Originally posted by JustJ
I was mama gal , she would think million times before leaving me alone and going for market, once she left and i roamed on roads crying looking for her , since then she never went alone. but things changed later on ...i am loved and pampered by ppl in village ..I never got along with my 2 sisters we fighted a lot, I spend most of my time playing out than being at home , i have always been tom boy ... I was not popular or good student in school... i was avg ...never had good friends
When i joined inter, hated college as all they do is rub and torture u 24/7 in name of top rank , i wasnt interested in second yr after i got slaps for bunking college from principal my first jiju warned madam not to touch n rub over education on me ... never had friends there thats when padmaja and me became close later she betrayed me and now even if she wants to i dont let her come close to me ...
B;s i was myself , though reserved once guys understood me , we were great bunch to hang around , bunked classess, went for movies, cafes, outtings it was fun ...during this time i and my 2nd sis came close , she rebelled and went for love marriage, i was warned not to support and was sent for trip with friends ...during this time i spend lot of my time in making online friends , i fell in love with a guy online, i spoke to him for months and yrs and i know his good and bad side , yet my love for him was not that strong ki i wanted to marry him only, it was more than friendship and less than strong commitment not that i was scared of parent , if iwant to i give a dam about it ..well feelings were mutual though none of us were ready for commitment ,
M;s was ok ok , never seen such immaturity in ppl , u talk to guys nicely and they link u up 🤣🤣 i loathed that place a lot , gals there used me a lot as their parents trusts me and this ppl go out with guys saying my name , and i would know that in last moment when i have to cover 🤢 i put end to it though by warning ...
When ever i bunked my classess in school, college, B and M days , i always stayed home , only during B days i went out but before that i drop my college bag at home making sure they know i ma not at college but out ...
Mom loved 3 of us with same kind of affection, i wasnt close to dad , but i hated him for many reasons before he objected 2nd sis marriage , and since then i never talked or let him come close to me , he is now since past 2months , but i very well know his reasons and intensions of being nice to me ...i never pretended being nice , i clearly showed i dislike him ...
I would love to have business of my own , i wont tell which one , but one part of it is coffeeshop , hope it happens ...i dont aspire for anything , i am happy with my self ...
I am vulnerable yet strong, dependent yet independent , good friend , every ones friend but very few are my friends ...
Phewww i couunted its close to 500
Jai, I loved reading all abt u😃, infact first things first I made u write 606 words in this single post🥳😛😆😆, i made sure i will make u write more coz i was writing so much in questions and u said u replied all of them in 15 mins 😲so natuarally i wanted u 2 write more and i sit down relax and take my sweet time reading it and i enjoyed it..😃.tqs for ur time😊 I truly love 2 interact with ppl and its a gr8 interaction with u,i didnt even realise i asked u all these, coz i kind of already sent an implied GB 2 u somewhere b4. just popped in to see what was happening😳😆
in public?
