FF"Two broken hearts fall in love" ~THREAD 2~ - Page 78

"geet" maan whispers with pain in his voice.

 

"She doesn't even want to talk to me and I had to fall in love with her.  theek hai I guess this is how it's going to be. I am just the idiot who has to worry about her when she won't even give a damn" he says before leaving.

 

He was just so frustrated and irritated with everyone and everything.  What game was fate playing with him?

Night was creeping in and geet had still locked herself in her room. Geet wipes away her tears and stands up.

 

 

As geet heads over toward the door her foot bangs on the nightstand knocking her purse down causing Rahul's necklace to fall out.

 

Geet picks up the necklace and brings it up to her face.  Vicky's words echoed in the back of her mind, "but geet I don't think it's a coincidence that it landed up to maan.  I told him that night that I felt like this necklace was like a lucky charm for him.  I think fate is playing something here". 

 

"We will see if fate is still playing something here today" geet says, as she holds on tight to the necklace.

 

She heads out the door and starts to look for maan and finally spots him.  Her legs start to feel numb and stay rooted at its place once geet sees maan shirtless and performing an intense tai chi work out.  She hides herself behind one of the pillars, and even though her brain tells her to escape from the situation while she can, she can't seem to resist the temptation to admire maan and his physical beauty.

 

 

Her breathing and heart rate starts to increase as her eyes explored maan's entire Greek god like body.Maan was in his own world and was taking out and releasing his frustration in the form of tai chi.

Not only did the images of Sasha insulting geet keep playing back in his head, but his moments with geet from the time they met did as well. The night in the forest, their encounter in the fitting room at the mall, their dance, their first kiss, him reading the journal entries, becoming friends at the hospital, and their kiss and fight from last night all played back in his mind.

 

Geet was totally lost in a trance that she starts to move around the curtains and pillars trying to admire maan from every angle she could causing the sound of her payaals to break through the silence looming in the air.

 

Maan hears the sound and looks to the side and says, " kaun hai?"

 

Geet gets frightened that she may get caught for her act and tries to run away, but in the process she slips on one of the curtains, causing geet to lose grip of the necklace, which slides across the floor, but geet was able to maintain her balance and hide from maan.

 

Maan concentrates back to his tai chi. Geet looks and sees that maan didn't notice anything.  She closes her eyes and takes a sigh of relief.  She decides to take one last glance at maan before she leaves to end the restlessness in her heart.  As she turns her head maan was gone. 

 

She starts to look here and there, but didn't find him.  She started to doubt herself, "was I imagining maan...was I imagining him shirtless?

 

Her throat started to feel dry and she felt like she had butterflies in her stomach and chills running down her body. She rests her head against a pillar and places her hand against her heart.  Her heart was beating like a humming bird held in the hand frantic to escape.  Her grip on her dupatta gets tighter as these sensation continued to course through her. She closes her eyes and murmers, " Hai babaji mujhe kya hora hai...yeh kaisa ehsaas hai...yeh me kya soch rahi ho?"

 

She didn't want to feel this way.  She didn't know how to stop herself from feeling this way.  All she ends up doing is hurting both maan and herself. But she didn't know how to forget what love did to her the first time.  How can she trust it again? The love that she had for maan had dug its own place in her heart, but right next to her fear of love.  A tear escapes from her closed eyes, tired of being in such a crossroad. She wanted her old life back'she wanted her old self back the carefree cheerful and paagli type of girl who never had a reason to cry.  All she seemed to do now was cry.  She felt alone just like maan said she would feel if she pushed him away.  He was always there to wipe her tears, always there to comfort her and give her a meaning to live life again, but she felt like she had no other choice and that this was something she just had to get used to. Just then something touched her against her cheek.  Her eyes slowly open as if scared to see, which pair of eyes she may lose herself too.

 

Just like she feared her eyes met with the most warm and intoxicating eyes.  She quickly closed her eyes again knowing her mind was playing tricks with her again.  After couple seconds of reassuring herself that it was just her allusion she opens her eyes.  As she looks there was no one there.

 

Geet to herself "That's it geet..."you seriously need to see a doc'."without being able to finish her sentence she gets pulled by the arm and before she could let out a scream maan covers her mouth with his hand. Their eyes meet and get locked.

 

Maan breaks the silence by asking, "geet tum yaha kyu ayee ho?

