HEY EVERYONE . Thanks for lovely comments. Now the most awaited part
Part 7
Now Riddhima has started to realize her feelings for Sid. She just couldn't understand these strange feelings for Sid before n named these feelings as FARZ. Now she knew that she do have feeling for Sid but (she is a confused Maiya) she always refused to listen her heart n kept telling herself that she loves Armaan. She decided that she won't think or talk about Sid any more n would spend more time time with Armaan. She tried hard to convience Armaan to spend time with her as she want to move ahead with their relation but Armaan……..he don't have time for Riddhima. Riddhima felt herself lonely, no one was there to share her grief, no one was there to be happy in her happiness, no one was there for her. She felt as she don't even exist for anyone. She needed a friend at that time, who could help her to come out of this dark phase of her life, she needed someone to hold her who can understand her, she needed a shoulder to cry her heart out but no one was there. She had lost every thing, her father, her mother, her family just for one guy and that guy didn't have time for her. She joined Sanjivani (London) so that she could keep herself busy. But even work couldn't keep her lonliness away from her. Inspite of having so many people around, she was alone. She tried hard not to think about Sid but she was losing control over heart. One day Armaan was going for a party.
Riddhima: Armaan can we go for a movie tonight……….
Armaan: Riddhima…….maine kal bataya tha na tumhain ke aj mere friend ke ghar party hai.
Riddhima: Armaan jana zaroori hai……
Armaan: Riddhima us ne hum dono ko invite kiya hai.
Riddhima: Armaan…..wo tumhara dost hai. Wahan sab tumharey dost hoon gay magar main un main se kisi ko nahi janti. Main wahan bohat out of place feel karoo gi.
Armaan: OK fine….To tum mat jao………
Riddhima: Main akele ghar par kya karoo gi. Armaan…….tum bhi mat jao na.
Armaan: Riddhima…..maine tumhain do options diye hain ya to tum mere sath chalo ya tum ghar par raho, kyu ke main wahan jar aha hoon.
Riddhima: Armaan tuharey pass apne friends or parties ke liye time hai magar apni biwi ke liye nahi.
Armaan: Riddhima…is waqt main larney ke mood main bilkul nahi hoon….I m getting late.
Riddhima: Armaan shaadi se pehley to tum aise nahi they
Armaan: Kehna kya chahti ho………
Riddhima: Shaadi se pehley tumhain meri har baat achi lagti thi ab tumhain meri wohi batain buri lagti hain. Shaadi se pehley tum mujy hamesha khush rakhne ki koshish kartey they, ab to jaise meri khushi tumharey liye koi mainey hi nahi rakhti.
Armaan: Tumahain jo sochna hai soch lo Riddhima, main tumhain har baat ka jawab dena zaroori nahi samajhta.
Riddhima: Kyu Armaan…..Kyu meri baat ka jawab dena zaroori nahi samajhtey……. Is liye kyu ke ab main tumhari biwi hoon……Kyu ke ab mere naam ke sath tumhara naam jura hai…..Kyu ke ab mujh par tumharey naam ki mohar lag chuki hai…..Armaan Tum mujh se pyaar kartey they na. Ab shaadi ho gayi to tumhara pyaar mere liye kam par gaya.
Armaan(shouting): For God's Sake Riddhima……..Shut up.
Riddhima: Kyu Armaan…..Sachayi sun nahi pa rahey ho……….
Armaan: Mujh par ungli utane se pehley tum khud ko dekho riddhima. Tum ne aj tak ek biwi ka kon sa farz nibhaya hai…… Ek achi biwi apne husband ko hamesha khush rakhti hai. Tum ne mujy aisi kon si khushi di hai Riddhima……
Riddhima: Talli do hath se bajti hai Armaan……Maine ek patni ka har farz nibhane ki koshish ki hai…….lekin jab tak tum humarey rishtey ko waqt nahi do gay humara rishta agay kaise barhey ga…(Armaan grabbed the keys of his car n moved towards the door).Armaan tum itna badal jao gay maine aisa socha bhi nahi tha
Armaan: Riddhima main aisa hi hoon…..ab tumhain acha lagey ya bura its not my problem……tum ab meri biwi ho aur tumhain mere hisab se rehna ho ga……..
Saying this he moved out of the door.
Riddhima(talking to herself): Armaan kash main tumhain pehley hi samajh jati to aj shaid meri zindagi kuch or hi hoti. Her mind again diverted towards Sid n a smile draw on her lips thinking about happy memories of Sid.
"Main tumhain pasand karne laga hoon Riddhima"
"Riddhima main tumse bohat pyaar karta hoon"
"Riddhima main tumhain kabhi upset nahi karna chahta"
"Main sirf tumhari khushi dekhna chahta hoon"
Tears filled in her eyes thinking about their last meeting n hug.
"Jab agni ke saat pherey liye they to chatey pherey main wada kiya tha ke tumhain hamesha khush rakhoon ga, ab meri bari hai farz nibhane ki Riddhima"
"Ek aur gift do gi mujhy…..apni pyaari si muskurahat"
"Hamesha mere dil ke ek hisey main tumharey liye pyaar rahey ga"
"Riddhima apne dil ki suno aur bhool jao is farz ko"
Last line kept echoing in her mind n she couldn't control her tears.
Riddhima(talking to herself): Sid…….tum mere liye kabhi ek farz nahi they….kash maine yeh us waqt samajh pati……….. (she continued crying)
Now Riddhima has understood that there was no chance of improvement in their relationship. She tried again n again so that their marital life could improve. Now she was tired of all this so she left it on destiney. One day Riddhima was alone in the house. She had no patients for that day so she didn't went to hospital. She had nothing to do. So she thought of going for shoping. So she went to her room, wore a simple green saree. Grabbed her hand bag n moved out of the house. After three hours of shoping she felt tired n was about to leave the Mall when it started raining heavily. She was waiting for rain to stop so that she could go back but it seemed as rain didn't want to come to an end. So she thought that she should leave now as it was getting late. She grabbed her shoping bags and came out of the mall. It was raining so heavily that she was fully drenched in water from head to toe n her saree clung to her body. She tried to stop taxi but due to heavy rain no one stopped. Riddhima was crossing the road, when she bumped into a guy, who was coming from opposite side of the road. Shoping bags slipped from Riddhima's hand, so she sat down to grab them. That guy also tried to help her.
Guy: I m really Sorry……
Riddhima: Its ok……I m (something strike her, she had heard this voice before, she looked up to see the guy whom she bumped into n she was surprised to see the person infront of her)
Riddhima: SID!!!!!!
Hope you all like this part. Actually I was busy so I have written this part in hurry. Sorry for mistakes.
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