Posted:
12 years ago
Ok so I really do not know what to say. In a way I never expected it to happen this way. I mean Kesar's behaviour has changed drastically and I don't blame him, and Gulaal being Gulaal is happy with the decision he's made but never once thought twice as to why he suddenly literelly in a matter of seconds changed his mind. At this rate I've nearly lost hope between love/romatic type to happen with Gulaal and Kesar. Their chemistry and them just being them are amazing together. The way Kesar still yet looks at Gulaal really sort of catches your breath. For example when they were talking about getting married - he was ,marrying Talli yet his eyes never once glanced off Gulaal, she was the only person her could see yet in a revengful way but we could still sense the strong feelings he has towards her where he himself is not aware of that he is in love with her. You can tell that the recurring taunts that Kesar says really does get to Gulaal, now she is sort of aware of Kesar's plan and knows it was a mistake.
I really feel for Poonam ba, the way Gulaal was so harsh to her and made her feel like she was not related to Gulaal in any way. PB is right in every way - this is Gulaal's biggest mistake but at the moment she is just blinded. What I don't understand is why is Talli's importance higher in Gulaal's heart that Kesar - Kesar is the one she stayed in the house for - the one she lived for.
Talli, well to be honest I've really disliked her just sort of saw her as brain dead, lack of comman sense even NO comman sense would do. But she definetly does not need to USED as a tool in anyway by Kesar or Gulaal to prove their points. The fact that she is not in love with Kesar she just based it upon what Gulaal said to her as Kesar said and i quote " why are you in love with me?, What do you even know about me?" really says a lot, and 100% true - What does she actually know about him? Talli was only part of Kesar's life for a short amount of time and he soon left for boarding school - so exactly what does she ACTUALLY know about him? Does she know him at all? She's just done everything base upon Gulaal, she relies on Gulaal for everything - how to impress Kesar and everything (which never works) Where as Gulaal knows everything about Kesar, she knows exactly - she can see right through him and understand him when she wants too and in this case it seems like she just doesn't want to acknowldge Kesar in any way which is kind of sad - Kesar must be in a lot of pain after she said he has no rights on her which totally backfired on Gulaal today when he told her "who's going to stop me? You? You have no rights on me at all - stop interfering in my life" that must have really hit Gulaal hard. He states that Gulaal is ruining three lives which is entirely true. But as for Talli she really needs to understand what love means not just base it on what Gulaal says. She needs to stand on her own two feet.
Gulaal - well what can I say, I had always admired her, but I've always admired her for what she's done for Kesar and how well she treated him. But I never thought I would see this side of her - I would say selfish because I've never seen her actually think about Kesar she's just be blinded by Talli, thats all that goes through her head and fufilling Talli's promise but has Gulaal ever thought about what Kesar wants? Has she? Right let's look back when she fell in love with Vasant - initially she was ready to elope for the one she loved - so wouldn't that be a bad thing for the family? She rejected Durgesh for obvious reasons but she went against her father. Because she believed in true love. She was willing to put everything at stake for the one she love, her family, her life. So what's wrong with what Kesar's doing. Ever since Gulaal got a hint that Kesar might be falling for her, all she's done is push him away. That doesn't do him any justice in his life. I agree she always looks out for her family and always wants the best but sometimes overcaring really does push people away - so it has with Kesar. I know for a fact if the wedding does take place (which I really hope doesn't) Gulaal will feel really uncomfortable and I guess a sense of jelousy that Kesar is not hers anymore - he belongs to Talli and Talli can rightfully say that to Gulaal's face that "you don't need to do anything for Kesar. That's my job" . That would spite her for sure. Even MB himself said in what position will she be living in the house - it would definetly be uncomfortble.
And is it just me or no one in the house seems to be happy with this marriage except ofcourse Gulaal and Sudha?
I really don't know what else to say but for the first time Gulaal has made a big mistake and she needs to realise that soon and actually open her heart and her feelings that she keeps in her heart and only lives for others. Kesar did make an effort to mend their relationship but it seems as if she's just forgotten that Kesar she use to love.
I don't know what else to write now - the post is long enough as it is lol.
Please spare a few minutes to read and leave your views. Thank you and also tell me what you thought about my views
much love
reema x