 

For second she even forgot the reason why she came here. All she could process was maan's proximity and closeness against her body.  Everything else seemed a blur.

 

"run" was the only thing that came to her mind. Maan holds onto her dupatta forcing her to stop in her tracks.  There was nowhere to escape not today.  Geet gasps and holds on tightly on her duppata so it didn't fall off.

 

"All I asked you was why are you hear and you run. If I had asked the question why were you secretly checking me out than what would you have done? Faint?" maan asks her as his fingers sensuously caress her shoulder as he places her dupatta in place.

 

Geet's cheeks started to turn pink from embarrassment or was it blush?

 

" Your leaving without even telling me why you finally decide to see and talk to me?  All I asked you was why are you here, but instead of answering me your running away.  What am I supposed to think? Why are you doing this to me geet."

 

 

It hurt geet hearing maan voice out the pain she was giving him. She manages to control herself and find the words to speak."I came...I came here to talk to you about what happened this morning", geet manages to say stuttering a little.

 

 

 

maan cuts her off.

 

 

 

 

 

Maan holds on to geet's shoulders and tries to make her understand.

 

 

Geet pushes maan's hands off her and turns her face away from him not being able to meet his eyes.

 

 

 

 

Maan doesn't even finish his sentence, realizing what he just said. " The bond we share has grown too deep to be able to break now even if you want it too"'.how could he say that when he is supposed to stay away from her, when he is supposed to loosen the bond they share. He leaves thinking he said too much and tries to distance himself from her before he opens his mouth even more and ends up telling her about his feelings for her as well.  

 

Those last words were a direct hit to geet. " The bond we share has grown to deep to be able to break now even if you want it to geet".

 

 

Geet falls on her knees as maan's words began to sink into her.

 

 

 

 

Geet wanted to burst. Wanted to scream everything out.

 

 

 

Another tear escapes from the fact that she will lose someone like maan in her life.  But that is the path she is willing to take and suffer with.

 

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Vicky decided to have dinner with maan and geet today.  It would bring some happiness into his life and make him forget about his pain. 

 

As he was walking through the door he saw it cracked and with blood stains.

 

 

He walks toward the kitchen and almost dropped the dinner from his hands.

 

He was in shock with the condition and mess of the kitchen.  There was flour and chocolate batter everywhere.  On the walls and kitchen counter tops. 

 

The pizza was there but uncooked.

 

 

Vicky heads over to geet's room but sees no one there.

 

He then decides to check maan's room.  As he was going maan comes out of the room himself after taking a shower, unfortunately hearing nothing of geet's revelation.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Just then his stomach growls.

 

 

 

Geet and I haven't eaten since yesterday's lunch.

 

 

Maan starts to stutter, trying to find a good excuse.

 

 

 

 

maan couldn't think of any other excuse.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Maan and Vicky head downstairs, but can't seem to find Geet.

 

They decide to split up and find her.  As maan is looking for he slips on something and falls on the ground.  Thankfully he did not get hurt.  He looks over to see what made him fall and he sees geet's necklace or more like her brother's necklace.  He brings up closer to his face and just watches twist in the air. 

 

 

Just than maan hears a voice.  He start's to move toward it.  It was as if someone was singing or even humming. He follows the sound and ends up coming to the terrace. Geet was silently sitting on a swinging chair with a guitar in her hands.  She was composing a song occasionally taking breaks and writing in a journal.

 

Her song was echoing her pain. 

 

Geet:

i have complaints with my life but none with u

 

i'm upset with myself but not with u

 

 

(she plays some guitar chords now).

 

Maan didn't know why, but he felt that this song was about him and geet. He was angry and his hands were unconditionally turning into fists.  He knew it all along Geet was hiding something, but till when will he wait for her to open up to him.  It was obvious from these words that geet didn't mean any of the accusation she made against him. He was tired of this hide and seek game.  Till when?  He can't stand seeing geet in this condition, which infuriated maan, the most.  

 

All of a sudden maan feels a hand on his shoulder.  He looks back and sees it was Vicky.  But by looking back Vicky couldn't believe the anger and hurt he saw in his eyes.

 

 

 

Vicky looks over to geet and she was working still working on some guitar chords.

 

 

Maan takes out his frustration by punching a hole in the wall and then storms off.

 

 

Maan pretends he didn't hear that and just leaves.

 

Precap:

VIcky and geet confrontation.

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