After a lot of coaxing and begging and pleading , I have finally decided to write a mini ff, just to show how much I suck in it.This is the first and last ff I am writing.I hate to be stuck with one story for days togetther.I am happy with my Oss.
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Standing wth her back facing the door, she was stuffing her things in her bag.Though it was just 7, she was already done with her duties.
It had been 10minutes Shilpa had come here, and Karan hadn't yet made his way to her.But why?He must have guessed the reasons for her behaviour, and he knew that she would be here.Then why hadn't he followed her to calm her'to sooth her'to love her?
Little did she know that he had already made his way to her'
His heart flinched seeing her forlorn condition.True, she wasn't saying anything.But he knew her inner turmoil.She never came up to him to share her despair,in fear of hurting him.He always had to probe her to get things out.He knew she was stuck'stuck between the role of a doting wife and the cravings to be a mother.He knew very well why she had behaved like this, and was equally aware of the role he had to play.Sighing, he walked up to her.She needed him'she needed them'
As his hands made her way to her shoulder, Shilpa came out of her thoughts, and turned around to face him.Karan wiped a lone tear that made its way down her cheek, and cupped her melancholy drenched face.
" I had seen you standing in forn of the neonatal ward, and witnessed everything.You wouldn't have liked me interfering, so I didnt. But why didn't you say anything Shona?Why did you let her taunt you so mercilessly?Why didn't you tell her that its ME, who cant give us a child?I am impotent, not you'why didn't you say it?Why did you let her say so many crap about you?And who is she to say such things?We don't even know her.She is just a random visitor who caught you admiring those newborns and grabbed a chance to say so many rubbish?Why did u stay mum Shona?"A furious KAran asked, desperate to convince Shilpa.He was really mad at the old lady who came to visit her relatives and taunted Shilpa for not having her child.
"It doesn't matter Karan.Whatever is yours'is mine too.We both are one.Evrything we have belongs to us equially'be it our sorrow or joy'The truth is WE CANT HAVE A BABY, and that would always remain like that.Be it you, or me, who is the cause, the truth is stilll the same."Shilpa replied back, her sweet voice barely audible at the threat of tears.
Karan knew this would be the answer. Sighing he engulfed her in a hug and looked up to thank God for sending SHilpa to him.He was overwhelmed at her honesty.She never showed that she satisfied with them only, as shown steriotypically in movies.She always reveald her innerself.She always confessed on her hidden desires to be a mother, but never did she complain.She never asked,"Why cant I be a mother", rather she always struggled to embrace the reality that she CANT be a mother, failing misarably every time.Karan truly admired her for that'for speaking up the truth'for not sugarcoating and say"I don't care as long as I have you," just the way he said.But he never sugarcoated these lines.It was true that he never needed anyone else besides her...He knew that.But he also khew he had lied to her everytime he accepted his impotence.But he loved her way to much to shattter her with the truth.
Thank You All for Spending some Time In Kash Land...
Part 2-pg 5
Part3-pg9 Part4-pg 14
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