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Posted: 07 June 2011 at 11:16pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by belle_moi

I hung on to that thread of friendship which was now full of knots. Because it kept breaking and then getting fixed too many times.
That was one beautiful line Anya. you know, thats how it is. There is always this i-love-you-so-much or we-are-just-bestfriends guy who you like, and you are sure he likes you too. Sometimes there is this silent conversation of eyes, of catching each other looking at each other, or purposely avoiding each other thing. And you dream about your life together, your marriage, your babies, you family and how you would be forever-lovers. But then in six months, before you know it, its suddenly over and all your dreams fly out of the window, or better, are dumped in the stinky garbage heap outside the society. But you have memories to rejoice, and even if you hate the guy, completely abhor him, one day a flash of a memory in which you guys are having fun will blind your eyes, and just when you think I-am-so-over-him, you'll remember his smile, and then smile too. And then start crying. But there is another guy for every another girl. So chill. Maybe its not  a true thing you've written, but it holds true for us all. its about four and i am reading this. Thankyou for writing! It made me feel good. 
Love.
Antara:)

Aww thank you Hug

Umm I'm not crushing on him! :D

xoxo
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Posted: 07 June 2011 at 11:20pm | IP Logged
Originally posted by kajenkashkriya

Aanya, that was simply amazing. 

I'm sure something like this happened in your life, yes? Is that why you posted it here? So that you could vent out your anger? Your hurt? Your emotions?

I think that you did the right thing. :) Not only does this give people a medium to post stories and "midnight musings"(as you call it), but it also lets people express their real feelings without really..."expressing" them.

Let me tell you one thing, reflecting on the letter. That guy...he wasn't worth it. I know you're like..."Yes, Kriya, I know now" or "I think he was". But the truth is that I had something just like that. And over the years, I felt like we were being separated. Nobody's fault, really. But then, it was both of ours. It's just life. And to me, it was both the boys (your's and mines) loss. They lost us. :) But we will find better people than them, unless you already have. :) 

Ok, I'm going to end my bhaashan here, because I am sure you don't want my advice on anything. Sorry, I just felt like sharing that with you. :) Sorry if I hurt any feelings!

~Kri

Aww thank you  Hug

Your comment made me smile :D <3

Naah. You didn't hurt my feelings! Of course not! :D

xoxo
Aanya
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Posted: 07 June 2011 at 11:51pm | IP Logged
Aanya!!! Hug

I know exactly how you feel...something very much similar happened. We're still friends, but I guess it can never be like it used to be. With time and loads of patience, I've just learned that it's better to move on with that thought and cherish the memories that brought a smile on my face.

I know how it is to vent it out to strangers, been there done that Embarrassed also, try writing journals...it certainly helps alot Embarrassed

I hope you are feeling better now. You wrote this so beautifully and now you've got me thinking about my friend. Though all it's doing is bringing a smile on my face and all those times when we fought and broke off our friendship...it's just like a passing memory now. It doesn't hurt, it just makes me think, What IF. There are so many WHAT IF's in life and we wish knew the answers to those. We all some time or the other have that one special person in our life, knowing them for few months (like in my case) or for yours...it doesn't matter. Life teaches us a lesson everytime, but what you do with that is what counts Embarrassed


Alright now I am waiting for your next OS update Embarrassed

Keep smiling and keep making us smile through your writing <3

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Posted: 08 June 2011 at 12:04am | IP Logged
hey i think i can comprehend wid ur feelings ... i mean i did go thru sumthing lyk dis or rather can i say dat i am going thru sumthing lyk dis bt its a lil different ... i was a new entry in d scul in lyk 9th grade ... v didn talk at all at dat tym coz v had diff groups ... moreover i thot dat he was a complete casinova n he thot dat i was d miss.attitude ... bt in 10th standard wen i started talkin 2 hid frenz v wr introduced 2 each oder n v found out dat v cud b really gud frenz ... den d usual talkin all day wid him n all started ... though 4m d beginnin i had been a vry reserved person bt i dunnoe y bt i always found it vry easy 2 talk 2 him ... i cud c sumtyms dat he was vry possessive abt me bt i thot dat it was nly coz of our frendship though i wud admit dat i did hv a crush on him ... he used 2 hate it wen i talked 2 his guy-frenz n if i ever wore sumthing dat he didn lyk he used 2 shout at me n tell me dat i shud nvr wear sch kind of dresses ... n den 1 day wen v fought wid each oder 4 d 1st tym he told me wat i meant 2 him n dat he loved me ... i lyked him 4 d person he was n so v got into a relationship ... he was my bestest frend n i knew i cud always tell him evrything ... d 1st few months wr pure bliss bt den he started gettin insecure ... i wudn deny d fact dat i cudn give him mch tym ... he thot dat our relationship was stuck at a point n wasn't movin 4wrd n hence he broke up wid me ... he still wanted 2 remain frenz bt frankly speakin i luvd him a lot n didn hv d courage 2 even c him in his eyes lest i wud break down ... its been 2 yrs nw ... v broke up in d 11th standard ... v still study at d same place bt in diff classes n i leave my class wenever i c him comin ... it hurts ... it hurts a lot ... more so bcoz after d break up i came 2 noe many things abt him dat i nvr knew ... i dnt noe hw will i deal wid all dis bt as on 4 now i hv closed my heart 2 any of sch feelings... my frenz say dat i hv changed n become sumbdy who has a cold heart ... bt i noe how i hv been pretending 2 b sum1 else ... i cry evryni8 rememberin my tym wid him ... n den i ask myself only 1 question: wasn't my love 4 him so strong dat it cud make him wait 4 me ???? i dnt get any answers on dat n i noe i nvr will ...

