Episode starts of with the family members getting an wedding invitation they are reading from, its from Jamna kaki's family side i guess and the wedding is tomorrow
The trio arrive and Gulaal looks so pale and Talli looks so sad and guilty, whilst Kesar is well Kesar - you just know how he will be
Gulaal coughs and Paanbha notices and Sudha says something is up, you look so upset and weak, whilst Kesar is looking on with what Sudha is saying etc
You got to hand it to Talli, she didnt let Gulaal take the blame but owed up to what she did, playing a prank and so on, and says i wouldnt forgive myself if something happened to her, and JK rushes in to launch an attack on Talli by saying shouting at her harshly, at one point i think Kesar gave an expression that said Talli deserved what JK was saying to her, in what the hell was she thinking by doing what she did and putting someone's life in danger etc, atleast Sudha steps in stop JK saying more things
Motabha has a go kinda, but tells her that there is a time when to have a fun and pranks and dont be careless again etc
Gulaal tells them they both saved me and so on and Kesar looks on at Gulaal when MB tells him to be ready tomorrow as they are going to the wedding amd Gulaal watches him walk away
Kesar is in his room thinking of what Talli told him earlier whilst she was having an go at him and his attitude towards Gulaal, the pain is so etched on Kesar face and such sterness as well, and then he remembers how he misbehaved towards her when he grabbed her arm and Kesar has one tear on his eye and then remembers how Gulaal said if he wants to remain angry and so, then let it be and how she wont change and also her love for him wont change, you can see all this has affected Kesar, and then that tear rolls down his face when she said he will always remain that Kesar that he has left behind 
All the ladies getting ready for the wedding and the stuff they are doing and Gulaal looks so unwell, and Gulaal sees Talli is upset and guilty on what happened to her and so on, but Gulaal lets her know its ok and so
Still so much worry Gulaal's mum, Poonambha thats her name - has for her daughter as she tells her husband, and her future, what will it bring and so on, and what's written in her fate/destiny, and says does Kesar accept this deeyavatu, does he care for it and can he see his future with Gulaal, and is still worried for what happened that day when Kesar came with Talli and so on, and has instinct that Gulaal is not well, and they will go and see Gulaal in the evening
PB tells MB that Kesar doesnt seem like he wants to go to the wedding and so on, and but Motabha says he has to and keep up with relations and he should understand that he needs to now and so on, and cant understand what is going on in his head and then we find out he isnt at home, he left early and will come back late so dont wait for him and so on,...
Then we see Kesar somewhere else, reading one of those letters he wrote at boarding school. this one was emotional letter, on how he misses her and so on, and how he looks forward to her letters and so on - i think one needs to see this scene and understand it, what he wrote in that letter and how that letter is written, despite everything he hasnt been able to hate her at all, and he asks that why cant he hate her and why tears form in his eyes when thinking of her etc ... and all i can say is coz he loves her, its unconditional love, if this isnt love then what is?????
This scene kinda just told me that Kesar loves her so much, everything he has written in that letter, showed love and how love is suppose to be, even if one hasnt acknowledged it
Who writes a letter like that and not term it being Love
And i think slowly slowly Kesar is gonna realise why he hasnt been able to hate her and why he cries on thinking of her and how her memories are etched on him and so on... this is is deep love, unconditional love... despite everything what remains and has not changed is that Love
If him taking care of Gulaal is coming up then i think slowly he will realise the answer to his question on why he hasnt been able to hate her and so on...
Neil is fantastic in showcasing his pain and his words and we saw it today...
Precap - Kesar is back, the one she knows it seems, Kesar is looking after her and Gulaal asks him where was he all this time and Kesar says with friends and she says i didnt mean that, obviously she means where was the Kesar she knew...
Lennie
It was heartbreakingly beautiful!
JK hates her coz she hasnt flesh and blood isnt it and never taken to her and it is abit extreme the way JK lashes out to her 
Would love to direct film: Neil Bhatt
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