Posted: 21 March 2011 at 4:02pm | IP Logged
I don't know what I am going to say Mein bas blah karne wali hoon, and you all sit down and chup chap se doze off...just don't snore, okay? Warna mujhe bura lag jayega
Alka, in the second or third episode, gave a little speech about her background. About how she used to stay in an hostel, away from her family, and then how Ralph came along and supported her...or something along those lines.
Initially, Alka was a strong and independent girl, though she cared for others, she liked to make her own decisions.
Then, after the Indu-Ramesh shaadi and death, she fell for Chander, and I feel, became overly possessive and dependent on him. And that maybe, was because of how she felt with her parents...ki they left her alone, though not completely, but in the hostel and stuff (I don't remember the speech off by heart)...and she didn't wand Chander to go anywhere...so she keeps him close..and is so possessive..of course, kyunki she loves him...
She started to shed a lot more tears....and became weaker than she was at the start of the show. (me thinks)...
Alka used to have defenses in America...self-defenses...guards to stop someone from understanding, going too deep into her heart...maybe even Ralph didn't get to know the Alka inside.....and then, after the death of I-R..they all fell. Her security in her father, that he was always right, would fix everything....she was taken away from her perfect world..and then she fell in love with Chander, and that too was triggered by the sudden loss of him in her life....Alka used to be more dependent on Chander than she thought she did...but I am scared for her...that now, she is vulnerable, and available for anyone's blows or like the perfect target...because her only defense, her strength, is Chander...so I am waiting for that blow...maybe in the start she'll be weaker, and then toughen herself....like when Chander was in hospital and she did the candle march...but this time something even better!..and I don't want Chander there to support her, when that blow comes...I want to see Alka like Aarti..not as in a bad character..but someone who thinks strategetically..thinks about others...and doesn't let emotions interfere, not even a tiny bit, in her work....stone si tough
Tell me if I don't make sense...I'll edit it..to make it more clear as to what I mean