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Authentic Beginning Of Honeymoon

Installment - 1

When I was busy with the shock he went on driver seat….and started the car

I saw him Turing the car to totally an opposite road of OUR house

I looked at him and wondered …………..where the hell he is taking me???????????

The cool breeze of air was touching my face faintly……... Rather than talking to him….or I say rather than creating more problems for him I preferred staying quite while he was driving I looked out of window to see the beautiful views……while our car moved in full speed on the empty road

 
I'm still unaware of the fact where he is taking me…….i don't know and the truth is I really don't want to know…. I don't have the strength to hear him yelling on me……of course he won't answer me nicely at all and after a lot of begging to my self-conscious I have accepted this fact……happily or sadly I have to stay with him by hook or by crook doesn't matters…….which hurts a lot…but i can't run away from the truth whole my life ………can i???

Life is a roller coaster ride full of ups and downs……. Surprises and nightmares

we are in car from past 2 hours… but haven't talked at all...everything has changed so much...and the worst part is Armaan is the one who has changed the most….

Armaan who could talk to Riddhima constantly for long hours……..now hates her mare presence….

She looked at the road and sighed….street lights were making the view more beautiful….. Slowly she felt her eyes becoming heavy coz f medicines………but remained herself from sleeping...she warned herself warily not to sleep at least till he is near her

"who is willing to take risk when after sleep of only one night reality hits you so hard….as if someone is blocking your breath till your last heartbeat that too mercilessly …….don't know why but I'm feeling the same………. " Riddhima shuddered at the memories of last night and continued looking out of window thinking about the past memories which were engulfing her again……

When we all had joined Sanjeevani…I didn't knew it will change my life……My simple life was changing day by day……i had no idea it will destroy my life or i say will give a new meaning to my life... coz I'm the only girl in the world who has no future.…….

i still remember the day when I met Armaan….He was our senior doctor…charming, caring total prankster...coz of his friendly nature we all had become good friends in a very short span of time …..Me, Rahul, Muskan, Atul and not to forget Anji di…….

Everything was going smooth till I started understanding my feelings for him…the shudders I always felt whenever his hand accidentally touched mine…….Our never ending chitchats……we had almost all the duties together including night shifts...I had never seen him talking so much to others but when it came to me…..he always ended up making us late for reporting, checkups, rounds….but for me it was the best time of my life having him beside me was what I always wanted……

Day by day my love for him was developing….somewhere deep down in my heart I was really afraid of rejection….even a day without him always seemed like ages….i tried so many time to tell him that I love him……but at that time I realized confessing your love is the most difficult thing anyone have to do in the world……but can we ignore it for long???

No ...

Coz after few days nearly 4 months back ……Armaan called me on terrace ……he told me he wants to confess something...i ran towards the terrace leaving all the work...my heart was beating rapidly…….i felt myself shivering…..we were very good friends by than…..but still I was hoping for more from his side….as soon I went on the terrace he pulled me in... Shocking me but by the look on his face I knew he is very excited for something or I say someone……….i knew it ...Coz these were the same expressions of mine when I had seen myself in mirror after confessing to myself "YES I M MADLY & HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH DR. ARMAAN MALLIK"

his words are still fresh in my mind...

"oh finally….. Riddhima you are here……..you know I so want to tell you something….." he said impatiently and not to forget the nervousness which I sensed in his voice

"What Armaan??? " I asked him where as my brain shouted on me for asking him that…..

 
"No way first you tell me….aaj kal kaha khoi rehti ho tum??? Always busy with yourself haan??? No time for your best friend???…..today you have to spill the bins mam……I'm not going to let you go…tell me fast….jab bhi puchta hu you always stammer and saying "will tell you later" leaves me…" he asked me literally begging me to tell him what I was trying to tell him from past many days

"Nothing Armaan" I mumbled and was about to go when he pulled me back…. letting me bump into his hard rock chest…..i inhaled a deep breath feeling him so close to me…

"No way Riddhima…today you have to say it….plz tell me" he whispered in husky voice

And before I could stop myself

"I….I'm in lo….love Armaan" I heard my own voice

Armaan looked at me bewildered but next moment he shocked me to the core…..i felt my feet were no more on the terrace floor ……..He picked me and twirled us in circles happily laughing like crazy I felt my heart falling for him all over again…his heart captivating blue eyes……. breathtaking dimples...his face was just few inches away from mine….his aqua blue eyes were staring into my green eyes...his sensuous breath was kissing my lips


"OMG Riddhima"…..he hooted more loudly……."damn you won't believe its...its...awesome …I can't believe we both fell in love at the same time….. Just imagine you and your love and …..me and ANJALI" he sighed….

