Gulaal 29th April - Kesar doesn't care about her?

 Hi Reemg,

Welcome to this forum, even I am new here, everyone is friendly here and everyone's emotions are taken care of here. The crowd out here is highly sensitive to others viewpoints and feelings...but sometimes I don't know whether I and a few others like me are understood out here or not.

Gulaal is fantastic show no doubt. Your question as to what goes through Kesar's mind ...and you don't get it...let me try and explain my view about it. Kesar's character is defined and written as such...His whole life and world has been Gulaal after Vasant's death. His love for Gulaal is beyond definition. Can you imagine what can happen to a young guy who feels he has been kept in the dark by the one and only person he cares about in this world the most? Obviously he feels betrayed...yes, he knows Gulaal cares for him, but he can't help himself, it hurts so deeply...because it hurts most when the people whom you love and trust most betray you.  Agree Gulaal loves and cares for Kesar, no doubt but in a different way. Till now she has looked at Kesar as only Vasant's dream. She is looking on Kesar as a emotional support in her life even now. She has no feelings of love in any other way for Kesar.As far as Kesar finding out the truth I do not know how the CV's are going to show it. Coming to the apology part...you think that Kesar should apologize to Gulaal but why do you think so?? We all know why Kesar is behaving with her like this and even Gulaal will eventually know. Believe me when Gulaal comes to know of the truth she will truly understand why Kesar was behaving like this with her and will empathize with him and will probably try to justify her reasons to Kesar for doing so. I feel the burden of forgiving lies on Kesar's head...it is for Kesar to forgive Gulaal...considering that she hid the reason for his brother Vasant's murder from him and the entire family.

As for Kesar falling in love with Gulaal, I can say right now he definitely has deep feelings for Gulaal, both Kesar and Gulaal understand each other than anyone else. But the chance of him feeling and exploring to find out what more Gulaal means to him is covered by what he thinks is her betrayal. I would say he has not been given a chance to explore his feelings for Gulaal as of yet. Once he does and once even Gulaal starts being honest with her feelings there will be any love story.

Even I am a woman...I feel for Gulaal too, but let's face it for whatever her reaosns she hid the truth of Vasant's murder. Vasant was her husband for only 2 months...but to Motaba he was a son for 24-26 years maybe more. What about the feelings of Motaba, Panba Kesar and others some day they will know the truth. I am waiting for that day...then what will happen?? Has Gulaal ever thought about it? For me the magnitude of hiding the truth of Vasant's death is much bigger than the small ways that Kesar is hurting Gulaal.