and moving in the rhythm with
her. He was lost in her. And as song finished, suddenly he opened his eyes just
to find out that he was alone, she was not with him. That was the moment when
he realized that life is incomplete without her, the moment when he realized
that he missed her. He decided to ask her first when he would reach India. He
smiled and left from there.
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