"Riddhima she proposed me and i think i should give us a chance.." till he finished I had tears in my eyes…..

And at that time i realized I was late…late in confessing my love………he had already committed himself to someone else

One tear fell on his lower lip……making him close his eyes…..his calm expression turned into astonishment and next moment he quickly made me stand on my feet and looked at me shaken and frightened

Before I could cherish the moment my heart was already broken into pieces………I had lost my first love


"Riddhima…why…why are you crying??? What happened" he actually asked me ...he cupped my face and looked in my eyes ...i knew he was trying to read my pain in my eyes...

"Who is the guy whom you love Riddhima???? He ..lo…loves you too right???" he asked me dreadfully but how can I tell him that He is the one whom I love so much and ...He is the one who doesn't love me...but he himself was afraid of my answer

I meekly shook my head in no too afraid to look at him …I didn't wanted to break down in front of him…i knew I can't force my love on him………I have to be strong……after all he loves my sister……he will be infront of me whole my life…..in someone else arms..

Mare thought of him being in someone else's arms brought few more tears in my eyes

"i..lo…sniff..lost……. my ..lo……sniff….love" a whisper escaped from my lips he hugged me tight and said many soothing words but nothing was reaching to my brain or heart…….

My world had already stopped on……."Me and Anjali"

 

I pulled myself out of his arms…….and looked into his eyes tried to search love atleast slightest hint of love for me…..but there was only care………but his eyes were moist...filled with tears...as if he knew my pain he was going through it too……..Fate has already separated us... nothing can bring us together…… Neither I nor He…...i had lost my first love before I had even claimed it

 

Riddhima closed her eyes when she felt another tear fell from the corner of her eye………remembering that day always makes her heart cry in agony……she looked at Armaan from sideways and saw him driving quietly…

She closed her eyes trying hard to find some peace …….which she had lost after that day…….

 
Armaan sighed ...he had seen the tear which fell down on her cheek but didn't asked her anything...after all he lost all the rights……he broken all the rules of friendship...he had harmed her so much...gave her tears when she was already broken………..but still she came with him without any questions...how much more she will do for him??? Is she mad or what??


he still wonders how can someone destroy her own life so willingly ...no girl can do this rather than Riddhima after all she is an exception ...he knew she was at fault in destroying everything but that doesn't mean she have to destroy her own life to make everything back to perfect...or normal coz he was sure it can't be perfect in future.….not after crushing her life...

He tried to ask her so many time whom she loved...just his name...so that he could find the guy and make him save Riddhima but the stubborn Riddhima refused to answer...he so wanted to find that guy and punch him…beat him to death for breaking her heart…..make him marry her and stay with her happily….take care of her……..just hold her when she need a shoulder to lean….kiss her crazily when she ask for assurance………..make her look in his eyes whenever she feels afraid………. little did he knew HE IS THE SAME DAMN GUY……….

He turned the car towards the highway….still waiting for Badi Maa's message….as he himself was unaware of where he is taking Riddhima on honeymoon……..only one thing clear drive towards exit of the city

He glanced at Riddhima from the corner of his eyes and one look on her face told him how much she is terrified of him……..he sensed she was trying her best to sit very close to window as much she can half of her sit was empty...her body was stiff...

 
He heard the beep of message and looked in his phone only to find their destination…

His brows wrinkled together suddenly feeling some weight on his shoulder…he bit his lower lip in confusion and slowly turned to look at his side only to see the most beautiful sight ever…..a small smile appeared on his lips to see her frowning in her sleep…trying to find comfortable position on HIS shoulder…..he didn't even realized when she dropped her head on his shoulder

He chuckled to see her frowning deeply in her sleep while clutching his arm tightly in her soft palms

unknowingly His hand rose towards her face and tucked a strand of her hairs behind her ear which were disturbing her sleep…..

A loud honk of another car broke his trance and he sighed while quickly pulling his hand back to steering wheel ….he concentrated on the road but didn't pushed her head away from his shoulder…..but stayed on his place stiffly and made sure she sleep peacefully………….

May be this is the actual Authentic Beginning of their Relation and Honeymoon

After Sometime

 

I tried to move my head…but the hardness wasn't helping at all…I felt my head hurting more than before……and body set on fire…I'm burning but I'm not sure if I'm imaging all this or the pain is real…..slowly i opened my eyes and looked around...

