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Kesariyo Rang Mane Lagyo - 19 May 2011

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Posted: 19 May 2011 at 11:13am | IP Logged
Mein aa gaiTongue
Shalu is scratching her claws to make them sharpTongue so that she can fight with me for tomorrow's epiTongue...and so me here...wish me luckLOL

So we have Raman Ramayan going onDead and so I fast forward...what kind of idiotic track is this...anybody with two pence of common sense knows that a person convicted of a crime so grotesque, is not eligible to contest elections...LOL hum sab ko Talli phulli samjha hai inlogo neAngry...koi nai...LOL

I leave the hulaba place and run behind the phatphati of the rutha bacha...owww...he has climbed on the rock and throwing stones in the sea...

The frustration so obvious...the vengeance with which he was throwing stones, shows the amount of emotions he has suppressed inside...
Always makes me wonder how he was in the boarding school...did he even make friends there...he might be so lonely over there na...my heart so goes out for that Kesar right now...how he must have slept in the dark in the dormitory and thought about the words of that eunuch for these long years...
The same words he was hearing and rehearing right now...
He is so obsessed with his thoughts ...he just cant seem to alienate himself from them...and he cannot seem to get rid of that deep rooted love that he has for Gulaal as welll...
Cry

Did someone feel that his anger was directed towards himself more than Gulaal when he had flashbacks of his and Gulaal scenes when Gulaal was ill and he was taking care of her...

Why why why could he not free himself of that bond!!!!...why couldnot he ignore her!!!!...how could he care for such a woman.!!!!..

And the way he tries crunching the stone between his hands...owww..the pain so evident...

He remembers the Chunar returning Gulaal ...and for him it amounted to the rejection of his loveOuch

Tears flowing so easily...tears of hurt and the pain that had been missing these days...

He had so tried to hold on to those emotions when he came back...but Gulaal and his love for her won him over and he had almost forgotten those words he had hung on for all these years...
but those emotions again came back ...

Did it feel that he was lamenting that losss...the loss of not able to forget and of not having those days of reveling in his love again...Ouch

awww the bacha is sooo hurt right now...EmbarrassedOuch

and in the end...his own emotions drained him so much...he sat there helplessly, the stone falling from his hands, as his hands loosened their grip, unable to hold on to those emotions...CryCry

The power of those emotions and his helplessness at everything..and above all the hopelessness of loving Gulaal...Cry


The other family scene between dushyant and family members was predictable and then the scene between Gulaal, Sudha, and talli the bandariya...and Kesar watching from afar...Ouch

Gosh!!! he so is hurting insideOuch...he is not even aware of the surroundings...or the things going on around ...Raman and the whole scenario and Sudha and her pain...alll he could see is Gulaal's smiling face and he was hurting...

I think if Gulaal had been sad or worried it would not have been such a pain for him because then he would be worried about it...
But Gulaal smiling and being her normal self made him more angry...

He is like how can I be in such a state and she be completely oblivious to this...???? he sees her smiling and he has flashbacks of that fatal day ...
and in the end he cannot tolerate it and walks away...

Gulaal finally realizes that Kesar is not seen anywhere and is trying to find him and asks the bandariya and the bandariya for a change is not ranting or Chasing Kesar...and is worried about Sudha and Gulaal as usual plays a role of a friend, philosopher and guide there too,...

And whoa!!! that was one epic scene...Gulaal turns her face to see Kesar and gets frightened out of her wits!!!LOL...and I don't blame her...such was the violence, fury on his face, any body would be frightened...

Looks like he is not going to control himself this time...good ..The bottled up feelings are likely to give me heart attackEmbarrassed

And the precap shows Kesar confronting Gulaal...on why would she not do what he asked her to and why would she give it to Dushyant when he wanted her to be the Sarpanch...
*sigh* what do I say about this scene...Embarrassed

Because this scene was such a balm on my sore heart...
you know why???

Because this scene told me that Kesar is not doubting Gulaal and her chastity...he is just hurt...hurting that ego of his, and craving that exclusiveness in this relation which he gives to Gulaal...why would she not listen to him...that is Kesar ...the young Kesar who once told Gulaal...tum meri ho!!! ...exclusive, totally and completely hers...why? why  and why when he gives himself completely to her, that she doesnot reciprocate that completeness...

He himself doesnot know this...but he voices that ...

And Gulaal...Gulaal is so damn perceptive...yesterday she read Motabha's mind and today she read Kesar's...

