It was in the
news that "Maan Singh Khurana, the famous
business man of Khurana Constuction was facing Multiple Personality Disorder
which resulted in splashing down the Khurana Stocks in the stock market, and
Dev, Maan Singh Khurana's borther, was flying down to Delhi from Canada after
hearing news about his brother and he was the last hope for Khurana
Construction."
Savitri Devi saw
the media news and detailes about what happened, it was heart wrenching for her
to believe that Maan was facing multiple personality disorder. Her entire body
went through shiver and shock, there was a black out in front of her eyes for a few minutes but she was a strong woman, she knew that she had to take care of Maan
and she would do anything, she could go to the biggest doctor for his Maan, she
promised herself that she would make sure to cure Maan before she would die. She
instilled courage in herself; she had to be the strong shoulder for Maan, with
that she knew that Maan loved Geet to the core, so she couldn't do anything to
hurt her, she couldn't inform Geet family about Geet as well otherwise if Maan
would come to know about it, he would probably hate her. It wouldn't matter
whether she liked Geet or not, like any concerned mother, who couldn't see
beyond her kids, she was mean, she wanted to use Geet to cure Maan, she was
afraid that Maan could try to take his own life again for Geet, she hated her
for making Maan so miserable in her love, she hated her for generating those
emotions in Maan which could take his own life, she hated her for transferring
Maan into multiple personality disorder but she couldn't hate her for teaching
Maan about love, the one emotion which he forgot in his life. At the end she
was concerned for Maan and she could turn sky upside down for Maan.
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Shasha had
turned on TV and on every local news channel, the tape was running, Shasha and
Pinkey watched everything and their mouth fell open and their eyes turned wide
with shock. They couldn't believe that somebody could love someone to the
extent, they couldn't believe that Maan loved Geet and he could go to the
extent of killing himself and he could go to the extent to talk to Sameer about
it, it was not easy to digest that Sameer's dad killed Sameer accidently but if
Maan wouldn't go there, this wouldn't have happened so they blamed Maan for
whatever happened, but that poor soul was completely lost, he didn't know what
he was doing, he was lost in the world of love, the world of LOVE where
everything was perfect, where there was no boundry, where God was in favor of
people, where love was everything.
Geet watched the
news too with Shasha and Pinkey, she was still in the shock of Sameer's death
and now one more shock of his Dad's death, she couldn't handle herself, on the
hospital bed she was sitting like a statue with no emotions and no life, she
had already lost her soul, she was on the stage of almost dead, the only thing
moving on her body was tears, tears were mapping down on her body, her eyes
became blurry with tears, she digusted herself for everything, she was the
person who didn't believe in blaming other people for whatever happened with
her, she knew that she could only blame herself for this, she lost faith from
her own being, the only faith which she carried with her when she left
Hoshiarpur, today she hated herself, she didn't have anything to live upon now,
one tornado had changed her life completely, sometimes one moment could be
enough to live a life and sometimes one moment could be enougy to destroy a
life, she kind of lost her voice, she couldn't utter a word out of shock, she wished
that if she could be lucky as Meerabai (devotee of Lord Krishna) and she could surrender
her life in the lap of earth, but Shasha and Pinky didn't let her die.
Hum the jinke sahaare, wo huye naa humaare
doobee jab dil kee naiyyaa, saamane the kinaare
kyaa mohabbat ke waade, kyaa wafaa ke iraade
ret kee hain diwaare, jo bhee chaahe giraa de
hai sabhee kuchh jahaan me, dostee hain wafaa hain
apanee ye kamanaseebee, hum ko naa kuchh bhee
milaa hain
The battle was
going inside her, everything was flashing cleary infront of her eyes now, she
remembered each things Maan had done from her childhood, this incident had
instigated those emotions in her heart which had died a long ago, when she had
felt something for Maan during her childhood years but she overcame all those
feelings when Sameer came into her life. Her mind was playing hide & seek
with her, at one moment she was angry at Maan, at another moment she couldn't
believe Maan loved her or anyone could love other person this deeply, she felt
sorry for Maan as he was facing MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder) because of
her, at one moment she wanted to kill Maan for taking away Sameer from her life
and at another moment, she was surprised to see that her childhood love turned
into something more, at one moment, she wanted to kill herself again as there
was nothing left in her life except few pieces of Sameer's memory, and at
another moment, she wanted to be loved again, at one moment, she knew that she
couldn't love someone else other than Sameer, but at another moment, the desire
to be loved was incessant. The kind of state she was in right now, where she
just wanted to get Sameer back in her life at any cost, she lost her family,
her only family was Sameer and his Dad and she lost both very important people
of her life, it wasn't only her family but it was her life, her first life was
already lost when she left Hoshiarpur, she gained second life with Sameer and
his Dad, she had seen zillions of dreams with Sameer, she wanted to mother his
kids, she wanted to have the lovely husband-wife fights with him, she wanted to
spend each evening in his arms, she wanted to have a joyful vacation with her
family, she wanted to have a normal life but it was something, she never had,
yes she never had a normal life, did she?
God had written
only lost in her life, first she lost her Hoshiarpur family and now she lost
her love, her future family. She was lonely in the entire world today, where no
one could brace her, no one could help her to overcome this pain, as the pain
reached to the pinnacle from where there was no way back, she was blind in love and now she was
blind in pain, she felt the regreat to fall in love with Sameer because she
assumed herself a reason behind his death, more than blaming Maan for Sameer's
death, she blamed herself, she believed that it was she because of whom Sameer
died, she never got any happiness in her life and she was affecting everyone's
happiness around her, she never deserved any happiness and she could never make
anyone's happy, if she wouldn't have fallen in love with Sameer then al least
today he wouldn't be dead. She was the reason behind all this craziness; she
was the reason not only behind one death but behind two deaths, Sameer and his
dad. God was so ruthless that he didn't let her live happinly and didn't let
her die peacefully. She considered herself a reason behind Maan's MPD.
Geet was totally
not in the condition of attending any funeral; if she would go then it could
result in worse, to watch Sameer and his Dad dead was torture for her delicate
condition, she wouldn't be able to handle it, it could result in mental
disruption hence Shasha and Pinky went without Geet, Geet was still in the
hospital, processing each detail about what happened.
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