My heart pounded wildly when I found nothing rather than scary darkness...i inhaled a deep breath to find the darkness around me and an empty seat beside me...

i looked around frantically...


Tears were already making their place in my eyes...

i m terrified of darkness and he knew it...still he left me???...again he abandoned me…...now i didn't need any proof of his hatred...he made it so clear ...i tried to open the door  but gasped to see myself stuck in the car...


Nothing was working Riddhima tried once more but failed ...She was chocking…….. Her eyes were dropping coz of suffocation...and blurry vision coz of tears


he wants to kill her...this fact made her die thousand deaths...

Riddhima punched on window mirror to break it...but it was useless she was so weak...

She tried again and after a lot of pushing and pulling of door handle to her luck and Armaan's bad luck ….door of car opened with a thud...


Without thinking anything i ran out of car...where i don't know…. but about one thing I was sure i can't stay here…... with him ...he will kill me...


Riddhima's head was still aching badly...her eyes were red and puffy... and legs ready to give up any moment...

i felt the earth revolving around me making me step back and stumble but out of nowhere rather than falling hard on road i bumped into something hard...


i looked up and sensed two cold hands holding my waist protectively...I inhaled sharply to see him looking at me with wide eyes…... his blue eyes full of concern and fear...



"Ri...Riddhima tum ??? kya hua???  Tu..tum bhag kyu rahi ho???"  He asked me while pulling me into him….he hugged me as tightly as he could...

His strong arms held me safely near his heart...Rubbing my back to calm me... I suddenly felt secure…….he whispered in my ear again asking me the reason why I was running like a manic

"wo..andhera...waha...tum...main...akeli" Riddhima stammered in fear...she tried her best to explain to him but her sniff were enough to stop her after each word she uttered

Armaan stared at Riddhima who was looking so pale in his arms...scared...fragile


"relax Riddhima...you are not well…...don't stress yourself...main ...main yahi tha...our car broke down and i was trying to get some help" Armaan answered and looked around again in hope of some help...he felt her body burning with fever...

"Riddhima lets go...tum car mei rest karo i promise i'll be with you" he whispered in my ears...and broke the hug i felt my body losing the warmness of his arms... ..his hand slowly loosing me letting me go...i breathed sharply...

And in just few seconds the tables turned shockingly

Armaan looked at Riddhima horrified………..she was ok few min. before but as soon he pulled her out of his arms...she fainted infront of him...he stared at her face...her body loosely stood in his arms…

Her pale face was enough to explain her trauma….her temperature also didn't seem to be normal…..he cursed himself umpteenth time



Armaan picked her up in his arms making sure she is comfortable...

Now another problem ….He stared at the car and wondered how to take her to the hospital….her health was making him more and more anxious and by the look of road he was sure no vehicle is going to pass from here at this time….. But now the problem is their car which broke down in middle of empty road……and his wife who is not well


first he thought to make her sit in car but instantly he remembered her eyes when she had looked at him…..she must have woken up and seeing no one in car that too on such a scary road and darkness she must have been freaked out


He shook his head negatively and refused the idea of laying her in car alone...better

He stood near the car with Riddhima in his arms...sleeping peacefully...tired of crying, running and so many shocks……little did Armaan realize he was giving his full attention to Riddhima, her comfort, her health, her fear everything was revolving around HER


nearly 15 min passed but still no vehicle...suddenly he looked at the bright light coming from the opposite side...he sighed any how he have to get in this vehicle


he looked at Riddhima who was in his arms...he quickly made her stand close to him and held her gently by one hand around her waist and waved with free hand to stop the vehicle which is coming towards them...


Armaan breathed in relief and looked at the men who came out of blue mini bus which had stopped just few feet away from them...

"hi ...can you give us lift till any hotel" Armaan asked impatiently to the stranger of his age standing infront of him...who looked at him suspiciously and then raised brows seeing a girl in his arms...that too in middle of night


before the stranger could even form a question Armaan answered "my...wi...wife...she is not well..."

"ohh on your honeymoon...???? " the stranger asked and Armaan gave him "how-the-hell- you-get-to-know" look...