What was his problem? that she recommended Dushyant's name or that she had not done what HE wanted...

And Kesar is stumped...is totally bowled...he is now going to face this question and he needs to think about it???

Why is he angry...what is the reason...


haye haye haye...me so waiting for tomorrow's epi...



By the way why the hell did Sudha FaintShocked...I was likeROFL...people coming from LTL forum might know why fainting makes me laugh
ROFLROFLROFLROFL...just reminded me of our giant sized pendulum na guysROFLROFL...


The thoughts are still flowing...will come back and edit if find something postable...thank you guys,,plz bear...Smile




Edited by -Srushti- - 19 May 2011 at 11:21am

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Posted: 19 May 2011 at 11:17am | IP Logged
mai be agyi...Tongue

Y u crying at last!!!Confused

 Me yet to read but could not noticing ur crying smiley!!


Edited by AzMishy - 19 May 2011 at 11:19am

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Posted: 19 May 2011 at 11:21am | IP Logged
Originally posted by AzMishy

mai be agyi...Tongue

Y u crying at last!!!Confused

 Me yet to read but could not noticing ur crying smiley!!

hehe..by mistake...it was to be somewhere in middleLOL

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Posted: 19 May 2011 at 11:29am | IP Logged
I agree he isnt doubting Gulaal, just he is so hurt over what just happened and its somewhat more of a jealous thing i find when he goes over what Durgesh says in the flashback each time

Edited by Lennie - 19 May 2011 at 11:29am

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Posted: 19 May 2011 at 11:29am | IP Logged
Ha Srushti, was just waiting for your post. I needed that relief.  A soul was commenting Gulaal aur Dushyant ke beech kya chal raha hai.  Feeling so hurt just like our Kesuda.
See Im posting in blackUnhappy


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Posted: 19 May 2011 at 11:35am | IP Logged
Originally posted by -Srushti-

Originally posted by AzMishy

mai be agyi...Tongue

Y u crying at last!!!Confused

 Me yet to read but could not noticing ur crying smiley!!

hehe..by mistake...it was to be somewhere in middleLOL

Ha ha thank god it's a mistakeLOL or else u will pass that on to me saying "mera asar hai!!"D'ohLOLLOL

Ok I can't comment any thing about the epi cos I have not watched it yet but u have written K's emotions well!! EmbarrassedI have got half of the story now itself!!TongueLOL

The pre-cap sounds interesting!! Embarrassed

 
But lastly the comment about our pendulum amma!! TongueHaha wotho sahi, any one would go for a shock if she didn't fain na!!LOL

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Posted: 19 May 2011 at 11:48am | IP Logged
Originally posted by Lennie

I agree he isnt doubting Gulaal, just he is so hurt over what just happened and its somewhat more of a jealous thing i find when he goes over what Durgesh says in the flashback each time


Jealosy..posessiveness...I dont know there is more of that craving which he himself doesnot understand...it is still that child's heart you know...which always wanted Gulaal around him..you remember how he used to drag her to school also...when Vasant was alive...
how he wanted to play holi with her first and wont go to play with anyone else till he was coloured by Gulaal...it is this exclusiveness that he expects...it is such a bacha behaviour...technically he still is that lonely bacha tagging after GulaalEmbarrassed
He does not have this great ambitions and Sarvodaya plans like Gulaal...for him Gulaal is the beginning and the end...so he is bound to get angry when she gives someone else a thought which is not falling within his small universe encompassing him and GulaalEmbarrassed



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Posted: 19 May 2011 at 11:51am | IP Logged
Originally posted by -Srushti-

Originally posted by Lennie

I agree he isnt doubting Gulaal, just he is so hurt over what just happened and its somewhat more of a jealous thing i find when he goes over what Durgesh says in the flashback each time


Jealosy..posessiveness...I dont know there is more of that craving which he himself doesnot understand...it is still that child's heart you know...which always wanted Gulaal around him..you remember how he used to drag her to school also...when Vasant was alive...
how he wanted to play holi with her first and wont go to play with anyone else till he was coloured by Gulaal...it is this exclusiveness that he expects...it is such a bacha behaviour...technically he still is that lonely bacha tagging after GulaalEmbarrassed
Yes, the child Kesar used to do all that - he has craved her for the last 10 yrs and so on, but now its an adult Kesar who wants all that and expects all that in the name of certain adult feelings now which he isnt quite understanding himself

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