ritika 

edited - 

sorry i noe my comment became way 2oo long bt i dont know y i just felt lyk sayin it ... 

ritika


Edited by ksg_ritika - 08 June 2011 at 12:05am

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Posted: 08 June 2011 at 12:11am | IP Logged
Originally posted by ksg_ritika

hey i think i can comprehend wid ur feelings ... i mean i did go thru sumthing lyk dis or rather can i say dat i am going thru sumthing lyk dis bt its a lil different ... i was a new entry in d scul in lyk 9th grade ... v didn talk at all at dat tym coz v had diff groups ... moreover i thot dat he was a complete casinova n he thot dat i was d miss.attitude ... bt in 10th standard wen i started talkin 2 hid frenz v wr introduced 2 each oder n v found out dat v cud b really gud frenz ... den d usual talkin all day wid him n all started ... though 4m d beginnin i had been a vry reserved person bt i dunnoe y bt i always found it vry easy 2 talk 2 him ... i cud c sumtyms dat he was vry possessive abt me bt i thot dat it was nly coz of our frendship though i wud admit dat i did hv a crush on him ... he used 2 hate it wen i talked 2 his guy-frenz n if i ever wore sumthing dat he didn lyk he used 2 shout at me n tell me dat i shud nvr wear sch kind of dresses ... n den 1 day wen v fought wid each oder 4 d 1st tym he told me wat i meant 2 him n dat he loved me ... i lyked him 4 d person he was n so v got into a relationship ... he was my bestest frend n i knew i cud always tell him evrything ... d 1st few months wr pure bliss bt den he started gettin insecure ... i wudn deny d fact dat i cudn give him mch tym ... he thot dat our relationship was stuck at a point n wasn't movin 4wrd n hence he broke up wid me ... he still wanted 2 remain frenz bt frankly speakin i luvd him a lot n didn hv d courage 2 even c him in his eyes lest i wud break down ... its been 2 yrs nw ... v broke up in d 11th standard ... v still study at d same place bt in diff classes n i leave my class wenever i c him comin ... it hurts ... it hurts a lot ... more so bcoz after d break up i came 2 noe many things abt him dat i nvr knew ... i dnt noe hw will i deal wid all dis bt as on 4 now i hv closed my heart 2 any of sch feelings... my frenz say dat i hv changed n become sumbdy who has a cold heart ... bt i noe how i hv been pretending 2 b sum1 else ... i cry evryni8 rememberin my tym wid him ... n den i ask myself only 1 question: wasn't my love 4 him so strong dat it cud make him wait 4 me ???? i dnt get any answers on dat n i noe i nvr will ...

ritika 

edited - 

sorry i noe my comment became way 2oo long bt i dont know y i just felt lyk sayin it ... 

ritika

Hey, it'll be okay :) Give it time! I can't empathize with you because I wasn't in a relationship with the guy in my letter but it does get better with time :)

*Hugss*

xoxo
Aanya

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Posted: 08 June 2011 at 12:14am | IP Logged
Originally posted by Dr.BasketGupta

Aanya!!! Hug

I know exactly how you feel...something very much similar happened. We're still friends, but I guess it can never be like it used to be. With time and loads of patience, I've just learned that it's better to move on with that thought and cherish the memories that brought a smile on my face.

I know how it is to vent it out to strangers, been there done that Embarrassed also, try writing journals...it certainly helps alot Embarrassed

I hope you are feeling better now. You wrote this so beautifully and now you've got me thinking about my friend. Though all it's doing is bringing a smile on my face and all those times when we fought and broke off our friendship...it's just like a passing memory now. It doesn't hurt, it just makes me think, What IF. There are so many WHAT IF's in life and we wish knew the answers to those. We all some time or the other have that one special person in our life, knowing them for few months (like in my case) or for yours...it doesn't matter. Life teaches us a lesson everytime, but what you do with that is what counts Embarrassed


Alright now I am waiting for your next OS update Embarrassed

Keep smiling and keep making us smile through your writing <3


Aww thank you Hug

I'm all good! This happened months back :D So I'm perfectly alright <3

Next OS might take much longer because the idea that I had in mind isn't coming out well! And I'm focusing on LI for now! I might update by tonight...cross your fingers :D

xoxo
Aanya

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Posted: 08 June 2011 at 11:29am | IP Logged
Originally posted by Aanya_taanu4evr


Aww thank you Hug

I'm all good! This happened months back :D So I'm perfectly alright <3

Next OS might take much longer because the idea that I had in mind isn't coming out well! And I'm focusing on LI for now! I might update by tonight...cross your fingers :D

xoxo
Aanya


ooohh okay :) will wait for the OS then Embarrassed and ummm update your FF soon too Tongue
good luck for your entrance exam Embarrassed

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Posted: 08 June 2011 at 11:56am | IP Logged
Originally posted by Dr.BasketGupta

Originally posted by Aanya_taanu4evr


Aww thank you Hug

I'm all good! This happened months back :D So I'm perfectly alright <3

Next OS might take much longer because the idea that I had in mind isn't coming out well! And I'm focusing on LI for now! I might update by tonight...cross your fingers :D

xoxo
Aanya


ooohh okay :) will wait for the OS then Embarrassed and ummm update your FF soon too Tongue
good luck for your entrance exam Embarrassed


The entrance exam was good :) School starts on 13th! :D

And I put up an installment in LI about 2 minutes ago LOL

xoxo
Aanya

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