The stranger laughed

"well u see (the stranger pointed at Riddhima's red and white wedding bangles) in her wrist...so no doubt newly wed couple...right??? well i m Angad Khanna from Delhi" Angad introduced himself and raised his hand for hand shake but pulled his hand back seeing Armaan's both hands busy in lifting his wife...he chuckled at Armaan's condition

Angad Khanna and Kripa Angad Khanna (New Characters)

"hi i m Armaan Mallik from Mumbai and she is my wife Riddhima" Armaan answered

"We should take her to the hospital" Angad suggested

"that's not an issue i m a doctor myself" answered Armaan quickly


"don't mind but can i ask you where you both are going??? So we can decide till where we can drop the newly wed couple???" Angad asked teasingly and winked at Armaan who was more than embarrassed


'ummm we...actually we are going to Mahabaleshwar " said Armaan hesitantly he felt strange talking to Angad

"wow great man ...u won't believe your luck but we are also going to Mahabaleshwar too…...for two days well i m with my family...but we will be stopping on the tourist spots like Panvel, Khandala, Lonavala, Panchgani……..hope it's not a problem for you right???" Angad asked delightedly


"the weather is quiet chilly...Riddhima is also very sick...i can't wait here…that would be good if we go with Angad…..also this honeymoon thing will not be awkward for me and Riddhima….as Angad is with his family" thought Armaan and looked at Angad who was waiting for his answer...
 

"no problem...can we leave now????" asked Armaan to Angad who gave him quick nod

With the help of Angad with luggage Armaan went in bus with Riddhima in his arms

As soon he entered in bus he was greeted by whistles and hooting..Armaan's expressions were more than horrified to see nearly 5 more young couples in bus

He looked at Angad who nodded in assurance

Angad went on back seat and told Armaan to sit there with Riddhima…..

Armaan looked at the seat which was the last seat in the line……quite in darkness and no one was sitting to the seat opposite to them……

after settling Riddhima on seat he covered her with blanket with the help of Kripa wife of Angad

Armaan made her eat medicines given by Angad from the first aid available in bus…..after the hard work of 20 min. Riddhima was sleeping ….He sighed…finally he was hoping now she will be fine soon like an hour or so………

"Hey Armaan don't worry ur wife will be fine dude…. let me introduce you to my family come " Angad pulled Armaan while patting his back and with another sigh Armaan reluctantly moved away from Riddhima who was sleeping on her seat

"ya " he replied in low voice

And after like 10 min Armaan got to know all the Men's are Angad 's cousin brothers and with them their wife's….all ready to enjoy with their partners after handling stressful business for like 2-3 years continuously without any family vacation

(forget all bhai and bhabhi's…they are not important…..so no need of showing 15-20 more characters….only Angad and Kripa will be coming more in upcoming parts….)

"I think we should sleep now….kafi late hogya hai ….what say Kripa" Angad suggested after a while and called his wife who had gone to check Riddhima's fever

"Armaan pls come here fast" Kripa called him urgently

Armaan quickly got up from the seat and ran towards the back seat…..

"What….what happened???? Is she fine???? " Armaan asked worriedly while looking at Riddhima who was shivering in fever

Kripa looked at Armaan with moist eyes…"she is feeling so cold…..main already Riddhima ko 3 blanket se cover kar chuki hu…par koi fark nhi pad raha hai…uska fever bhi badh raha hai…yeh theek toh hai na???"Kripa stared at Riddhima restlessly

"umm haan….main kuch sochta hu..dont worry" Armaan felt his heart beating rapidly in fear…..he knew she need warmness but the cold weather wasn't helping at all….all the blankets were failing ……he need to do something that too quick

"Armaan I know you are a doctor but can I suggest something???" asked Angad while hugging a worried Kripa…


Armaan nodded unsurely….somewhere he felt uncomfortable under Angad's gaze as if he knew Angad's suggestion will not be pleasant for him



Armaan stared at Riddhima's face aghast and instantly pushed Sujal away who was whispering in his ear…..and the result Angad stumbled back …he glared at Armaan


"wo…wo its not necessary…she will be ok in few mins…I'll check our bag for her medicines…." answered Armaan frightfully


"ya right…tu pagal hai kya???? We have already seen…medicines are not helping her …she is feeling so cold than why not???? Are you 100% sure you both are married???? " asked Angad angrily …god why can't this idiot help his wife…


Armaan groaned mentally….

"how should i explain to this idiot that me and Riddhima are not in good terms husband wife….what the hell…how I will make out with her…..nonsense …giving her body heat is utterly disgusting"


"But Armaan body heat will help her a lot….she is literally shivering…" pointed out Angad who himself was worried for Riddhima


Kripa who was looking at both nodded in a yes… Angad didn't let go of the topic and argued with Armaan

Armaan groaned mentally when Angad didn't let go off the topic ...and continued with his theory…he looked ahead and observed that all the seats were separated by curtains ….


