Well i think we all know where it starts of from esp if we all watched yesterdays last scene, i ginf that Gulaal is somewhat expecting a question on the lines of what she has been thinking and what Kesar might actually feel for her, and so on - the hint of fear of wanting to hear that question maybe but also want to know what is those questions he wants to ask, as she does asks Kaise sawaal, what sort of questions and so on
Kesar tells her those questions she wants to ask that doesnt leave him no peace, and that my eyes want to know, and his eyes keep asking her the very questions and so on, and only she has answers to and she replies i dont know what you want to ask, but from her reaction i got that she subconsciously know what question it might (if you get what i mean) and i dont Kesar can even get the words outs, and Gulaal tells him whatever he wants to ask, just ask her - and she isnt even meeting his eyes, and there's one line that Gulaal says 'if its reached to this point' baat yaha tak phochi hai... and Kesar says i assume it has reached to this point (i think Gulaal is thinking of another point) ans says she made him helpless to come here(i think Gulaal is rather surprise to hear that she made him majboor to come here) and maybe to that point as well (whatever point Kesar is thinking from his pov) and i do believe Gulaal wants to hear what he has to say as she tells him whats happened why is he quiet now and ask her whatever he wants to ask twice she says that, seeing as he avoids looking at her.
The precap scene we gets, as he says Your life/world used to revolve/surround around me and now its not like that anymore and why is yours and mine world so different/seperate/apart from each other, and we see those tears rolling down her face as they look at one another and he says if our worlds are seperate/different then why is she in each moment on his mind - roaming around in this thoughts and asks Kyun Gulaal Kyun (we all know Kesar always asks why each time, he has an emotional breakdown esp when he reads one of his letters) and
Gulaal is getting hurt as she says dard ho raha hai (maybe also saying she feels his pain in a way, and this is hurting too and its an uncomfortable atmosphere) by the way Kesar is holding her tightly by her arms and he realises or gets surprised he is holding her and lets go and then Gulaal goes and puts her pallu on her head both avoid looking at one another and so on, as she tells him to go to his room, i think Gulaal has got a shocker just by going over what just happened and what he was saying, and what it means deep down and what she thinks and she breaks down crying - seriously this is big time inkling of a revelation/confrmation for Gulaal now... that Kesar doesnt and has never seen her apart from him, he hasnt let her go, she still holds that much importance for him and maybe for him its beyond just what it was before, this is what i think Gulaal would be thinking on, coz what he has said and how she is every moment and how he thinks about her all the time etc
What could Gulaal say beside, cut the talk there and then, coz Kesar is not in his senses well he is, but i think she did the right thing in the way it ended, its too much to take in for now and so on, its awkward and she is trying to understand him and so on and work out exactly what it is
I had a feeling that we would see Sudha and Talli's their dilemma on the person they love, that neither Kesar or even Raman loves them in the way they want and so on, Sudha as always longed for that love in how a man should love a woman esp a husband love, and whilst Talli just longs for Kesar and being his and i do think if we look back on last friday's episode i think we see a camera shot on Talli and Sudha crying as Raman left without seeing her and Gulaal crying along with them, watching them, and with Gulaal knowing what is happening and how sad they are, seeing as they have Gulaal knowing how alone Sudha is and Talli is with her. Raman comes to their room and doesnt even know who Talli is and so on, and Talli goes i will go and sleep with Gulaal
Kesar has not gone to his room - he is on the balcony playing his little mouth istrument, recalling Raman's words again and how Gulaal choosing D etc, i think like Kesar we also thought MB is coming to tell Kesar off, but no he is rather calm, and doesnt seem anything, he doesnt know Kesar has drank, and asks Kesar to keep playing and MB sits beside him, looks like Kesar is trying to hide his face more like how his mouth judging by how he must smell of alcohol and says to play another tune, the one he used to play when he was younger, and still Kesar is hiding his face with his arm/hand. MB talks about life in general to Kesar and how time and life is coming along and the family and so on, i think it was a rather good conversation when you sometimes have - as you talking freely about it, and Mb is scared that is family doesnt break and so on, and that he wont be able to fix it and so on (i guess i relate it back to D and what he did, and Kesar's life and Gulaal's life and so on) and MB gets to know Kesar is drunk judging by how Kesar got up from the floor and is not in control and says i am ashamed being your father.
Looks like Kesar slept on the balcony, someone must of covered him with a blanket as JK comes up and starts putting wet clothes out, and Kesar looks at the blanket thinking it might be Gulaal, but JK confirms it was her knowing full well who he is thinking of, i think JK has got Kesar's and his pov well, and as she know he wants Gulaal to do things for him and for her to only care for him and so on, and tells JK tells him its not wrong in wanting that which hubby wouldnt want that, looks like JK has got into him that he needs to ask and demand certain things and says he needs to understand his own right and place in Gulaal's life, i think she is pointing towards what he is - a husband and how he is married to her - this what i think JK was implying and that he needs to start understanding that bit and what he is and what sort of right he has over her and it has left him thinking on it
Talli tries to tidy up Kesar's cupboard and Kesar doesnt like it as she is touching his things and notices the red flower thing as Talli made it, and i think he might think it was Gulaal who put it there, but it was Talli before she entered his room and looking for him and Talli says she knows she gets on his nerves and he gets angry on her, and Talli is going on about Farz and all that, whilst Kesar doesnt know why she keeps being around him and so on, and says you have your own life and to mind her own life and to keep out of his basically, and we see Kesar flash back to what he said to Gulaal last night as he sits on his bed and gets angry and thrown something on the floor in his anger
5 things happened today which will take the track forward i guess...
Kes-Gul and what he said and what Gulaal is getting an inkling on and so on
JK saying what she did to Kesar, and how he needs to start seeing himself and what he is to Gulaal and understanding that and what right he has on her
Sudha-Talli hopes on a love that will never ever be theres i guess
Talli finding out that Kesar doesnt value her in his life or thinks of her in that way, or holds any importance for her as such
MB again disappointed by Kesar, and is ashamed by him
Neil and Manasi are awesome as always
Precap - Gulaal finds a crying Talli, and Talli says Kesar doesnt like her, and that he wants someone else
Edited by Lennie - 24 May 2011 at 11:27am