Armaan was still wondering

"why Angad is behaving like a pain in ass...cant he just shut up for once and let me think...but do i have more choice when the bus in which i m sitting right now is actually his bus...and me and Riddhima both need this lift badly"


In a swift move Armaan pulled Riddhima up in standing position carefully taking her in side hug and looked at Angad and Kripa who gave him thumps up sign…..and went to their seats happily but side by side looking at Armaan from corner of their eyes…



Armaan wasn't sure what he should do whether he should actually makeout with her to make her feel warm in his arms or let her just sit on her seat but being in same bus with Angad and Kripa he was sure they will come to check Riddhima...he felt surprised the way they all bounded so well in just few hours...no friendship neither any relation yet he felt as if Angad and Kripa knows them from years specially the way Kripa was looking at Riddhima...she was so worried for her...


He looked down at Riddhima who's face was just few inches away from him...her breaths were very slow...yet body burning and shivering coz of high temperature
 

Without thinking right or wrong Armaan hurriedly sat on his seat and made Riddhima sit in his lap comfortably...hugging her so that she doesn't fall down from his lap...he quickly pulled the blanket on top of them…

as if Riddhima was already waiting for him to do that...her delicate arms went around his waist holding him ...she pulled her body more closer to him in seek of warmness...and gripped his shirt in her tiny fists….far away from the reality…that she is actually in arms of her love her husband…..sleeping peacefully in his embrace

Armaan shuddered when he felt Riddhima's arms holding him tightly from his waist...her steady breath on his neck...setting his heart on race...

Angad dimmed the lights and pulled the curtains on every seat to give privacy to all the couples…….Armaan closed his eyes and tried to relax…..

He suddenly felt uncomfortable by her hold...the  way she was griping his shirt on his waist...her front pressed hardly to his front...but Armaan didn't dared to move her away when he felt her shivers becoming less...

"Come on Armaan ...She is your best friend  ...ok ...was your best friend ...you can do this for her life...her health is more important than your anger... " his heart defended his actions

he was still giving lectures to himself when his eyes opened in horror..."OH NOOO" he cried

"i m dreaming ...ya this can't be happening...please god not this..." Armaan chanted rapidly startled by few moments on his neck…….

"Ri….Ridd….hima" Armaan spluttered when he felt her cold lips brushing around his neck…….

 

"hmmm" Riddhima moaned shifting more closer to him on his lap and her one hand made its way on his back with other hand in his hairs…..her lips went near his earlobe…

She brushed her lips on his earlobe as lightly as she could

Armaan tried to entangle himself from her hold but her unconscious brain didn't let him succeed at all……..

 
Armaan closed his eyes feeling her lips moving slowly yet sensuously on his warm skin…he felt her warm breath caressing shoulder…….easily pushing his collar away from his neck with the help of her nose….

"Her unconscious brain is too dangerous to handle Armaan,…." Thought Armaan nervously

The torture was increasing with slow pace…..making him feel dizzy….with the intimacy….

"Riddi…ummm" Armaan moaned clutching her waist tightly …Riddhima sucked his skin lightly making the spot wet…..…ok he was losing his senses….

"s…stop pl..pleas…e" Armaan mumbled breathlessly feeling Riddhima soft lips moving towards his lips…….but not losing contact with his skin…..

Silence

Armaan breathed in relief when he didn't felt any movements from Riddhima's side…

Ok may be god decided to end the sensuous torture……..she stopped her actions suddenly……and within few seconds he felt her breath even which proved she is asleep……..

But their position of sitting was totally changed now……….Riddhima was clutching him tightly ….left hand around his neck whereas right hand around his back……her head perfectly placed on his broad shoulder b/w hollow of his neck…..

But to his utter shock her breaths were just below his lips making him shudder time to time ………

 
Armaan sighed when he realized he can't do anything which can move her away or stop her from breathing……..

he closed his eyes stiffly trying his best to keep his lips away from her's or else………no one knows what this will lead to……….

Both fell in deep slumber

one far away from reality…….other too close that didn't got the chance to ignore it……..

Riddhima who didn't even realized what havoc she had played with his senses slept peacefully in his arms………..and Armaan who's mind was still thinking about the intimacy……slept as if he is some stone which can't move an inch

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Jannat...😳